#1 Entry: Why I Started This.967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5NF0b2wA6
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEilSlKbgp
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN1qpFsHMb
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRfGT2x6Zw
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6trQ8H0Odg
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvMJyaUksf
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXwgT6XcoB
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsDfpGdbD5
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4Bk1c8Rhu
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAnwMwaNj5
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMB1Ar6QJ1
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WIxeeixMR
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZhntDK1OE
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQocTKROch
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4GRWyLnfQ
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIwmh4uYY2
So calling it off, was it that bad?967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTTZChHWsv
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem8WGVV061
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfqq3J5NIG
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGqdlBGN7o
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFp0yR25g4
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX9ifocJUh
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTMu2f4tvh
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWHuV1o3wM
Henceforth, we have this. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LEmJgPAFF
Thanks for bearing with me. 967Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlJVfADatk
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