我想活下去....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPZaA64w19
所以...好想流血.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIy4yIOJkA
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmgwkX3n7e
明明流多了就會死....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAyQ9bcFf8
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVy71855TU
可是又不是....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48jTse5Ua6
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWf31JMPFj
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdF2mRIxtJ
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDzoj6LtcF
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lpMjDrSho
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Q6iBHEvz
睡在過去中一睡不醒779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1ka9xiMUO
明明心裹得清楚...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EE7e5yT9f
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLFASw427I
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXVACZ4Jtm
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnAJkjwRzt
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTY7Wid9Kx
好討厭自己...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6cULTKgow
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgIYRzoyVp
自殘就像吸毒779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XdULUwMnc
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCOZFpHu6Y
既害怕又讓人不能停止779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNrXcffrpH
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80p53jZvC3
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbO0rYH5RA
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cKauc3m8u
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vLkFRLFav
想死又想活下去779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl5Iii0qrO
想流血但不想受傷...779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXLjfg7pdy
怕痛但沒感覺....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbIuSYYj6L
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHAI5LQhuh
血流多少也不夠....779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0k34EVxbD
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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