我想活下去....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLiUJdTCsw
所以...好想流血.....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCWxXibeqU
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouutTtc2Py
明明流多了就會死....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hIVIDpSC6
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ641bPeCLHp
可是又不是....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLqxaCXQIk
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNJcZIrgm5
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK3ZB7kI0s
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt67722NlM
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TuvistmMy
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsMGRQKeGZ
睡在過去中一睡不醒676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRrHsvOCkT
明明心裹得清楚...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4roc21tpbK
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrAsaFMfeX
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaUC933stb
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdYkAytnZg
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaSi6pcT8Y
好討厭自己...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPuHlKhrrw
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwVrTZpZ5B
自殘就像吸毒676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFRynTDb3Y
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzXHnrpRiQ
既害怕又讓人不能停止676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL80TCgY0Mc
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx78zyxHJb
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcBCrJdcq0
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjBG5oHEPX
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpsLnYoPqv
想死又想活下去676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QfRYcmtJK
想流血但不想受傷...676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ296ynwBHw6
怕痛但沒感覺....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dp1tA9WbY
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBBVRKMtLz
血流多少也不夠....676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AhpVzWRFN
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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