哈！心情有些低落時就來寫些東西……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUHoLaH7HK
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曾經有人對我說過：「枯郎好羨慕你喔……可以這麼樂觀！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfdYFrSAFm
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哈哈，樂觀嗎？的確，在很多人眼中我可能是很樂觀，但每個人有每個人的故事，在我樂觀的背後其實也有些大家不知道的故事。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4B3kErSCS
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你相信萬物皆有靈嗎？譬如著名的動畫「玩具總動員」，其實任何的物品在我們看不到的時候都是有生命的，你相信嗎？我相信！而且深信不已！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXSvUteB0J
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這件事發生在我國中三年級要準備考基測的那段時間裡。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKLAtsodTb
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「嗨！又再難過？」某天火焰人突然跳到書桌上對我說話，我驚訝，但我無動於衷，因為我心情很差，非常的差。(火焰人是我這生中第一個拿到的玩具，雖然上國中後沒有再玩它們，但基於我有戀物癖，所以我把它們收的很好。)427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXdvMB75T3
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「是阿，考試考不好又跟阿公吵架了……。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6uMUWju8n
這是我第一次與這些比較特別的朋友相遇的過程。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWSWZBArGH
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在這之後我又認識了許許多多的新朋友，鉛筆盒君、杯子妹、硯臺伯、書包子等等朋友。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwXR68yurQ
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它們開始成為我生活中的一部分，每天給我鼓勵，當我又考不好時、在我又被阿公念時，只要我有任何難過的事情都會跟它們講。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nqr44EqlI
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就這樣陪我度過了國中基測，最後我考的也還不錯，考上了東山私立高級中學，我和阿公之間的隔閡也消失了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq33KeJ9lL
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我最後一次見到它們是在暑假開始前一天，我高興的跟它們報喜訊，它們為我歡呼，為我高興，我覺得它們是我這輩子最好的朋友。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7jY1z0Hh3
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一百多天的暑假簡單來說就是揮灑青春！每天出去玩玩玩！生活頗為開心快樂，當我意識到生活中缺少了什麼的時候已經太遲了，我失去了與它們講話談心的能力……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEysTLydfp1
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高中生活基本上我混得不錯，有幾位死黨每天陪我混來混去，所以這些事情也被我藏在心裡，不打算跟任何人說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPe80EoyVo
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高一過了，迎接高二；高二過完，高三到來；高三上過去，高三下……也就是現在，看著白板上數字越來越小的學測倒數，面對著越來越大的壓力。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NQjmoqRqk
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我和阿公之間的隔閡又出現了，第一次模考考完，拿到成績單，我阿公說看到我的成績他就一整天都沒食慾……是的，我又考差了，再次，我又為了成績與未來的事情跟阿公吵架。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZqejJnDoG
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沒有好學校未來就會很苦！(這是我阿公的觀念)427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRv7dTNe7T
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我嘗試過用溝通、用老師跟我們講過的話、用一些成功人的例子，我想否定掉讀書等於一切的道理。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkHrJ9kkdX
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但我和阿公的隔閡還在，而且愈來愈大。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLt7BXCNXY
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聽起來我好像很愛找理由不去讀書對吧？其實，我很想讀，我很努力讀，但我能怎麼樣？成績就是那樣，爛！爛透了!427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54eMMyuoSY
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我心中的疑惑愈來愈多，我覺得自己愈來愈自卑……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3PCEJ71J7
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我溜溜球拿到了台灣第三，卻比不過一張紙上幾個數字。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcZqFxfaxv
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我畫畫技巧一天比一天好，得來的卻是一句：「你都不讀書嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BMM6meL68
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我很努力，真的，我只是真的很不會讀書，就算我花了比別人多的時間卻得不到比別人好的成績……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjiNczUPv3
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人家常常說「過程」是最重要的，「結果」則是其次，但是沒有好的結果，似乎過程多麼努力也沒有什麼用，因為努不努力是一回事，上不上的了大學又是一回事，所以似乎所有人只會看著後者。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO99VqL2tf
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我覺得我一天比一天崩潰，我希望我是個笨蛋，不要想那麼多，讀就對了，但似乎小時候大人說我聰明是說對了……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvVKyoTGV
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我最近好無助，好累……。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85sUa7ZPd1
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「嗨！又再難過？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcO02hGBq9
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我微微笑，我想或許也不是那麼糟。
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