我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。975Please respect copyright.PENANATSbWxF3of8
他姓佘,叫卓謙。975Please respect copyright.PENANAztv4DhE07k
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。975Please respect copyright.PENANASSNGSBSNDF
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。975Please respect copyright.PENANAc0ifZblgtZ
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。975Please respect copyright.PENANA0pUY7lpHcm
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。975Please respect copyright.PENANAcbGbITA8XA
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。975Please respect copyright.PENANAvfz0RPOlj1
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」975Please respect copyright.PENANAqwhsSI1kHa
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。975Please respect copyright.PENANApk4yk9e1ff
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」975Please respect copyright.PENANAJKph1A8Vny
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。975Please respect copyright.PENANAfRgS2bTcpt
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。975Please respect copyright.PENANAZEjQEruSsP
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」975Please respect copyright.PENANAnKAkYYFab3
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAbelfgV51SG
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。975Please respect copyright.PENANAnRsZHi55AJ
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」975Please respect copyright.PENANAROdUCKcUfA
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。975Please respect copyright.PENANAq4ni0oTpZy
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAqHHFGRyy88
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。975Please respect copyright.PENANACmY3vUnTbM
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。975Please respect copyright.PENANAjSQfzjs8ZT
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。975Please respect copyright.PENANAHTVVtQxiC8
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。975Please respect copyright.PENANAl6PGOQEZaM
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。975Please respect copyright.PENANAtB9bfhujgm
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。975Please respect copyright.PENANAUHsBjBP0pD
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。975Please respect copyright.PENANA96u1leKXD4
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。975Please respect copyright.PENANAMI5TXYzWXs
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。975Please respect copyright.PENANA2vTazv741E
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。975Please respect copyright.PENANAO8J4vOq80j
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。975Please respect copyright.PENANA03n3fvKIPC
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。975Please respect copyright.PENANA4vepUuQzRW
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。975Please respect copyright.PENANAsy4bMxS86U
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。975Please respect copyright.PENANAnFERjyJAMi
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。975Please respect copyright.PENANAjPSZbbeeR5
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」975Please respect copyright.PENANA4J82OApQGY
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAM9JkUXmEBz
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAa0niP95fd2
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAHHXTToEYn9
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAf5ri10pBx6
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」975Please respect copyright.PENANAY32eipm0jW
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAKLIc8ZzVeK
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAAUoxm8utsI
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」975Please respect copyright.PENANAYPwCOmn3QW
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」975Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0xkXsSWUH
就是這樣,他就收了線。975Please respect copyright.PENANAvek9amlvcz
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。975Please respect copyright.PENANAW7XIMcPyvx
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。975Please respect copyright.PENANAJpQvo9AdsR
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。975Please respect copyright.PENANAOjB5nEJgpU
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。975Please respect copyright.PENANAe7XYnwz6ow
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。975Please respect copyright.PENANAnsnKNI74fT
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。975Please respect copyright.PENANADTvYGd7mC0
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唯獨是他沒有。975Please respect copyright.PENANAU9YpuSon9F
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。975Please respect copyright.PENANAIBIpaCgJcj
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。975Please respect copyright.PENANArTUV9fd3KN
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。975Please respect copyright.PENANAFna7Fx0C8f
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。975Please respect copyright.PENANAoBK0ENKHMG
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」975Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ2NhDlxWR
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。975Please respect copyright.PENANAoTe59zeAGX
他沒有回答我。975Please respect copyright.PENANAu78neC9pMh
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」975Please respect copyright.PENANAyhr6CCDMXz
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。975Please respect copyright.PENANAKlvmidcagP
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。975Please respect copyright.PENANA1OPKPdMcJ3
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。975Please respect copyright.PENANAUJwR2hTbjn
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。975Please respect copyright.PENANAah7n7AiqB9
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。975Please respect copyright.PENANAYtFcKk1Kik
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。975Please respect copyright.PENANAzU4iF83beQ
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。975Please respect copyright.PENANAk0m4Jw31TT
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今日,我出外吃午餐。975Please respect copyright.PENANArflxEgk5lX
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。975Please respect copyright.PENANAE9runFNODJ
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。975Please respect copyright.PENANA2BxRuhiPMa
就只剩下那一個卡位。975Please respect copyright.PENANAX7YRupkj9M
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。975Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3ZR9Fbsdt
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唯獨他拋下一句:975Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5oPX6RMiL
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」975Please respect copyright.PENANAvgGvPJ0SHA