1月14日,凌晨5時多。732Please respect copyright.PENANAVscMkvOYUc
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。732Please respect copyright.PENANAbirzLRax5D
大家都在熟睡中,732Please respect copyright.PENANAeqPJwdzDH8
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,732Please respect copyright.PENANAttAw76rvlW
不自覺的再次想起她。732Please respect copyright.PENANASs9tkuoZI4
我,很想長睡下去,732Please respect copyright.PENANAC1efmwCUHm
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。732Please respect copyright.PENANAJx5dULEkXr
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。732Please respect copyright.PENANA8npGEaQScn
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。732Please respect copyright.PENANAmRpmnxksC5
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,732Please respect copyright.PENANAiTxqE5Vedy
血水慢慢的滲出。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIt3Ssoctwc
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。732Please respect copyright.PENANABMhJ8JftUc
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。732Please respect copyright.PENANAC2n5jPGbLP
起來梳洗,732Please respect copyright.PENANAklmim5om4t
執拾行裝。732Please respect copyright.PENANA8OvbmrSRXQ
準備與朋友集合。732Please respect copyright.PENANAn3Hqdb2CdN
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,732Please respect copyright.PENANAhjMRsLsy5G
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。732Please respect copyright.PENANASLYwfcrYDw
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。732Please respect copyright.PENANAOAlJxmxEvj
或者一切都因為我的被動,732Please respect copyright.PENANAR3CgXYyA4Y
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,732Please respect copyright.PENANAhIK4KASyLw
導致我的失敗。732Please respect copyright.PENANAieEcV4TspK
732Please respect copyright.PENANA4NZvVg19Dy
若不是早已應邀,732Please respect copyright.PENANAvWEyZqyDEP
我想,我還是留在家中,732Please respect copyright.PENANAGdm38H6Ygp
白白的消磨時間。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIuxzB2SDv0
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,732Please respect copyright.PENANAkP2aQcjrwo
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。732Please respect copyright.PENANAm6tIxNqxOJ
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,732Please respect copyright.PENANAs8cdNMXwjZ
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。732Please respect copyright.PENANAspFvC7VGCF
732Please respect copyright.PENANAVd7CuCfp8M
我們乘坐慢船。732Please respect copyright.PENANA4fBJOLJL2n
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,732Please respect copyright.PENANA0zEeNdSgyo
然後開展我們的「賭局」。732Please respect copyright.PENANA8Fd0mDmdjz
我們玩得有說有笑,732Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qclwo7Qib
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZ68bMruEom
我內心的景象,也是如此。732Please respect copyright.PENANAsWuTmhLA6B
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,732Please respect copyright.PENANAabOHHxIjp2
尋得他們的燈光。732Please respect copyright.PENANAuNDv2df1Pa
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。732Please respect copyright.PENANAP1iStqLmlY
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,732Please respect copyright.PENANA6tW5c7WKQc
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,732Please respect copyright.PENANAXaVYNuOtLo
玩玩聊聊。732Please respect copyright.PENANAYtuMu7qfXb
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說732Please respect copyright.PENANA3cB3ARsNwq
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說732Please respect copyright.PENANAURtlufR07J
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應732Please respect copyright.PENANAIYjPVMGKS9
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAKhsWHSEX1C
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。732Please respect copyright.PENANAq4Ojv1IDdj
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAo7Xk78Kvns
記得,732Please respect copyright.PENANArZUl8T0JLK
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,732Please respect copyright.PENANAnrozJbcRmc
四處找朋友拍照留念。732Please respect copyright.PENANASYz6NgcjtH
我,只是一個留級的同學,732Please respect copyright.PENANAqCSEKn0rTf
又不主動認識其他人,732Please respect copyright.PENANAfdvSFqH9Ju
沒有人找上,也正常不過。732Please respect copyright.PENANAFDsjTRQZ0B
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。732Please respect copyright.PENANAaapYtudbV9
不過,732Please respect copyright.PENANAoljgJseqIU
她對我已經……732Please respect copyright.PENANArshI6l1XJx
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,732Please respect copyright.PENANA3vUVTdm5Et
其實,732Please respect copyright.PENANAfJCKVZV4EZ
心裡還是渴望著。732Please respect copyright.PENANANBexVns8SO
732Please respect copyright.PENANAD4USSKekMt
最終,都得到實現。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzD7vDe9wUp
不過,732Please respect copyright.PENANAtacz88MDcR
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAGexcb9c3rK
我不喜在她這樣的態度,732Please respect copyright.PENANAYye2GepckH
不是想說她態度欠佳,732Please respect copyright.PENANAZX1zYluoly
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。732Please respect copyright.PENANAAJHEaEpALz
732Please respect copyright.PENANAtIU1Gz1sKq
眼見面前一班好友,732Please respect copyright.PENANAOOsmJKWxy6
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。732Please respect copyright.PENANAkMMHm6nwQD
過了好一段時間,732Please respect copyright.PENANAooz7aZdyf0
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。732Please respect copyright.PENANAg2TbI69XGo
偏偏在上山的時候,732Please respect copyright.PENANAIYRf8rs1HB
我突然感到一陣納悶,732Please respect copyright.PENANAaOqNnrH7el
那刻,我在想,732Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ01zIG8SA
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?732Please respect copyright.PENANAmYc2Dm0Di7
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。732Please respect copyright.PENANAAPFzn815Hi
良久,終於下山,732Please respect copyright.PENANAhENjHWX1TF
時間來到下午五時多,732Please respect copyright.PENANArFycTRjcMo
我不適的感覺重了,732Please respect copyright.PENANAqzLqUjiRRx
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,732Please respect copyright.PENANA3U8rRRQo0f
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。732Please respect copyright.PENANA63JawCZFJP
732Please respect copyright.PENANAp5CfNW9bCX
終於舒暢了,732Please respect copyright.PENANAqFcE0MywUL
可惜,732Please respect copyright.PENANAiKaqVzojAK
過了不足兩小時,732Please respect copyright.PENANARuH05sz3IV
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,732Please respect copyright.PENANAGqHxk8oG57
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIXY6LytCy1
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。732Please respect copyright.PENANAezzcsIDBTX
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAR3V2PWAcfD
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。732Please respect copyright.PENANALGRDOxBdPZ
732Please respect copyright.PENANAgqW1Mg7bmH
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲732Please respect copyright.PENANA23newRpaLK
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAcRxZA5ssXo
「回去好好休息吧。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAs81y1YbbU7
732Please respect copyright.PENANAp5NDX61tM2
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAuOTHCbUf99
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。732Please respect copyright.PENANAjG9wKuhKIJ
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,732Please respect copyright.PENANA9igput84Rt
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,732Please respect copyright.PENANAf9P5BPsOET
無奈已經沒可能了。732Please respect copyright.PENANACQClwY1kND
732Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ9DM4DnxR
晚上十時多,732Please respect copyright.PENANAO9sc1ivFPq
終於回到家裡,732Please respect copyright.PENANAWZBOe2JCSg
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,732Please respect copyright.PENANAxmpdmftmsJ
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,732Please respect copyright.PENANA7VBNESL8bw
我,肚瀉了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAPm2JUDA5Xi
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,732Please respect copyright.PENANA200b9RJi9J
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。732Please respect copyright.PENANAAGrvvVheCZ
本打算藉今天散散心,732Please respect copyright.PENANAADf4Tqy5tH
卻又嘔又瀉。732Please respect copyright.PENANAlbznQtF4Hd
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。732Please respect copyright.PENANABLgfxVrVnO
閉起雙眼,732Please respect copyright.PENANAI6BLKjQKKU
更見黑暗,732Please respect copyright.PENANAtlurNILIUU
更感孤寂。732Please respect copyright.PENANALtcVvl23A4
我,很想很想...732Please respect copyright.PENANASDXgZ9g3vb
很想痛哭一場。732Please respect copyright.PENANAKKpfylLYgh
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0lQNZbSDxW
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,732Please respect copyright.PENANAq6vOSGWivb
但我卻無法哭一場。732Please respect copyright.PENANAn0uemwTvKO
味苦,732Please respect copyright.PENANA5UkqvxKYiU
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,732Please respect copyright.PENANAGhDFRbnF0u
辛苦。732Please respect copyright.PENANABU4Qi7bgEv
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,732Please respect copyright.PENANAh0CH4idU87
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,732Please respect copyright.PENANATvIA4mVjly
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。732Please respect copyright.PENANAvZVg4VSBZo
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。732Please respect copyright.PENANArAztXBMf7m
其實,我想不出一位。732Please respect copyright.PENANAPv7LjXQjTp
其實,我身邊都沒有。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZohDqZVe8X
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,732Please respect copyright.PENANAISx1zVAWaN
減下痛苦。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ2I0YHs3L
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色732Please respect copyright.PENANAyibnUHTUTN
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了732Please respect copyright.PENANADKEybO9J9R
你已經決定了 你已經決定了732Please respect copyright.PENANAD42F7o0UuI
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著732Please respect copyright.PENANARlcma7LjBW
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了732Please respect copyright.PENANApWeRSXpV2B
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割732Please respect copyright.PENANArvSDjjqGVK
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色732Please respect copyright.PENANAhh3Gv5WSdW
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了732Please respect copyright.PENANAsaXXxdCrtl
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼732Please respect copyright.PENANAt67fyQ1dsP
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了732Please respect copyright.PENANAgPuAOx3JAq
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇732Please respect copyright.PENANAIygeHGNIkK
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著732Please respect copyright.PENANAXhSUqE6ZGX
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色732Please respect copyright.PENANAc7YX4ZlLKk
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了732Please respect copyright.PENANANIGPDQMvWm
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼732Please respect copyright.PENANAifE8ggWHvh
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合732Please respect copyright.PENANArlNlSKgOjM
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河732Please respect copyright.PENANAvdEWiiGzk1
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了732Please respect copyright.PENANARCm3tULSVq
然後才後悔著732Please respect copyright.PENANAIiMyNX4gin
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色732Please respect copyright.PENANAeDWMyOvYeQ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了732Please respect copyright.PENANASZjFS1MDm4
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼732Please respect copyright.PENANAWUm6OR7i8L
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合732Please respect copyright.PENANAenn0ExnoFU
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河732Please respect copyright.PENANAFhldSFkWQW
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了732Please respect copyright.PENANAYyEKfKbMkr
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色732Please respect copyright.PENANA3jr6OHB3Mg
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢732Please respect copyright.PENANAElegV4NWFK
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻732Please respect copyright.PENANALGaAOeK2hZ
重新開始活著732Please respect copyright.PENANA6Iqjfr75Cm
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《你,不是真正的快樂》732Please respect copyright.PENANATpjz7u7T7p