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145章 - 孤島 (一)291Please respect copyright.PENANArEswHm3hDs
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已經離開全職工作的某一天。291Please respect copyright.PENANAfXLcz7cZg0
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早上七時起床成為習慣的我,睜開了眼就睡不著。291Please respect copyright.PENANAh0E9aYp9gF
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「起床吧。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAGGfMlpDgTw
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大清早我就起床做運動去,一直到下午才回家,吃過午飯又繼續做運動。291Please respect copyright.PENANAdQzFkMXLkM
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我一直在等那個「奇蹟」發生,我一直等,一直等。291Please respect copyright.PENANArNifiLr1qs
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──某天問題就像開電燈一樣,一打開就亮了291Please respect copyright.PENANAe8LHPqOVzH
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開關在哪裡?291Please respect copyright.PENANASx4GHaXETQ
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「有誰可以告訴我嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAS0PQBI3PY7
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好像在等待兔子的農夫,一等,直到萬物皆枯仍然只知道等。291Please respect copyright.PENANA2T8Wwi0D7b
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坐在公園的長椅上,我看著蔚藍的天空,「享受」著這份充滿罪惡感的悠閒。這個年齡,明明是工作拼搏的黃金時間,今天是平日,所有同學朋友都上班去了,我卻在公園裡看藍天白雲,成何體統。總覺得路過的公公婆婆都在想︰為甚麼這個女孩大白天在公園發呆?不用上班嗎?291Please respect copyright.PENANAdK5FJtPk5D
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干卿底事?291Please respect copyright.PENANATdQkAtSI0a
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我盯著眼前的路人,不時跟他們四目交投。291Please respect copyright.PENANA5WQbzKzMk5
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充當計時器的手機突然震動了兩下,見到新信息提示。291Please respect copyright.PENANAO5ftfubQqu
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「杜麗程,現在有空嗎?不如到咖啡廳喝一杯吧。」陳冠亮寫。291Please respect copyright.PENANArLPHWf7wX1
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又是陳冠亮,推銷員真閒。291Please respect copyright.PENANAts4RihC109
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早幾天中學同學聚會,我如實說出自己沒有全職工作了,立即被群起圍攻,不斷被問「為甚麼」、「有甚麼打算」、「打算游手好閒到甚麼時候」、「香城大學畢業生不應該是這樣」、「不如我給你介紹工作」等等,我沒預想過反應如此激烈。可能他們擔心我,希望我離開困境吧,而我有甚麼任務非完成不可似的,想停留在這個階段。聚會的最後,我有敗退的感覺。291Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1cMoC9Mi6
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李沛弦不斷跟我說︰有甚麼可以找她聊。291Please respect copyright.PENANA9vC5PcXf0c
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夠了,我聽夠了,我不想再聽她似是疑非的說話,又沒有多大建設性,不是嗎?291Please respect copyright.PENANAgvnCgprhPf
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余望豪本來就很忙,沒有時間理會別人的事,何況在他眼裡,李沛弦可能更重要。291Please respect copyright.PENANA7NDJEYev41
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那麼眼前陳冠亮的信息,要怎麼回覆呢?291Please respect copyright.PENANAwiGgLX6ii9
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「不用了,待會我有補習,再找機會吧。」我寫。291Please respect copyright.PENANAZvTwLzqi57
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「補習?平日很少補習吧?」陳冠亮寫。291Please respect copyright.PENANATzKj56H42v
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真纏人。291Please respect copyright.PENANABmf7Vl9CCJ
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「學生調動了時間。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAk2ibvIzPmg
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「明天呢?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAWJpdzrgmu1
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「明天再聯絡你吧,現在不好說。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAxVyXXHmi0e
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正常人也知道我在想甚麼了,所以陳冠亮沒有再回覆,直接下線。291Please respect copyright.PENANAP0GhBZePo3
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我仍然坐在公園的長椅上,呆望跟陳冠亮的對答。291Please respect copyright.PENANArTaX9zT6Xe
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嗯,我仍然有當「小老師」。沒有全職工作,日常開支還得應付,又不能總是依靠父母,所以多找了幾個學生,更有小組教學,時間方面相當輕鬆,收入方面接近正常剛畢業學生水平,問題是︰沒有多大上升空間。291Please respect copyright.PENANA58JkkXpSS6
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「再來運動吧。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAnu5C1z0fVt
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做熱身運動的時候,又有信息提示。291Please respect copyright.PENANACui53QmKYE
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「又是陳冠亮那傢伙嗎?」我不耐煩。291Please respect copyright.PENANAmVLWal18gx
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抓起手機一看,蠻意外的,這個人會主動單獨找我?今天吹甚麼風?291Please respect copyright.PENANA9GzUeK16My
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「杜麗程,有空嗎?」這是孫楚遙給我的信息。291Please respect copyright.PENANACk5fUkemir
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一年了,已經一年了,今天才聯絡我。291Please respect copyright.PENANAUzCWp1czKt
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「嗯,請說。」我回。291Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ7eeXsavK
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就看看你搞甚麼。291Please respect copyright.PENANADLqj8klOrq
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「不用上班?」孫楚遙回。291Please respect copyright.PENANAh2cPyoH2I8
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真煩,會這樣問就不要給我信息呀。291Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4Fqwde0kK
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我沒有回覆,等了一會,孫楚遙再給了一個信息。291Please respect copyright.PENANAxArf7dyW2a
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「可以的話,希望在電話直接說,你方便嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANA0hVOoaKWjB
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蠻嚴重似的。291Please respect copyright.PENANAbEnbdzneo9
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「嗯。」我回。291Please respect copyright.PENANACSl5CGuRU9
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然後孫楚遙立即打電話給我。291Please respect copyright.PENANAyeJZh1JEsp
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「喂?杜麗程?」這是孫楚遙的聲音,沉鬱了很多。291Please respect copyright.PENANAruDAa3sKoM
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「孫楚遙,有甚麼事嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAGxmOsoHUmT
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「抱歉,突然打擾你...因為我的心情還未平伏,我到今天還要吃藥,所以一直沒有找你們...我很怕見到你們就會想起穹雪霞,然後禁不住又…」孫楚遙說著,不斷抽鼻子。291Please respect copyright.PENANAp5rDzDc2Tn
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「…」291Please respect copyright.PENANAQPOBmu14j2
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穹雪霞到最後沒有找過我。看來已經…291Please respect copyright.PENANApSu1nOdJGK
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「那麼…找我有甚麼事嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAeC9HHnWRn8
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「今天…有看過新聞報導嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAnFQyYRtd6F
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真是奇怪的問題,打電話給我問這些?291Please respect copyright.PENANApSrQq9S4X6
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「沒有啊,我今天沒有看電視。」291Please respect copyright.PENANAdfCRYfXuNl
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「可…可…可兒她…」孫楚遙不斷哽咽,說不出話來。291Please respect copyright.PENANAKIvhctoCpE
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「孫楚遙,先深呼吸,別緊張,不用緊張,慢慢說,我有時間,你可以慢慢說。發生甚麼事了嗎?」我說。291Please respect copyright.PENANAP4PnNazqra
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「可兒她…犯了殺人罪…被判極刑了…我又沒有一個朋友了…」隔著電話傳來孫楚遙哭喊的聲音。291Please respect copyright.PENANArnZVD0s2TH
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「…」我聽到這個消息,整個人都呆了。291Please respect copyright.PENANABZVpIVZrLT
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電話裡的孫楚遙泣不成聲。291Please respect copyright.PENANA4SK2chFpFh
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「孫楚遙,可以詳細一點嗎?我完全不知道發生了甚麼事啊。」291Please respect copyright.PENANATwdwARzD4g
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「我早上才知道的...打開電視,看到新聞報導說可兒犯了謀殺,還有她的照片,說她自首了,依例處以極刑,擇日執行...我真的接受不了,可兒怎麼可能殺人?她這麼善良,你也這麼想吧?」孫楚遙嚎哭著說。291Please respect copyright.PENANAxMZTvghtRe
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你這樣問我,我也答不出甚麼呀,首先我剛剛才知道這個消息,再者我完全不知道在她身上發生了甚麼事,一年前才知道潔可兒處境複雜,只是如此。的確,潔可兒是好女孩,除此之外我完全沒有認識。貿然判斷,只怕對孫楚遙造成二次傷害。291Please respect copyright.PENANA0KPAJA8Kno
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「嗯,潔可兒是好女孩。」我平靜地說。「報導內容還有甚麼?」291Please respect copyright.PENANA7inqqjh4PV
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「報導內容說…嗚…本來已經是另一宗兇殺案疑犯的可兒,招認殺了自己父母的罪行…嗚…案件沒疑點,證據確鑿…」孫楚遙抽答著說。291Please respect copyright.PENANAhukUq9RasW
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大好女孩,踏上一條不歸路…可惜。291Please respect copyright.PENANAjHduAaSumF
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「你最後一次見到潔可兒是甚麼時候?」我問。291Please respect copyright.PENANAXz5AuHaFff
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「我們經常見面的…嗚…我們都是『同行者』的義工嘛…」孫楚遙哭壞了嗓門,音調很像小孩子。291Please respect copyright.PENANAlwSXHoYtlL
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「上一次跟她見面的時候,沒有異樣嗎?」291Please respect copyright.PENANAA3Ox5lnxfv
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