1月14日,凌晨5時多。788Please respect copyright.PENANAcBZ72u4dMd
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。788Please respect copyright.PENANAzoB3a017BF
大家都在熟睡中,788Please respect copyright.PENANASigpJhn8Zh
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,788Please respect copyright.PENANA4dg68M3R4i
不自覺的再次想起她。788Please respect copyright.PENANA46ixy8cdSM
我,很想長睡下去,788Please respect copyright.PENANAAOLLdbRhWU
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。788Please respect copyright.PENANAHWY6lVAShW
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。788Please respect copyright.PENANAxkq0VYXu2Y
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。788Please respect copyright.PENANAWayQzxBc7Z
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,788Please respect copyright.PENANALIJSUCzQNb
血水慢慢的滲出。788Please respect copyright.PENANAenrKfrut5O
788Please respect copyright.PENANAZXuP7o5L09
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。788Please respect copyright.PENANAvX2QrxXmdU
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。788Please respect copyright.PENANApYh6bTzcG3
起來梳洗,788Please respect copyright.PENANAWk1UiF8rPI
執拾行裝。788Please respect copyright.PENANAhOV68zfXhf
準備與朋友集合。788Please respect copyright.PENANAEj7PlT97vG
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,788Please respect copyright.PENANA6rWYw5M1s0
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。788Please respect copyright.PENANAclyUAVQtRB
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。788Please respect copyright.PENANAPf1DsUBVBV
或者一切都因為我的被動,788Please respect copyright.PENANA1GjXsv0ska
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,788Please respect copyright.PENANAgFf3xeIyBy
導致我的失敗。788Please respect copyright.PENANA0hgvowbMyV
788Please respect copyright.PENANAojNtHoPTdE
若不是早已應邀,788Please respect copyright.PENANAnly3V6Qo93
我想,我還是留在家中,788Please respect copyright.PENANARso8WTN9x2
白白的消磨時間。788Please respect copyright.PENANAqci9J6k4S0
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,788Please respect copyright.PENANAm6dIaC3Z5f
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。788Please respect copyright.PENANAn4wCzTLM3X
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,788Please respect copyright.PENANAb8b2TFHUrU
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。788Please respect copyright.PENANAKjwBN6IUnS
788Please respect copyright.PENANAteKv5sFIQm
我們乘坐慢船。788Please respect copyright.PENANAsTckZs4xiQ
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,788Please respect copyright.PENANAhIasCRkfnc
然後開展我們的「賭局」。788Please respect copyright.PENANAjMIl2ryA01
我們玩得有說有笑,788Please respect copyright.PENANAMSXphLxBjd
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。788Please respect copyright.PENANAbkHtowITYS
我內心的景象,也是如此。788Please respect copyright.PENANAwfxfVwDwCu
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,788Please respect copyright.PENANAKIuzQEHgyG
尋得他們的燈光。788Please respect copyright.PENANA63fiDMjUmE
788Please respect copyright.PENANAh49rN7wzHm
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。788Please respect copyright.PENANALuE0hNyLOY
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,788Please respect copyright.PENANA7Hugc6u54g
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,788Please respect copyright.PENANAlTelMgl6JP
玩玩聊聊。788Please respect copyright.PENANAoEer69Qpt5
788Please respect copyright.PENANAOVXyGKWkxq
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說788Please respect copyright.PENANAaKPC1NUu6q
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說788Please respect copyright.PENANAQoUqIQ9dfc
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應788Please respect copyright.PENANAlHwJv51KIM
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」788Please respect copyright.PENANA1BEU6NsI5Y
788Please respect copyright.PENANA7S6NK3uZkp
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。788Please respect copyright.PENANAzv0Aa8jEXS
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。788Please respect copyright.PENANA1eZZi0Y6tI
記得,788Please respect copyright.PENANA1iGAHn9JvX
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,788Please respect copyright.PENANAAS0az24PBV
四處找朋友拍照留念。788Please respect copyright.PENANAc5kZVs9Xxq
我,只是一個留級的同學,788Please respect copyright.PENANAns3cRVuNAV
又不主動認識其他人,788Please respect copyright.PENANAYMFSzycyYE
沒有人找上,也正常不過。788Please respect copyright.PENANAwIUtAeIBiB
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。788Please respect copyright.PENANA69nJuEtZ6K
不過,788Please respect copyright.PENANARAXbJted6r
她對我已經……788Please respect copyright.PENANAgSur3CJhpt
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,788Please respect copyright.PENANAy2qPBrtxWj
其實,788Please respect copyright.PENANAjJQz1JAZ65
心裡還是渴望著。788Please respect copyright.PENANAAjdZOmNqJN
788Please respect copyright.PENANA1bGMLq9r2G
最終,都得到實現。788Please respect copyright.PENANAJEzk3Z3xBq
不過,788Please respect copyright.PENANAsIzUfk3U2J
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。788Please respect copyright.PENANAPZPzLdLrSS
我不喜在她這樣的態度,788Please respect copyright.PENANAhXd2szAKYR
不是想說她態度欠佳,788Please respect copyright.PENANA4bXb80f4qZ
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。788Please respect copyright.PENANAos1wfy6gMu
788Please respect copyright.PENANAucnsJcCPdf
眼見面前一班好友,788Please respect copyright.PENANA3I9yhTzPqz
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。788Please respect copyright.PENANAx4ykJc6ekR
過了好一段時間,788Please respect copyright.PENANAWkmgV5XREe
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。788Please respect copyright.PENANAQvc8qZV7nw
偏偏在上山的時候,788Please respect copyright.PENANAIDcgqSqGyH
我突然感到一陣納悶,788Please respect copyright.PENANAJyS1vaX2L5
那刻,我在想,788Please respect copyright.PENANAegn6xWFcMr
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?788Please respect copyright.PENANA9vcvpBswr9
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。788Please respect copyright.PENANAAOxjLGaLIY
良久,終於下山,788Please respect copyright.PENANAdFlW8SH41z
時間來到下午五時多,788Please respect copyright.PENANAqwU4KnVm7a
我不適的感覺重了,788Please respect copyright.PENANAHgY9rB3fJC
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,788Please respect copyright.PENANAYSaCNZFbOr
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。788Please respect copyright.PENANAXuTCX1Fl3q
788Please respect copyright.PENANAu0riCyRIEw
終於舒暢了,788Please respect copyright.PENANAccFKb0cypZ
可惜,788Please respect copyright.PENANAwqPMZoHrGh
過了不足兩小時,788Please respect copyright.PENANAKOLINhD6mq
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,788Please respect copyright.PENANAR8maNRKAQG
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。788Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1jBMGgS4a
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。788Please respect copyright.PENANALAtEbrBEin
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。788Please respect copyright.PENANAwMNzYq11KD
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。788Please respect copyright.PENANAGRDNtwjw9r
788Please respect copyright.PENANAmWm0tUMlGz
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲788Please respect copyright.PENANApL3FLLjtwc
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」788Please respect copyright.PENANAn44g5WBLmp
「回去好好休息吧。」788Please respect copyright.PENANA5tzbdUgLbC
788Please respect copyright.PENANAvsa82QDiHv
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。788Please respect copyright.PENANAzQuaqCejtI
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。788Please respect copyright.PENANAvqK6ouU3og
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,788Please respect copyright.PENANAzOqer2KOgt
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,788Please respect copyright.PENANAhp5V4b8tZo
無奈已經沒可能了。788Please respect copyright.PENANAmKPeJnTdp1
788Please respect copyright.PENANAxMWRvxF7aX
晚上十時多,788Please respect copyright.PENANAvT1ihgUM2Z
終於回到家裡,788Please respect copyright.PENANAsAGUa9n6rs
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,788Please respect copyright.PENANAgMbogYugpY
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,788Please respect copyright.PENANARW8UP5Z80L
我,肚瀉了。788Please respect copyright.PENANAIMAmgeY7X0
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,788Please respect copyright.PENANAMxBglOIuOM
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。788Please respect copyright.PENANAUpkngJqLh1
本打算藉今天散散心,788Please respect copyright.PENANAzZMsorMNSA
卻又嘔又瀉。788Please respect copyright.PENANAHST4uXJlsT
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。788Please respect copyright.PENANA8QKPBt76RU
閉起雙眼,788Please respect copyright.PENANALgQCwZBQh9
更見黑暗,788Please respect copyright.PENANAhvLLlxcoCW
更感孤寂。788Please respect copyright.PENANAdpRfltVPct
我,很想很想...788Please respect copyright.PENANAb8VPf479tr
很想痛哭一場。788Please respect copyright.PENANArp4Af7dy0U
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。788Please respect copyright.PENANAxFHC49SBXP
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,788Please respect copyright.PENANAzu4OfOKCgw
但我卻無法哭一場。788Please respect copyright.PENANAmCS1TqB7jA
味苦,788Please respect copyright.PENANAArKKo0i3ws
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,788Please respect copyright.PENANABhyZqCmReX
辛苦。788Please respect copyright.PENANA5IW4EpaDPg
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,788Please respect copyright.PENANAsgpA0YWZDh
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,788Please respect copyright.PENANAFqwbM2mGO3
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。788Please respect copyright.PENANAqN3ZjmBa6u
788Please respect copyright.PENANAsfDhj5itAN
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。788Please respect copyright.PENANA4qrPuAKqTG
其實,我想不出一位。788Please respect copyright.PENANA2btnPFUkKo
其實,我身邊都沒有。788Please respect copyright.PENANAxa6suDQYJR
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,788Please respect copyright.PENANAYDZuKoZYdX
減下痛苦。788Please respect copyright.PENANAiv0MYCaJsS
788Please respect copyright.PENANACZX3WDOe5d
788Please respect copyright.PENANAGqNJ7QoOFD
788Please respect copyright.PENANAXWQwps43fb
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色788Please respect copyright.PENANAuQIf7fxOEJ
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了788Please respect copyright.PENANAnHQ0r6M7Ik
你已經決定了 你已經決定了788Please respect copyright.PENANAeNT0FnJI2O
788Please respect copyright.PENANAArpKz3knbh
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著788Please respect copyright.PENANAVWQPY3V40e
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了788Please respect copyright.PENANAC5t555C6O5
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割788Please respect copyright.PENANACxM6bp89Rf
788Please respect copyright.PENANAaT2yumO6OK
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色788Please respect copyright.PENANAZZB9jWiZQX
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了788Please respect copyright.PENANAjG3KazQSA5
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼788Please respect copyright.PENANAHL7sDPWQ4c
788Please respect copyright.PENANAjKeHsPeeDk
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了788Please respect copyright.PENANAPXqIEsRFxy
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇788Please respect copyright.PENANABsiEplJDx7
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著788Please respect copyright.PENANAM8NwO6usnR
788Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jy7EWDL6d
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色788Please respect copyright.PENANAGx9CjHlOQm
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了788Please respect copyright.PENANAzWQHrVZ8PY
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼788Please respect copyright.PENANAuts2VUEzH7
788Please respect copyright.PENANAK2ZVkLs7bd
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合788Please respect copyright.PENANAWWgLgO0DQ0
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河788Please respect copyright.PENANAdiDMCvUfxG
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了788Please respect copyright.PENANAEgm952PYN1
然後才後悔著788Please respect copyright.PENANAUnlkcb4Yw5
788Please respect copyright.PENANAOWdHOKZlpW
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色788Please respect copyright.PENANAz9gSYFLPiP
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了788Please respect copyright.PENANACIDrXJmecS
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼788Please respect copyright.PENANAeytTKhgej8
788Please respect copyright.PENANAgVo88k2yKD
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合788Please respect copyright.PENANAfufMaTaWYn
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河788Please respect copyright.PENANAudo2J204CR
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了788Please respect copyright.PENANA4DNHO7FnPh
788Please respect copyright.PENANAf1xZNow8w9
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色788Please respect copyright.PENANAyCROB6nQuD
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢788Please respect copyright.PENANAbgBwrpIOhp
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻788Please respect copyright.PENANAZGFpZei3a1
重新開始活著788Please respect copyright.PENANAnjNSXHNCE7
788Please respect copyright.PENANA9XVP0mOG96
788Please respect copyright.PENANAg6x8C8zPvS
788Please respect copyright.PENANAe0TOYYoOuz
《你,不是真正的快樂》788Please respect copyright.PENANAiZB18EW6LW