1月14日,凌晨5時多。725Please respect copyright.PENANAHMWm7knxKw
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。725Please respect copyright.PENANAkT4SSXCXL6
大家都在熟睡中,725Please respect copyright.PENANADmqK3ZX76t
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,725Please respect copyright.PENANAJAVLS42qKm
不自覺的再次想起她。725Please respect copyright.PENANAA7H4is6VpZ
我,很想長睡下去,725Please respect copyright.PENANAWSkKuQL3ic
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。725Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xv7Akio2g
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。725Please respect copyright.PENANAseXakT9k8k
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。725Please respect copyright.PENANAIUcFhumQG7
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,725Please respect copyright.PENANAx7QRv8KZWS
血水慢慢的滲出。725Please respect copyright.PENANApfwvO2m4gM
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。725Please respect copyright.PENANACdEsubcBjf
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。725Please respect copyright.PENANA3gNoOG3Lin
起來梳洗,725Please respect copyright.PENANAfxCLkRYj9p
執拾行裝。725Please respect copyright.PENANAwrLrfwwDGN
準備與朋友集合。725Please respect copyright.PENANAbKYfrXuN9i
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,725Please respect copyright.PENANAEG4vlMDyMk
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。725Please respect copyright.PENANAWRBCLZBr4i
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。725Please respect copyright.PENANA688aWkFqww
或者一切都因為我的被動,725Please respect copyright.PENANA1ftWFXryQz
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,725Please respect copyright.PENANAvYVNKLfHnX
導致我的失敗。725Please respect copyright.PENANASiqxirLsjg
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若不是早已應邀,725Please respect copyright.PENANAWKBeAkovLp
我想,我還是留在家中,725Please respect copyright.PENANA3u8e1nx1of
白白的消磨時間。725Please respect copyright.PENANA5q5IMnkjV2
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,725Please respect copyright.PENANAnP8c2OB80w
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。725Please respect copyright.PENANAnlrRIA4Qu4
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,725Please respect copyright.PENANAbSt9AcjhMw
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。725Please respect copyright.PENANAhArT2A9fbo
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我們乘坐慢船。725Please respect copyright.PENANApqhB3izJiC
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,725Please respect copyright.PENANACLb7akL8a8
然後開展我們的「賭局」。725Please respect copyright.PENANAKIAHIQ9ark
我們玩得有說有笑,725Please respect copyright.PENANAvtM97452cL
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。725Please respect copyright.PENANA4xpri5keUJ
我內心的景象,也是如此。725Please respect copyright.PENANASqU5lxIDak
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,725Please respect copyright.PENANA73s8SLJnl4
尋得他們的燈光。725Please respect copyright.PENANAlHBJBT631c
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。725Please respect copyright.PENANAkQvNViK7Yy
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,725Please respect copyright.PENANA5d3jP7R4eM
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,725Please respect copyright.PENANACX2j1zxd9W
玩玩聊聊。725Please respect copyright.PENANAuS7bUglVsB
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說725Please respect copyright.PENANAEuoNp5pVsH
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說725Please respect copyright.PENANAE3CChcTpxi
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應725Please respect copyright.PENANAT89IzqmBe1
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」725Please respect copyright.PENANArxyEDzhcIi
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。725Please respect copyright.PENANABdFXz2rSlG
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。725Please respect copyright.PENANA1zIW6N0Bqw
記得,725Please respect copyright.PENANAX8ThahK2qU
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,725Please respect copyright.PENANAFt0gpNHZ9s
四處找朋友拍照留念。725Please respect copyright.PENANAV9vCbHSnAT
我,只是一個留級的同學,725Please respect copyright.PENANAEoexunKeD0
又不主動認識其他人,725Please respect copyright.PENANAqV0M0vg4IH
沒有人找上,也正常不過。725Please respect copyright.PENANABNwsm74mSf
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。725Please respect copyright.PENANA6YNGx6NcFE
不過,725Please respect copyright.PENANA4WoEpl1jUg
她對我已經……725Please respect copyright.PENANAuUDsyomtwr
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,725Please respect copyright.PENANAzNVeMenxOj
其實,725Please respect copyright.PENANA3k04oULs0O
心裡還是渴望著。725Please respect copyright.PENANAQu0mMuFfdn
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最終,都得到實現。725Please respect copyright.PENANARAcl5I81Wp
不過,725Please respect copyright.PENANAUTJSBIrUeB
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。725Please respect copyright.PENANAvOssjl7SNj
我不喜在她這樣的態度,725Please respect copyright.PENANAQAWRvQYa5E
不是想說她態度欠佳,725Please respect copyright.PENANAwmv450oyD4
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。725Please respect copyright.PENANAo4EUgxobE3
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眼見面前一班好友,725Please respect copyright.PENANAOiRAba9nBb
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。725Please respect copyright.PENANAFQXiKTN1pn
過了好一段時間,725Please respect copyright.PENANANtX2v7y2L4
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。725Please respect copyright.PENANAsS0sqAHUDl
偏偏在上山的時候,725Please respect copyright.PENANAVNz33wysKd
我突然感到一陣納悶,725Please respect copyright.PENANAsN9NGB6QYE
那刻,我在想,725Please respect copyright.PENANA3zlQCOwzdC
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?725Please respect copyright.PENANAWHYV7H5bID
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。725Please respect copyright.PENANAyeSEjtbvNz
良久,終於下山,725Please respect copyright.PENANA5OZiaHawpv
時間來到下午五時多,725Please respect copyright.PENANAOKfPB4z8SE
我不適的感覺重了,725Please respect copyright.PENANASvnbtHBU9y
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,725Please respect copyright.PENANA88DzQL10CQ
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。725Please respect copyright.PENANAFoaXxFIK7N
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終於舒暢了,725Please respect copyright.PENANAoS7SkvWIXQ
可惜,725Please respect copyright.PENANA59Rs8g2MRk
過了不足兩小時,725Please respect copyright.PENANACO5x0z6tZw
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,725Please respect copyright.PENANAPJvAxK1YuL
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。725Please respect copyright.PENANAZu7uRVMcgY
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。725Please respect copyright.PENANAf5fb8uSQxT
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。725Please respect copyright.PENANA2TaqaODtS7
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。725Please respect copyright.PENANA5lE7cXyUQN
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲725Please respect copyright.PENANA4qCtRojCsF
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」725Please respect copyright.PENANAqGVKtaOKPK
「回去好好休息吧。」725Please respect copyright.PENANAbeDkUlZg6I
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。725Please respect copyright.PENANAjuF4TfEuGI
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。725Please respect copyright.PENANAt1YKyizqMG
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,725Please respect copyright.PENANA5VYAORO4Ph
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,725Please respect copyright.PENANAnffyTZFvTK
無奈已經沒可能了。725Please respect copyright.PENANAQQUZLHyihG
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晚上十時多,725Please respect copyright.PENANA7TIHSByGx4
終於回到家裡,725Please respect copyright.PENANAjjK8JTlvjY
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,725Please respect copyright.PENANAnlb5DsECiw
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,725Please respect copyright.PENANAE66478FaVD
我,肚瀉了。725Please respect copyright.PENANAMCIsZG4fFT
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,725Please respect copyright.PENANAiIFSPLQgQE
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。725Please respect copyright.PENANAHLQRTtfTe3
本打算藉今天散散心,725Please respect copyright.PENANApgsyr9JG3G
卻又嘔又瀉。725Please respect copyright.PENANADksKHzNR0t
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。725Please respect copyright.PENANAtgyPj2dcHW
閉起雙眼,725Please respect copyright.PENANATd6HCaDmC7
更見黑暗,725Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Ch6pBUuk
更感孤寂。725Please respect copyright.PENANAu82gJ7O4LJ
我,很想很想...725Please respect copyright.PENANA80TEUzkPGC
很想痛哭一場。725Please respect copyright.PENANA0rlHx73Dh5
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。725Please respect copyright.PENANA0piXNTMTvb
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,725Please respect copyright.PENANAzjTJjudfuq
但我卻無法哭一場。725Please respect copyright.PENANAiKZusHMjGi
味苦,725Please respect copyright.PENANAr0t72yQYOF
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,725Please respect copyright.PENANAlYZyPNmBjA
辛苦。725Please respect copyright.PENANAiha0qKTiXM
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,725Please respect copyright.PENANAIoTQ3TkQbB
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,725Please respect copyright.PENANAooLJJQuZAM
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。725Please respect copyright.PENANACDfiKk6MDG
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。725Please respect copyright.PENANALQaCHJAwV1
其實,我想不出一位。725Please respect copyright.PENANAwNIL8fSmpI
其實,我身邊都沒有。725Please respect copyright.PENANASf1022olVV
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,725Please respect copyright.PENANAstXr2wKKLY
減下痛苦。725Please respect copyright.PENANA78NuLf15bl
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色725Please respect copyright.PENANApVhMncpEwi
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了725Please respect copyright.PENANAtiUjxBMmDF
你已經決定了 你已經決定了725Please respect copyright.PENANAlW9KRXtoEN
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著725Please respect copyright.PENANANke3sPYvGW
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了725Please respect copyright.PENANAVkROUh0zHb
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割725Please respect copyright.PENANAO3dRnqgXyO
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色725Please respect copyright.PENANAIoIr6pb10h
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了725Please respect copyright.PENANAGSRnk1jSHW
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼725Please respect copyright.PENANAHiWjd0neNJ
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了725Please respect copyright.PENANAKg0noIDnlh
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇725Please respect copyright.PENANATdMhuAx9fT
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著725Please respect copyright.PENANAekgSSOyIA5
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色725Please respect copyright.PENANAH08qXQOC9l
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了725Please respect copyright.PENANAydBGhU6J4Q
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼725Please respect copyright.PENANANAsqLIJ7Mp
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合725Please respect copyright.PENANAzgTbNxPpcf
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河725Please respect copyright.PENANArKXQBvkKOc
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了725Please respect copyright.PENANAZY1fu1lhpW
然後才後悔著725Please respect copyright.PENANAlpH3OMY8Wo
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色725Please respect copyright.PENANAeFdVC0uNvK
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了725Please respect copyright.PENANADBJcRFyKAw
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼725Please respect copyright.PENANAyyRg5FCaMm
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合725Please respect copyright.PENANAlW9kt51cHt
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河725Please respect copyright.PENANAo9wSPyW6ku
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了725Please respect copyright.PENANArGBLbRbm88
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色725Please respect copyright.PENANAcKyhBTmqU8
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢725Please respect copyright.PENANANJFXwR1je7
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻725Please respect copyright.PENANAW85TAyj6kl
重新開始活著725Please respect copyright.PENANApjUAsb3UQH
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《你,不是真正的快樂》725Please respect copyright.PENANALoH9cUDm0s