I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOruIk8QYzR
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6vX3hsKQZ
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLVJy9hDdF
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhoyRfdtIR
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9thmBKEz3d
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX2VQabuWR
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡige1HNtgCq
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAVI3b6iQT
He's already someone else's. 895Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWurlT8iiXw
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