天亮，上班。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGqjhmMYSy
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJD9sBpZlD
擠進人山人海的車廂，心竟是難得的平靜。看著人們都在把玩手中的電子玩物，我心中更覺異常的安全。畢竟，好不容易才能擺脫熟人的注意。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfFo42SWov
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7qyn9WUK2
車廂一如往常，平穩中帶輕微搖晃，教本已帶睡意的乘客更為昏昏欲睡。有些嘴饞的人，卻不理會廣播的呼籲，繼續進食，令人側目。食物的細碎，像沙子一樣，在人們毫不注意的情況下，悄然掉在地上，再被無意地踏個粉碎。在接著的數個車站，人們再肆意加以踐踏，令碎粉再度粉碎。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VM0Y4dx46
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到站了，我有意無意地繞過人羣，「不經意」踏中那些有數隻小蟻的食物碎粉。心中，是一陣少有的快意。幕門關上，我回頭望進車廂，想要看看被我蹂躪過的碎粉和小蟻，但列車卻已行駛中。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HjBRAlqOw
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看不見，罷。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnLv3DyM5u
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLCCkVwNHZ
天黑，下班。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv69bdtCQ5K
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fWFzknUht
身心俱疲。好不容易才與同路的男同事擠進車廂，繼續講上司的壞話。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6xpNHugNG
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNbFFpgCoR
「有蟻。」男同事突然指著快由我鞋面爬到小腿的一隻小螞蟻。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrj8w1JNP9
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgaswn6zET
我呆了。腦海中一片空白。不！有一個很遙遠的身影。那是誰？我看不見。但…我不想看見…731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK06XvnSj5
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP2HQ5BxBf
「啪」的一聲，男同事一手拍在我的小腿上，那隻螞蟻——扁了。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnXhC7NF0z
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts48N8ku22
「沒事了！」他笑了笑，問我：「你很怕小昆蟲？」731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQZgOOT8tJ
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru6hXeH5Uq
「不，只是怕蟻。」我感覺到，我的唇還在顫抖，卻仍勉力一笑。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSIo0ymQEq
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRp4142nKo
小蟻的身體輕於鴻毛，牠的屍身在我小腿上留下重於泰山的黏膩感。明明體液不多，為何會覺得黏膩？不欲多想，不敢多想，怕會從腦袋的深淵引出可怕的蟻群。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HeqZjPLjF
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4jR43iFX1
好比佛地魔的名字，不能言喻，卻長存於心間，帶來莫名的恐懼。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2xBQJ2uui
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHQW1F7XMq
蟻群早已鑽進我的腦袋深處，以此為巢，產卵育兒。幼兒破卵，蠶食我的心智，開彊闢土。留下牠們的意志，作為粉飾巢穴的材料。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqmAff3faI
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNW7NMNgqC
團結就是力量！為族群服務！分工合作，各施其職！安天命，守本分！不要問族群可以為你做什麼，你應該要問自己可以為族群做什麼！731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRgokDA6wv
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwq1aTBi9y
蟻群眼中的賞心悅目，是我腦海中的黏膩感。像鼻涕，漿稠濃糊，混濁渾沌。拖曳我的身軀，限制我的思想。沉重非常，可又無以抵抗。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0TfWqnJCm
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTIMeFerKQ
很可怕的蟻群。我從不敢正視牠們。視而不見，並非最好的解決方法，卻是最好的自欺手段。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpulAihdDux
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN0dKDwlgD
插匙，開門，踏入家門。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRMLLBB7xh
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDaCICzT4m
一隻人高的蟻披著圍裙，正在煮飯做菜。飯菜糊糊的，倒人胃口。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAgXNnKZvh
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQR1GWd3Sz
牠命令我吃下所有。我不敢違抗，硬著頭皮，哭喪著臉，吞下滿口黏膩。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc0TligKDI
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噁心。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhltTJQXxNm
731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNER1VBWC9q
「好吃嗎？」牠問。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHCfZ1Zcf9
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「好吃。」我不敢交出其他答案。731Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1D48PgGbZ
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