Flashes and more flashes739Please respect copyright.PENANARVGufuyUUw
Shouts in the air, suffocating me739Please respect copyright.PENANAJFs9Pq1n6X
Their bodies closer and closer 739Please respect copyright.PENANAddJSEF3yVO
Until its so hard to breathe739Please respect copyright.PENANAoRiWjLTyEf
Everyone screaming your name739Please respect copyright.PENANAEEc3KEhQpH
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces739Please respect copyright.PENANANU5gB55pJd
The men around me take my arm gently739Please respect copyright.PENANAgPqDbT36T9
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes739Please respect copyright.PENANAIe1Y51bDwG
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life739Please respect copyright.PENANAjLzv1Yv48p
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down739Please respect copyright.PENANATPnv4HEt9s
Faking a smile towards the ground739Please respect copyright.PENANAGB24MCFtDk
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 739Please respect copyright.PENANANIJZx4lexZ
For fear that it will start over again739Please respect copyright.PENANAEOGi4cHW6H
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains739Please respect copyright.PENANAWSkoFDA4ob
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest739Please respect copyright.PENANADEBHevdo0I
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step739Please respect copyright.PENANAzztgUQ3WPS
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths739Please respect copyright.PENANAyL7I0pgUXs
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together739Please respect copyright.PENANAK0nMi3HmQj
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess739Please respect copyright.PENANA1BpCUlimF1
My feet seem to be moving on their own 739Please respect copyright.PENANAl2kLEraFtG
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?739Please respect copyright.PENANAWPwNZR9Sme
Cameras and fame and people all around me?739Please respect copyright.PENANAMCm2LjGsXD
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!739Please respect copyright.PENANAJutCiLtrJX
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!739Please respect copyright.PENANArRfeApyB7h
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another739Please respect copyright.PENANAo7XSULBhyK
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some739Please respect copyright.PENANAxw7rL8ZjYD
But my life should've been peace and quite739Please respect copyright.PENANAdxbfoNjDJN
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children739Please respect copyright.PENANA2NK5zzktD8
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion739Please respect copyright.PENANAQKasi7DVA8
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets739Please respect copyright.PENANAi92ddatirr
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life739Please respect copyright.PENANA5BcgvLKIiL
When I stop and think of how blessed I am739Please respect copyright.PENANA0hd7ZNBeaS
I realize how much I love my life739Please respect copyright.PENANA2aNBgSI4uD
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through739Please respect copyright.PENANAXUNjLKbt43
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model739Please respect copyright.PENANAYAq3WddpKj
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on