#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NgkaVvRIA
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNeomKQ5qb
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgne3siWb1x
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8hbkSP4xx
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcENgJ5qyo
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnsR8Y7FOg
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQvtwwEo3y
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBLqzIDKGu
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxOKxNQZZe
...1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPcx5bfnow
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkcthCOw8V
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QM1ti5BnS
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMPaQgvZo1
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrwuHJZTEv
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7J1F8LFhX
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuX0BxHKFU
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvQmbZHyQR
So calling it off, was it that bad?1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9eMD0KcFC
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5kvGy3Ncp
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghQXz9s508
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7mGA3sp9H
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi1UDBWVI2
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpSSxJaBhH
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoYohuOooR
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9Mw8V80wj
Henceforth, we have this. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZly9MlvC0D
Thanks for bearing with me. 1041Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCG9XPd6LD
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