Tired, blue boy walks my way1993Please respect copyright.PENANAnTKyAXfhTC
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而愛她似乎是件令人疲倦的事1993Please respect copyright.PENANABqnqwTkorz
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But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?1993Please respect copyright.PENANArYIyRKsdMx
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You don’t love her1993Please respect copyright.PENANAhgTQhbpEFy
你並不愛她1993Please respect copyright.PENANATpYLXwUOqm
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這幾天(從上星期天到現在)發生了蠻多的事情(好像也沒有到很多w1993Please respect copyright.PENANAhNjokSNeoq
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我想做這種事其實很久了,但我一剛開始目的其實是要自殺1993Please respect copyright.PENANAbXf8Cs8Co6
我曾經有想過安眠藥,結果藥局不可能直接賣XD1993Please respect copyright.PENANAUeBmJdH9ai
沒辦法了,怕痛的我,只好先從自殘開始1993Please respect copyright.PENANApceCEGcPON
一開始怕怕的,所以就用自動鉛筆筆尖的地方用力割1993Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZfCPhgKmM
嗯…一點毛用都沒有(沒關係我是來適應那痛感的w1993Please respect copyright.PENANAkGEgBPKPmk
結果最後割一割,我就開始用美工刀了1993Please respect copyright.PENANA7oYPRPUZtD
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一開始會怕怕的,之後就完全感覺不到什麼痛,甚至還會有種解脫感1993Please respect copyright.PENANA1tZvPEDQw4
於是,我那「已割腕為前提自殘」就演變成了「自殘是舒壓的方法」1993Please respect copyright.PENANA7S1RGZCUsw
但好景不常,我傷口爆多1993Please respect copyright.PENANATeIVjdRxhn
但我算瞞過一個早上了,我隱藏超讚讚1993Please respect copyright.PENANAi5sTAaTHc8
到了學校我真的毫不隱藏(因為大家都懷疑是一個我常跟他鬥的男生搞的XDD1993Please respect copyright.PENANAQrLE4T0Ge6
我也解釋不是,就編造了說那是我手癢抓的1993Please respect copyright.PENANAvQxVsowc6O
嗯,當然,白痴才相信,但真的有人相信了1993Please respect copyright.PENANAiMEbUSPGmN
也有人半信半疑1993Please respect copyright.PENANAVSxq4Cm9JT
而我也跟幾個我要好的同學談吐事實,在他們的建議下我去了輔導室1993Please respect copyright.PENANA4QeahpFEFv
然後接下來的事我等下一篇說好了,要不然太多了w1993Please respect copyright.PENANAnxXGOeaOIQ
總之我想和大家說,不要輕易做這種傷害自己的事,因為痛的是你難過的是你,這沒什麼,但周圍的人也真的很關心你哦1993Please respect copyright.PENANAiEZ82J3MxW
要是你跟我一樣,那就加油吧1993Please respect copyright.PENANACpvRPKZZsR
有些事情真的過了就沒事了1993Please respect copyright.PENANA8vEfcihBcJ
加油。