我想活下去....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vj6nGyYNe
所以...好想流血.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeJVDjNRy3
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTqJpBrmDd
明明流多了就會死....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVj1LafpQ7
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKLd9paeeV
可是又不是....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZbRipw0Ha
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7IF8NGfHO
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXpMpk33yK
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHJyzHbuXv
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU725WX2Ll
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5viIptLotP
睡在過去中一睡不醒779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzsaUYy11A
明明心裹得清楚...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQco8RBIEWw
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3rRTEgs5w
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZI78uaiT3
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRs2nsuwFX
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD5Ccyaw9z
好討厭自己...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LwtqzHMiR
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOiPwiCuFr
自殘就像吸毒779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3ncSFARWm
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbHIt3knQT
既害怕又讓人不能停止779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4TakC9oBK
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraBFFm8USC
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFyyO17tly
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYBdIT7KWg
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxQBBsxYFH
想死又想活下去779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjo0kHIzPG
想流血但不想受傷...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KpGgzCkKt
怕痛但沒感覺....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm90RnJv9W
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMwXMH0hVy
血流多少也不夠....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjEwxIBL2i
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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