春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNrXOeKJNG
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLnTxbLxer
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemWLaKig4Z
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRduPHkkWpk
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh41KKCbt75
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxAUSHyGmP
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FMlHmeSoU
郭禹震了一下。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4XGNbONjt
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwV4QwwG9n
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9xbCbkwyn
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk4jxT3b5H
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr0314Djla
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYzm1oO9MO
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQdRE14Rxz
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjPt6vFDPs
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjrXcmMnka
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitQQLeETy5
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IwqUyYwU3
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MjrSRDA9j
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN447mAsPz7
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5waTRrsKf
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOrU0B2KAm
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGacIqfOGk
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErhOknpUhp
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxlJt2lHlU
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHlgYNkyJp
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHqECYoVgF
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSLycC3uNY
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFe2mzghzN
「嗯。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VJYcP0QaB
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xuOujagFl
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbES3K7Apn6
被拉得很長、很長。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMESMxVI16g
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H6WFe3YKp
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk8ifEJCcy
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSZagnuk2e
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFJUrSJKOR
她抹抹眼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkyJj8sN09
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMycLl12ZC3
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sa3msDxMw
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40v6tgXzoq
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N0WMCq3jr
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx1S9gw7aF
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSfs7Bd16A
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXzhGYYPAo
「什麼？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYKYnoW3Sq
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcAsFAbQpv
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSoO30SIXb
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4vks0w09r
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKAoHJKBFI
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgYm31O5pM
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC6fy2PzFL
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEbBzMvXcb
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8nMwLrxJP
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ae7M6cAxY
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4ovQ2Xi0K
回來了。那個熟悉的她。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMDMBNyAIm
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbZmJyHaL6
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHtCOfiPYY
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO4ArsSpfU
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L4UHodcHb
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放學，郭禹回到家。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkE5GxCKeN
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuKBxoZKsr
「好⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzCGphyaop
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GGLJjhdy3
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnWGRvSLG1
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn798zTUg2L
爸爸沈默的看著。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvI92HgpwX
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQCsUBwGIm
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN2INskmrJ
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JhEyQmbgC
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvC3i0M9yM
她吞了吞口水。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfERoyFnDt
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv8cV9Cmcb
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9868dILvl
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17H2k9HNkZ
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceLiIZ0eLW
唔。她馬上放低眼神。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGefYUcoq2
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGZOnTe0q2
安靜的那種。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9Q16njB1q
讓人發寒。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo6eNiV3aR
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvTp13VeI8
郭禹點點頭。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqIoSnin0f
「是。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUPxGIU5W4
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI45goyjMJ
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi03TzkhfU7
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPJ7hLRgad
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFcoCSbhKS
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QhJ4VY4De
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0MbYttOp7
然後，是她今天說過的話。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4QK3Moqwp
——「不會累嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpx3L063yj
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljTfIjOJJg
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuBZRd0Qry
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg0s82rdGb
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yn2WCWG0E
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6OSsIRudI
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd73Rktex5
「是啊。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfg0e8Zrnj
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyNRbZwkxF
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ytrimq7oM
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNxcuBWikf
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0f3s6STGy
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7NUiGb3XB
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxc3KdziZx
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomnXzO0GFO
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqva8HfWKy
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw3mCS5CuB
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaieFTWmmQh
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDnNL4Kibk
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmfKfFUsNO
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6BTEDsrX
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IPIBFDfrn
「腦袋有問題。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf3co2rdIa
「哈哈。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpQAloXKri
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVtX62W6MP
「啊！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwEWUInShW
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSoGlCVpYw
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZTwgnbLwN
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7buPRPCEi
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX386msZYQ4
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr72pZsIul
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT4GLLp0Pj
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1VvmuvwK
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJziKoiPJi
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJzFvjcFCd
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtw5968yxW
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXkJS3NMZ2
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5WihaWUcl
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7OgLG9RPN
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVTLOltAeR
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlYO4sUHfe
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e40ulwuUF
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaEShytxTn
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPReZ2DiXss
郭禹的表情僵住。 489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52qJ8RuNgX
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTVxpjL4ST
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qqQrc0vkT
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTeMx1T1KM
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb15KXrZMZY
「妳——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C9zcx1UJ4
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlvYONdldC
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXYVra0CRy
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQILkj6DcU
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXXxDfN04c
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC9G707DJC
——真是可恥。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj7nGOdQuK
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDV69hZSq4
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsxBXjnEAG
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7a369qDAO
也許她可以⋯⋯489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP26t4YoqL
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRo6VnLRSb
她一震。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUU2f7d8sf
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb68jE0QjH
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65Cd5MW0ok
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Iu2jkd2E0
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD8JSFMWNL
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaU1nkVLF8
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c7fKEgiyT
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQLgsXfgfy
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4JDPtQWM
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9OEMomK9D
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1cdagYPQw
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKawFWY9Fyk
「別再說了！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmeTs97LVB
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqtyFjIXG0
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMCMXvB3wv
「快追！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIAuUOb1mv
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng8sC01tfw
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSPzPTAxid
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlCi9tSebj
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wzZIh0ZXu
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rVIor8mLw
「不要，要走就——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3jRHPgte8
「拿著。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2YcHvism9
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbV48JTpLg
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwu6YDs7AW
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxrml7g3G4
「騙人——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8tXK0wy10
「我像是在說謊嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqwuu3dRTi
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19FQmvQ6iZ
「很好。現在快跑。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oG2yGQb8k
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLP8RPJeeA
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj0XoyOQJj
郭禹。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE3GjaHWS1
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6c2qDEmzK
而她正在哭。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNJutUPNdB
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdGFMIKZu1
為什麼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKpYNVVv8r
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRiimrlEG6
而今天，是大考當天。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBqJuDL2MG
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW0CZdx8ZF
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ByDchgWx
「妳怎麼了？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcUKvWPMWu
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNtc6JVcDB
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVThfmpG32
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzJdf6cjVo
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uREc4t8ct
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y9rckFRNl
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzo2y6aMER
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAlcfXDxE6
「⋯⋯嗯。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Z86M5aLL
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAgo6g5moy
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgKVaPXOZc
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxuFKGi7AF
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNwiUUHh2W
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP8ltuhsSW
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRmuN1RI3K
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV79dKLs7T
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvqO7QDmvy
那是個墓碑。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mDomCt7S0
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3TyJMjNNW
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6foZMJowi3
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfnmaXrzeT
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPv0HnQiXq
「我不——」她試著開口。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFQYj95Ldy
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCk4F73HPT
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0qpnCvuyF
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ360FBFFLS4
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxVKoAhEAe
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0lXFiYkTW
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP49XimUDAi
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CbgtWweSo
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo82TlC1V5
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHclZtPZ06
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Z8XkCg5t
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdOCdKusmB
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14z9EjGV2i
信封署名是給她的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WX1TzvP6y
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0FctJOuhW
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJfylKSxp1
郭禹 上489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9QiVH8ToW
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs32mt5DIHX
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4dNjxnIts
或許，是從一開始吧。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCoxBUkRVF
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqFuAGhM5z
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWddlVneJ0z
現在這樣、最好。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINQytaDggo
看吧，一切都不會改變。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9exSWfXsb
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmWlKzaUDT
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhwpBNRJaJ
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmZgHGFzJb
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2CUsoy8Ww
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCb4IgPcpO
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ce2NNd8u9
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlQYdaYXmO
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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