Living A Lie601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjVV9eowY3
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mUgUgWrss
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8kc5bxY8e
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OLIICTUmt
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hQgE13fEm
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NYDpUCLTL
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PBr3q5ps5
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvpCyM9TU0
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4RytIt7B0
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qAlIh1JFW
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utwJl9MLq
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckN7RxNjht
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwlkghGOrR
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsUJchsfTt
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJAShOHHdb
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFVrjg95XX
She said, 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gyVzB0VzC
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFmFWZeOCH
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKp9Z6Iy4x
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J4ehDK1YR
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uberw0y2s
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDVpKxh4aI
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuDbzZ0JSN
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQROFupGiK
"Psycho" and "Loser". 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYwi5r4hxR
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9HgiOu3pV
After i settled I asked him601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP5ZUDPTv3
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZauQnKCch
He looked at me in surprise and said601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS64reFSNLQ
" Why would i tell any one"?? 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiQxRJXGWu
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfxF0EeaRV
"Then who told this"??601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAuKn6JekB
He hesitated a moment and then said601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTZYq0M3UZ
" Liz"!! 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrbX9cuu40
I was moved by this answer.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqdK6f5RCs
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbNfYxydhA
My heart gave a loud Thump. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJw6cKxl0G
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88au3LAqjY
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nWZybWFmq
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuXPSnwBI1
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxK55DzKEt
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ex0eAM8la
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFkYmsc2ZE
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaHTyYCI2C
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvMHRN45sg
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!601Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKqnp9Zl5q
