二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkcDQhDPaw
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar4qxpKgiK
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjEbLW6wC6
那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB6uLmtsyC
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHeoTpG749
那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpksP4IsGk
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5VNGLBzBE
接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkRCP9QDGb
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUBXFjdlRM
他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT3ZjohEyb
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW0JDlLBC5
我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt1jCUiLCL
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLDv3eoLlO
他以微笑作回應。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoES9Bv6Uvt
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIlPOmUV8u
鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5J5VtQpNE
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4RretvyLX
在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl5kJ17R7a
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneUK1bDX3Z
帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAz7CNGmNn
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6h2eFI6D7
我的視線緊跟著他的背影。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA2uVslSuu
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3nbOKgEwn
直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE9tW7jR67
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFozjWnGukz
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZKzt9e0LG
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhO1GljE5X
看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFYQlOx4D6
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSkY8dNDwM
忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVq5u8loX6
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0LB74gfXw
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckS9a88SkN
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq1X5ebA4f
刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtitCzGSKBi
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMinI9NYA9M
我，再一次，放棄了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK9lTtNnO4
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczZn00pET
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7nzY7b5F4
我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXHAzxX4Eg
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX5auFni7p
沒關係，下一次再試就好了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpP9DI6HeV
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我經常這般對自己說。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU2aOUdKOR
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oYeMRQH4z
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCVJE26pDg
雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQyyo5aTZb
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHEqtiNl61
那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkivl3TjYV
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jkvtPn0wm
我已經，再也看不見色彩了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzJEvEwUyv
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCy95AGtRI
至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2FAXmfTo6
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp18QsUpGA
我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR6zONjjWL
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cyHGXumXP
「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jfArwGHe0
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFSCYN9fu0
或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3QOeBEZ2Z
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRKy5DrbHa
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HdDbz2FWn
一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriFxVvYlrr
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqcbcnwVo1
家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGnKK3J2Gp
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2K4kdhxn
為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl5HLwwC7R
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyrasKHvsZ
對，是我的壓力。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK29HUzouK5
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIYMpJLkZZ
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF8ezAQTT0
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnYjZ900JA
我，力不膚支。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdGkLI7cJJ
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzTVmSTChZ
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuVSCmx04l
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Jmn3m9Ye
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOj7leqB9H
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDJZNmMOLc
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegULaWvZti
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL00i4y0E25
那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzaKkIHvZb
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCpoUeMQhq
他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27oStmcQL7
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1acBFXDre
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO50ThWjx3
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUvmfA9dHp
我沒資格。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT9FGc844Y
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAzkMgtJtQ
我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlvPYdP20m
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E1YAsVJjh
黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN2w543i6F
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0EoE5o9ma
我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SP9zfNSmQ
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