春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi5w6g9i4w
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT6516N1ET
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPLmlGgWIx
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7YbJCprXX
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gra7ZelOi
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokfg7Ccxno
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7DwxAgmu0
郭禹震了一下。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVbgEWVZhq
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IilGgwfa6
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk3oHB8Zba
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZcy3WjUDu
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW997Sthghu
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJQHRDUUXP
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQia8Psc0L
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGBERgM6w8
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jBLhNCHie
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpZWCYWWG1
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsgQ5EY2I3
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kyzUbJTdI
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStMJmt0BrN
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc4s7qmlfy
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rQ3bBGzm1
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pRa5wg5Fv
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DUlFgJbpm
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawYL6S8qJ2
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOOGinzyW7
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8EG0zDFxp
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMnHsYf3IA
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhtmZMWDIa
「嗯。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRahX6ibOr
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tsFQUoydu
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxRM3oE6OV
被拉得很長、很長。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt2RuDic6V
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqpdtt07o0
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh22LecfDm
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm3eGsBPN0
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLBPYFeHZY
她抹抹眼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H6LXJU6mB
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjFS7o7VXA
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAUot3lFUP
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnuKeES8TK
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGQHlimT9L
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNdQ8jOkKP
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjsdr7VnJP
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktnQcwzfUL
「什麼？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60bv6rnAq7
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdib2uJ7klq
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWaYc7JBrC
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKjKCUcB0G
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0ZVZowAKQ
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rLvbt1sN7
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZfgcgjX0U
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmxZRzyfzV
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENCjFyJLMw
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5VYSOUy64
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe53Xzd8Ga
回來了。那個熟悉的她。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYoSjKxnnK
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSZjDSsoxb
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMar9vuqbL
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7HS0lBHGK
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7feG1JzA3f
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放學，郭禹回到家。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpmguNPcFt
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk1RSEz3w5
「好⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeE0RHULcC
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFWXUYzCgA
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JDmxcDnNJ
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhJP7f7Hvn
爸爸沈默的看著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETSdS9iI8B
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNaJyIdeFy
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad03mIyvil
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06Rt1A77hi
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPJMY5GnFL
她吞了吞口水。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALscMa5vNj
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0wHOqVjsY
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnez0HBRcg
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PtQ31Jgkj
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfhG22FFGX
唔。她馬上放低眼神。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmXIFdQKzM
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7pUcH2bU1
安靜的那種。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCeBkikUq4
讓人發寒。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwq9OCi0LN
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uHw4ZE1j1
郭禹點點頭。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9veoxORA68
「是。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFUoObNPyY
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZKrOtNoJi
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nK3f9MgXQ
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQNzPBF851
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz9Ed9Uv0N
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpjDKpQUx3
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK46EteVlpR
然後，是她今天說過的話。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqWWNo35zB
——「不會累嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6goGSqeds
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MSvmetVBf
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloRVIkqzfi
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdLkd6zbhw
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwYX3TXvhW
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V1AvoTCmv
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyKuQPeFLZ
「是啊。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAV6JEXpY1
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgKCHxC9Lc
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Bhhi9tYg
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozJrqsZsp0
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPQkhFM0mo
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4yBzec0lx
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro50DwVcoF
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiDAphQyF7
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs3VswVMj5
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIvZBllvgj
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWZO8dDHHO
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH6ndmpP12
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d3UyLEABw
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCngVZtolpp
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5teR9GdEdm
「腦袋有問題。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyRBR7pbTo
「哈哈。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ056VQYmDEl
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2jkdJkqbZ
「啊！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gkYxTnw5L
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZn4VrS0O1
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pbonuxbxs
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1apRI5j8z
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVsWUPMZJ1
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgd6K4Z2VL
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiygE9MCMr
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08gEFvpP2G
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiw30oCTfJ
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeGV0gBogY
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyuKkA7Oa4
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nwg0Hy0hv
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPHjeBFODP
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GiX0yNxma
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedfQYPxYta
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAEkDZxvD8
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcIUQhGnUq
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR82eNfRZ3n
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbDDT7Nv6u
郭禹的表情僵住。 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ot4xfMl3
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtpnkcqt37
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pSWfT5NW3
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOWSgejd6V
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwyyyoXhHp
「妳——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcSXDvQyZ2
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQaScKzZEJ
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY6pR9rd6o
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWREqtZrEcC
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOmMfNnLbs
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmHQo4sD6C
——真是可恥。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoO6pGHEoL
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03R6wFj7BA
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz84o2FiEBZ
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfKcSSJZw8
也許她可以⋯⋯533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hIES4snlm
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kVMyLPfrp
她一震。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLb8JT4afV
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpULsVoIl3H
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXUzadHR19
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitSL0SjtAv
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM3MVLqrV9
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcgnFLVIX3
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMk8OgAq5l
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdZn9Shumm
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIS0Bm47Qy
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIevZ3AffRW
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw75Zhdv5ew
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ACh49DIAI
「別再說了！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCQsgtwEC2
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4VaJYOQ8n
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zSAP7oWH2
「快追！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OBUdvXccQ
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEDUsvUsmt
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpcrFFGFCW
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOnM5y9qfS
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86lX3xXuMJ
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9m9AoGYUT
「不要，要走就——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fZkpbdQoY
「拿著。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjx6M5dqd0
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfz7OSKOkf
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa12vkEzec7
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q6jcdXIa9
「騙人——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpWa2y9Ckx
「我像是在說謊嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyKZSeKOsD
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnBNg0Wvdx
「很好。現在快跑。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj0t3ngqXL
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY4tU4mrys
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBJzL7kxWE
郭禹。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X3ekbogpc
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtnvMjeCdT
而她正在哭。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9eEo7Kplu
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHQaS3BmPs
為什麼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90J5SZ2lS4
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEu4ezG2WC
而今天，是大考當天。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKH43oF05
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgx83CIMpR
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcBYrkQj9K
「妳怎麼了？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJwCGGjYhN
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMfa8kWR48
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4tOIwV4Na
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYvPYAmDhg
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHTenLsCB4
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDLbPmqD6i
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4C2ISbo6z
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzvJQGPHct
「⋯⋯嗯。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYbqkTBn1t
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6APE8sp3z
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0BivrEGo0
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNShbKMKgDn
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNeOBUVmXT
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Qmzd1Ftb
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpka3hkh6mB
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy6WHtcu2S
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8Wogz6B6G
那是個墓碑。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcto3JdtOk
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanrJlJxVlt
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHUL7tCvqR
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpMhVPumdC
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP02cRNnrJ7
「我不——」她試著開口。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4wA9N81pw
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvH0kAC8pb
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFhuMSOtbb
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJHXhbuest
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ty8iVvNGF
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLeTt4b0SH
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyQAWY4zR1
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvAxKkx3ou
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVRaLvAJtL
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQUURdccHV
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCDWrZFW6Z
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnaETkf4x2
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI2BCEEauv
信封署名是給她的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfaiSZ93QE
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIV0fVNAIF
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pI92ynUYj
郭禹 上533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFewJtFDdq
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiJpXEDu8y
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uqu4qmgjf
或許，是從一開始吧。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ggXA2aYSu
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWNribqopd
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfs63BAxu3
現在這樣、最好。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5XSAZryVo
看吧，一切都不會改變。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXf5rmbH0
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2pE8i74zN
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJz0e9xRVb
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceXTxLFu81
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Eg7IWFRQd
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Pl0KWxah
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q0juYzSPD
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rBpCSP8cC
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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