my heart is cursed by a small but emotionally fragile creature. in the hopes that i would not give my feels that he longed for to some or something else...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWXx680gdb
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to pretend to love someone, to act like i like them so that they will not break down when i turn there invitation down... what some's happen is said to come to hunt me. and yet i sleep fine... i can do all the thngs to show you effection. a hug, a kill, maybe cry even have sex...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORdnPw5YSo
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but what you'll never hear is me using i, and love in the same sentence.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHTKLkoEng
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its just how the creature felt. when one had a repulsive truth, they'd do anything to keep it from getting out and take it to the grave... it was the same for me except in this case it was more painful for him then for me ...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQi5kv8GQj
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" love no one and tell to nothing"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3TL5l5i0h
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not just unable to tell someone but also no thing a person, a hobby, and ideal, or a drawing.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oi0Ot7mQ7
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" that i loved what they were"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq84C0Xzzc
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a girl i dated, in her head we were a thing, if only i could tell her that she was a genie pig in my little lab that i had nothing true n terms of feels except curiosity962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkpcF6jDkN
when all said and done i threw her away, she just didn't realize it yet 962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhlPh6jhU1
and then she called and told me:962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFjO3kcLXr
" i don't want to date anymore"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAHQMoK7ev
didn't feel like a breakup or being dumped more like we were playing a video game that only one of us were taking seriously...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpN0ZmIK1d
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in further truth it didn't feel like any emotion was ever being shown...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMzdWB9uAG
no hugs, no kisses not even a holding of hands no physical contact what so ever...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ev6f0b0uh
hard to feel any since of heart break...when the was nothing to break, not in the since that it was already broken glass but more to the idea o my heart being as emptiy as the water in a glass... after all you cannot break what does not maintain its form right...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ox338H49x
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the only thing fun about this was how i was manipulating her into thinking we were actully dating... we were already friends she was a loner convinced that no boy would love her and me a guy with nothing to do that had no true feels to lose, nothing lost nothing gained just a bit of harmless fun, especially since she thinks she was the one who let go of the leash, even though i had put out the light first as if a dog to lose interest in there owner before they did...962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOkujlzvcY
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so you say "how does it feel to love someone that doesn't love you back"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdBEmd2p8n
perhaps the answer would be962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYctbKq1UY
" you tell me"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGswoXtWmD
or rather " it doesn't"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4inGSMtLVZ
