I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1WP835ej1
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgwbq2IcBe
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatp66yg49E
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPVjDObUA7
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpxEvo84kG
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21VN3Xyijj
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWZZAhTJhJ
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp29h599bI
He's already someone else's. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrREjpcGNGy
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