Flashes and more flashes825Please respect copyright.PENANACJls8D0C5Y
Shouts in the air, suffocating me825Please respect copyright.PENANAsiXhXGHtlK
Their bodies closer and closer 825Please respect copyright.PENANACJkcUFjwOt
Until its so hard to breathe825Please respect copyright.PENANALQLzWoUfrq
Everyone screaming your name825Please respect copyright.PENANAhjuKNzORVV
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces825Please respect copyright.PENANAZK26yzFQsI
The men around me take my arm gently825Please respect copyright.PENANAjj5PAep7Uh
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes825Please respect copyright.PENANAYMRTWIYsHD
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life825Please respect copyright.PENANAJpvGqWaiGY
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down825Please respect copyright.PENANA3OdWlwjXLQ
Faking a smile towards the ground825Please respect copyright.PENANAh6iOXadlqW
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 825Please respect copyright.PENANA2VZ1KG1uqy
For fear that it will start over again825Please respect copyright.PENANAPNlQuMYrS4
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains825Please respect copyright.PENANA9nLaOVwaC7
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest825Please respect copyright.PENANA6gxt9cLQsH
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step825Please respect copyright.PENANAPlMSM5EqhR
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths825Please respect copyright.PENANAz1a6Y0LMeF
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together825Please respect copyright.PENANAxhkPSQjfhS
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess825Please respect copyright.PENANAzLHRafZmK0
My feet seem to be moving on their own 825Please respect copyright.PENANAWgCja7ZpA0
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?825Please respect copyright.PENANAY0jmqq8adU
Cameras and fame and people all around me?825Please respect copyright.PENANA7eebihJ3RS
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!825Please respect copyright.PENANA4a2SgA2DYs
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!825Please respect copyright.PENANA5VIORBHwDP
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another825Please respect copyright.PENANAeZdB0OH74U
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some825Please respect copyright.PENANANlpwG1sINh
But my life should've been peace and quite825Please respect copyright.PENANAUcHRGmv1NK
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children825Please respect copyright.PENANA8Og67bQg1H
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion825Please respect copyright.PENANAIHw13hGwXX
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets825Please respect copyright.PENANAwWupEMjkaa
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life825Please respect copyright.PENANAiBkgmrnZh2
When I stop and think of how blessed I am825Please respect copyright.PENANAfkQXnjE43M
I realize how much I love my life825Please respect copyright.PENANAYsPPUoydh6
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through825Please respect copyright.PENANAF5RyXMoA2C
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model825Please respect copyright.PENANANYElBGkmRN
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on