春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMlwmvpqW6
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVvwzAwI4S
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNTy9MIdgU
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSbQNKvLAO
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ozwxeHyf
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysRhx6tOqZ
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdWzNd2S7Y
郭禹震了一下。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5dpD9oyaC
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFecUdI499
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwuZlJaM9l
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oqOQeBrWI
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWxqzCC5Qv
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga7xFjPmb3
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrtI6iKiRE
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ydQi9nqTd
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK3ntzefE2
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIfZj4Ysxx
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsajcPXXug
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLJv1GzsmP
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWBJWyW82j
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlyAQT7KRF
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yrxstcuie
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLcxR34OyC
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMnguxDXuS
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv804D8AFF
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCZOzgyCbd
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVJvc6Brmh
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLmOni6vOu
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rytR9D6dv
「嗯。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1m7J1kM7B
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4kw1232tO
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV3DDeuQBc
被拉得很長、很長。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4Tqmj2X9c
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32kXsk6Ip5
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gAi4xkDIc
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0PC5f6un8
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aH0DpjLBA
她抹抹眼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fyvt8Yxfn
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphdh2SQZb2
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2sv1wLNIF
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FmlBq7NQM
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXVeTsSNI8
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoaOpD0VHw
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DycYIYxda
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwAhcnETqp
「什麼？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXPJ1rhL7W
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDPZvXdj93
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbiioVSZvh
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAbRoGP3P9
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01H25aaDzu
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7GBqbhfA0
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOw1eDj1bK
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC1EIA52UR
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG1YrvmRzh
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBBC38oYSW
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnjkLdUcuj
回來了。那個熟悉的她。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDKurCpK2a
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtPKa5fi0r
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbrRb5uT5U
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5c6YLDE39
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xynjMd0tP
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放學，郭禹回到家。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHM1QTUuhO
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzfdACugBQ
「好⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP3OnCoBc6
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oqSZj6M9R
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo0FiQVPBy
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPZB8OX3ey
爸爸沈默的看著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvpX222p9q
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3psBdhIRuL
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkuTkW8ybj
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxM5f4LPNs
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblMBXAuCp5
她吞了吞口水。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAomwzfKY9n
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFjDr33Kp8
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFSa0sEMck
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VmZUvcmdL
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLT0LmHmBa
唔。她馬上放低眼神。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpZMYaNyOS
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyX2jkPnSB
安靜的那種。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYencwtygL
讓人發寒。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRyyJ46GBX
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zcxyU9H69
郭禹點點頭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cIHBsnSkN
「是。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoL1F2bbBC
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCcVJGWcSa
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT4Fd7W5vr
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjxBrQXSgy
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoBsv3P6ZD
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY9wObOvcC
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVkWxsXnZB
然後，是她今天說過的話。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfa2UsfkOB
——「不會累嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYiRXPEnLS
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYDeSjiSIz
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73KGiHX7cS
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaZmOJ9CsX
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0bRelQfKp
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStJSiCpXes
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Und4jOX9
「是啊。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY45kMCurkS
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgukP70Y4Ew
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJdKveXm1g
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KnWlhIvG3
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GVp7ofhUJ
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi9mzsdHFg
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPGuANn840
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jBpRdr2Qz
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Uj7BPrK0
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8drxjvv1M7
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22rVVZegaI
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbQANvKVY3
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ifaygqS5
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X0MhSEQHB
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4SyopfNSA
「腦袋有問題。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvhDpTFuxD
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk8RPteDkP
「啊！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLNImDKZUa
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bsBqZ6lki
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSatEHj9fj
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG0eK2iif4
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTsvDEdpn1
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv463YDBon
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMDR0J77Pu
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74JYpg3Xrt
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXUHooAxqL
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqU3GNF9J4
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDOqzRUugr
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQsBBB5sh5
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDG739c45d
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYcTqGIzSq
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaERxvfSUOe
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiOezCkn8a
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ98oLc4SjY
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcJCeDdDFh
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9AAhKEhJD
郭禹的表情僵住。 491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqflcpkEAB
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG8LRMrHky
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnw3m9JWgN
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qu3us1oml
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN46aGNjTRU
「妳——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvgYIFzw8c
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j9ZkisrfT
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzpOW0rTy8
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRdGfKCmQU
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ999yvvAWd3
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFs5GcXZxi
——真是可恥。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRtF4Al5fr
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ9SZ006MF
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgYUapTOAL
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK9hjx7H7F
也許她可以⋯⋯491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhfHgQgAeS
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dQXtYVTAc
她一震。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR7GI5NlzK
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpxjySWBnb
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ3ulmS5K7
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurb7OZ6kiE
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh8fsL0IT1
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr7FCq8Z2V
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ZBNV896L
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPh3ECPyeP
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O7QWBbm6M
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91JnpD4FC8
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmvLI6NmpF
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP6gC3blDq
「別再說了！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5PCBR1WNq
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ab2TekJMu
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjX0AncDEx
「快追！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4KYKP6LMJ
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQvBbZrcLc
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sdPWJRAdx
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1ntZCufCw
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDnTrzXt0y
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy4YnN5jiw
「不要，要走就——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1PSrrnJ9S
「拿著。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNKjUYr6uB
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqTUMgDH2C
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMbwwNIBWs
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz95JHppJcF
「騙人——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIFpUGGfat
「我像是在說謊嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KRp6iDxZ2
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMMx2Qhp1Z
「很好。現在快跑。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJIgLOiDgU
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRpoyLJ0zD
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWfDoUFfne
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJc9YpvRcV
而她正在哭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgZ3D9r9VK
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgwUZsMVxy
為什麼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJDS8HJWQg
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3xi6wkIeA
而今天，是大考當天。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb16FQm73RQ
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj7xcQX3js
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqWE4KXcSr
「妳怎麼了？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEYRXqajj1
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQrDGqqNZ2
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfeUObaCyk
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkHvbUPlhQ
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lY7ekWf4B
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNnmnTvxJa
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S7WPa1Kds
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBivR0uPA3
「⋯⋯嗯。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAK25DWY58
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWafH6HKHcj
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq9bsozuvd
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Po0531k0
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkLLgnL0cA
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWRYSAgXd7
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9wAnw9h2C
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCaPUWImm7
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M4wzUVEHr
那是個墓碑。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNC6xBXCoz
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwlxrnHvyA
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgxCY2CtX0
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zm9btqbul
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwWPijx9Bc
「我不——」她試著開口。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsB8xdj1KR
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLogYb9x5U
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sReZcoQlj
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq2E9dpT4h
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOXPgqUYPC
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jg9pE4ILr
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPpnvsjDdL
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgdXbEC7PB
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMTadqivQX
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKuoowdtEl
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq2tzYTZeV
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ayKnCmBRm
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBPJAC75iu
信封署名是給她的。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPVBnqhRW7
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG66rmTgGhE
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCw0daEy1K
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrdsrCMiLS
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyUmLISs7P
或許，是從一開始吧。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb91c1iyz1u
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6jCV8Uk19
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEh9RVZsZP
現在這樣、最好。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1sL0FVQPq
看吧，一切都不會改變。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqL89euZ6Q
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3XQe9eMuw
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnEti0wOvc
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrrcxAlCfx
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4oGnF3ZoI
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSGFG7gCBK
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDMGe2fZuM
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz13XIH5Cv
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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