Flashes and more flashes784Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sahd7RAZK
Shouts in the air, suffocating me784Please respect copyright.PENANAztVzDC6cNL
Their bodies closer and closer 784Please respect copyright.PENANAjKOHgwieFQ
Until its so hard to breathe784Please respect copyright.PENANAJqPG1U977p
Everyone screaming your name784Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ok6Qp5l3g
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces784Please respect copyright.PENANA7FkaneMlYB
The men around me take my arm gently784Please respect copyright.PENANAKY8hnTsZDy
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes784Please respect copyright.PENANAObhMqSwqxt
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life784Please respect copyright.PENANAb8QwQRXzXz
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down784Please respect copyright.PENANAvnnVxhmIba
Faking a smile towards the ground784Please respect copyright.PENANAvKpVcquixQ
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 784Please respect copyright.PENANAUmxhZS59cN
For fear that it will start over again784Please respect copyright.PENANAK9UEMpZhth
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains784Please respect copyright.PENANAz8kxih0P6k
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest784Please respect copyright.PENANA9kEo0k9YEY
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step784Please respect copyright.PENANA8CtFWHd0MZ
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths784Please respect copyright.PENANAU5Rcf1fcNL
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together784Please respect copyright.PENANAzySewKauP3
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess784Please respect copyright.PENANAKNdmrskG8q
My feet seem to be moving on their own 784Please respect copyright.PENANAcuiZ3E6sgn
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?784Please respect copyright.PENANAst6VJfcZiR
Cameras and fame and people all around me?784Please respect copyright.PENANAuDN5EtvXJP
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!784Please respect copyright.PENANAzto3q7AnXE
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!784Please respect copyright.PENANAMUMDykCNzL
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another784Please respect copyright.PENANA90BmL1JxGW
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some784Please respect copyright.PENANAGTrTC4Dzb7
But my life should've been peace and quite784Please respect copyright.PENANAFXvrbdd0jL
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children784Please respect copyright.PENANAfMDZuTBQVV
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion784Please respect copyright.PENANA4KeDST8KS7
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4zQlUbZBx
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life784Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9qd8sxPXs
When I stop and think of how blessed I am784Please respect copyright.PENANAd5gaRRK7Cs
I realize how much I love my life784Please respect copyright.PENANAALGeuGFmTP
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through784Please respect copyright.PENANA2J6FuPIIR7
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model784Please respect copyright.PENANA0zr4bYJYvT
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on