「……」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNEIuIJGpB
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自己難耐著焦躁，在待客室等待著管家到來。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUvaigBsBI
隨著急急的腳步出現在自己面前的管家馬上就察覺了自己的異樣，稍稍靠近了些開口詢問：356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBx0NJnFNt
「老爺，請問有什麼要緊事嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLa7hAzGEX
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自己抬起頭，難忍嚴肅的神情看向管家，但在確認原因之前是不應該隨意動怒的，自己壓抑著心頭的焦躁向管家提出了問題。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOO5XeRekp
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「我那天看到他去應門，那是你教他的事嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR31hsV6CFo
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「啊，是的，前陣子他似乎對在門外等待的送貨商人必須等小的過去應門有些在意，所以跟小的說他也可以幫忙……所以小的就教他哪些人可以讓他們進來，哪些人要打發他們走。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kqLsV4Yc7
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「……以後別讓他去做應門這種事了。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wBtbwePo7
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「老爺……小的明白了。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasD5OvrPxi
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即使知道可能發生了什麼事也沒有多說一句話的管家，目送著自己起身離開了待客室。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOMChqfMai
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回到書房，那讓自己不由得感到心痛的身影仍是安靜地、佇立在有著盆栽的窗口，默默地看著那盆適應了盆栽泥土又繼續綻放花朵的植物。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7vpX1h5Kz
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自從那天他應了那商人的門之後，只要自己沒有派給他事情做，他就會像這樣默默地看著那盆栽動也不動。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsmR2CXw7V
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1hbM6LR4X
即使自己用盡方法希望他開口，他也像在那一瞬間就失去語言能力般，什麼話都說不出來，表露著彷彿失去生氣的模樣，讓自己打從心裡感到不忍。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpJCeAd3fA
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「來替我抄寫地址。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUesOvPh2yz
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8XutSKPMy
聽到自己的吩咐，緩緩轉過身走向書桌的他，默默地找出地址簿安放在閱覽架上，接著熟練地將羽毛筆與墨水擺到桌上後坐了下來，等待自己拿來空白信封。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlBrQzYHdu
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「……第二排第十個、第十二個。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyLUrXiBgf
「第三排第一個、第四排第六個。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qjbFQxrwe
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3kN3o8HHd
自己一一將信封擺到他面前，聽過自己的吩咐後，他一句話也沒有地動筆開始抄寫地址。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO7kZViiNZ
隨著書寫傳來羽毛筆劃過信封的輕微聲響，臉上沒有半點表情的他，彷彿只是一具會動的人偶。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y6bDtaJpO
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tRpTj5Yqi
到底發生了什麼？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo5taJ38HD
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dCQhZ1wKD
原以為他只是因為看到了那奴隸商人，感到不安害怕而已。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRTCq47QhU
但自己對他說了再多安慰的話語也不見他從這副模樣裡恢復，即使特地邀他一起共進美味的晚餐，他也只是默默地吃著食物，彷彿完全感受不到料理的美味。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ZEDU4SiK
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDESeHPhYN
即使是在夜晚的寢室，自己懷抱著他、親吻著他的身軀的時候，將手輕放在自己頰邊的他也像是失去了靈魂般無法注視著自己。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0vUIdXGrL
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmeeRpBQVX
即使早晨他仍會輕柔地伸手將自己喚醒，迎接自己的，也是他失去生氣的面容。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqZPi0H2O9
那雙美麗的眼睛裡透露著的，深不見底的什麼，自己無法理解。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZorWTLwPl
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今天他又在窗台邊看著那叢越發茂盛的花朵。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhI6j6IEQu
自己實在不忍注視著這樣的他，在處理過庶務後，走進了庭院。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnGg4NRkmI
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMaP7NDQn5
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「老爺！庭院最後一朵玫瑰開了喔！」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4j3irMX0l
遠遠地，朝自己揮著手裡的帽子，園丁帶著笑容走向了自己。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWlhK3LI30
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPHGYkmxJV
「辛苦了……開的好嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMoa3p9yJ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof3Yh1ZtWn
「開得很美呢！要為老爺摘下來嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYKc5UBBMj
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7UNzNNQjU
「……不了，讓它開吧。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55rPwyVop7
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自己現在實在沒有那個心情，一邊婉拒著園丁，同時，某件事情突然浮現在了心頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCrr8UPKdW
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakiHhgw8va
「……那天，你在庭院嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQLRvBMQdw
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5sxqLuQbn
聽到自己的問題，園丁挺起胸膛。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmdS8uepvp
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0WY0qnoYH
「小的每天都在庭院裡盡責地照顧老爺的花草！」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3yVs17ggi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLp53pWU4a
「嗯，辛苦你了……那天，就是奴隸商人來的那天，你有聽到什麼嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw22wTUpixt
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「奴隸商人？啊，是帶著一些髒兮兮的丫頭的那個胖男人嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB4tdVLoUG
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自己雖然想否定園丁所說的髒兮兮只是奴隸先天的膚色這件事，但既然園丁有看到，那最重要的事情，應該是……356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnHMmGnMBG
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「沒錯，他們有跟他說什麼嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuoGgBlN6e
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「他？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwWr3RXAIp
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「嗯，之前跟我一起來向您借鏟子的那位。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYHe5MGpOq
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlN84u3iWZ
「啊、有的！那裡面有個丫頭朝他大吼。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEjK0eWQsX
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNHM9C6XvK
「……她說了什麼？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbCGzTerrm
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聽到這回答，自己難忍心中的不安，壓著眉頭盯著園丁，園丁似乎因為自己的視線而變得謹慎許多，摸著下巴回想了許久，才緩緩把那句話語說出口。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPgK29Mo6r
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「她說……吉娜的死都是他害的。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHc4tkzIce
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLsxFiRWbe
「他是個背叛者。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW0bOokjMQ
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已經一整天都沒有聽到他的聲音了。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBMOyKKFP2
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCqB12klXB
在自己的命令下，與自己一起踏進澡間的他，默默地洗完了身子之後，在自己的注視下踏進浴池。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOFR1tvUtj
雖然與自己在同一側的池壁，但卻背對著浴池坐著的他，只是注視著空氣中模糊的一點，動也不動。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv6iR6sdYu
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4qfFVt0VE
這令人心痛的模樣，讓自己想起園丁說的話。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhiSqfCOX3
如果自己向他詢問了卻沒有結果怎麼辦呢？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGUP0FcQ0n
如果……因為自己的詢問而回想起難受的事情，讓他跌入了更深的黑暗之中的話，自己該怎麼辦呢？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhHATrvpry
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkiSCg8KAk
他現在的模樣簡直與剛來到這裡、自己第一次見到他的時候一樣。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA32k8ODCN0
不礙著自己，也不做任何表示，像個物品般地，呼之即來，揮之即去。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7OJnywgLP
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpBZ8vNbBn
但他確實……曾經碰觸過自己的心，也稍稍地、讓自己聽見過他內心的聲音。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU9s2PsCnj
給予過自己屬於他的溫暖與期盼，即使他始終沒有親口告訴自己，卻也無法忽視那些、存在過他眼裡的，說不出口的話語。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KUxq3bAWI
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIUUTvKxRl
他是怎樣從那一番話裡跌落到了原本的深淵裡，自己不明瞭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA117pHunAa
僅有手裡握著的這一絲情報，如果他仍舊不告訴自己的話，還能做什麼讓事情有所改變呢？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw6eJJSx6P
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oDOAPXEnW
咬了咬牙，即使自己在這裡猶豫不決，情況也不會因此好轉。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox9BTenSxi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju3FoRL7ez
自己緩緩地靠近背向這裡的他，即使自己毫無掩飾地靠近也不為所動的他，是不是即使現在對他做了任何不合理的事情，也會默默接受呢？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEag7jXHyzQ
自己隱隱地感受到將會觸碰到他一直不願讓自己明瞭的真實，那會是自己能夠接受，並說服他的事情嗎？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkQH9r8s21
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk0mJfxrYv
搖搖頭，自己拋下那些不著邊際的思緒，趨向前伸手抱緊了他。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Jgyb5qsV
就像夜裡被自己緊緊抱著的時候，絲毫沒有掙扎或者一絲反應的他，在自己說出那句話以後終於有了一絲不同。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBisg5FeuH
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8Qw8CXXLo
「……吉娜是誰？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCiyIAbQVC
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB4KpSu1yx
即使只是微小的顫動，緊抱著他的自己也察覺了。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEdhc3guwW
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGADvXPKZkQ
「是某位奴隸嗎？告訴我。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tf1gyzzuZ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqUgsqF5iD
因為認真而變得粗糙的聲音，自己著實不想用這樣的語氣跟他說話。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibueUmWE1d
但如果不這樣做的話，他會知道自己是認真的……一直都是，認真地希望能夠知道他的事情嗎？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwCOY2WpJN
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd4yq0k3d0
沉默許久，背對著自己的他緩緩地點了點頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kKB8q1Q9b
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbXuWfvSHu
「……為什麼吉娜的死跟你有關係？你已經來這裡這麼久了。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhvqbd1sSW
「背叛者，又是怎麼回事？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6HT5nW4ar
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZOpnfr4CX
自己將他抱得更緊了些，不讓他因為緩緩低下的頭而與自己拉遠了距離。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW8foCH5gX
即使如此仍然沉默著的他，微微顫抖的身軀讓自己心裡湧現了一股酸楚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p1tf7YKqP
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1fAItfYYK
「……你答應過他們什麼嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BlvDbdsgw
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMbRJsRFpd
他微微地搖了搖頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnEq4MblkY
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUuqMZ1U35
「在來到這裡之前，你負責做什麼？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD095GmaAVk
「告訴我，否則到水冷了我也不會離開這裡。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyOSoFwjov
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Ii9tdV9z
聽到自己這般要脅的話語，他的身子變得有些僵硬。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1jOVa4Iky
沉默著，直到自己真的要以為他要等到浴池的水都冷了的時候。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFeEX53AvZ
久違地，屬於他的聲音才緩緩地流瀉。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbBmsHnyAF
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVjm6rgGYN
「……試用。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wnRbHirQ6
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy4sQxf57L
「像那時候那商人說的一樣嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJOvJg6zKH
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx201JxDEA
聽到自己的問題，他點了點頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1eQQVmiDf
自己想起那時候，那奴隸商人所說的話。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIbPwkedu1
原本以為試用這件事只是因為自己選中了他，而不論是哪一位奴隸都會有的慣例。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiOaJqg1bt
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0UPnlao1W
「試用之後呢？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2olvxtBie
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGInA69M1um
「…………回去。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyHXP6HiqQ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4zzDuryHW
「回去商人那裡？那買主呢？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf4LjTqsG3
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFL00q4WLm
他低垂的頭，讓自己下意識握緊了他緩緩顫抖的手。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvh6MwUjEj
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLZNizKSzQ
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「……我、試用……主人喜歡……買、別人。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSk3iklLVa
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這讓自己說不出話的答案，幾乎要讓腦袋一片空白。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCI1MiiTBS
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之所以他認為他不能露出面容，認為他醜。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpcZ0RmXeJ
之所以他認為他骯髒，要用那種粗糙的刷子才能洗乾淨。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxw8QC4CcV
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之所以他對任何痛苦與不合理都毫不反抗也不表達。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxKraZVY4V
之所以他只是默默地承受這些，溫柔地對待著自己，卻對自己的承諾絲毫沒有接受的意思。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG5gwup1hA
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——都只是因為，他認為總有一天會回去那個地方。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78XkBhsXb4
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而他所做的一切努力，都只是為了讓買主開心，認為買下奴隸值得，所以願意在試用之後，買下其他奴隸。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBwuGPEjkB
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「……那跟吉娜的死有什麼關係？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJupTeBIQSR
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開口才察覺到的，自己話語中帶著的哽咽。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5bEjAaBqs
或許是因為聽到了自己變化了的音調，他緩緩抬起頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq82oHjLtUz
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMM4a3O7co
「……女孩，試用……痛、難受……不吃飯、死掉……」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZrl1c9VlK
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6yEcM1pFN
「……所以你代替她們去給買主試用嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY2Ob5elHj
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B6qhrLPbA
面對自己的話語，他輕輕點頭。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfF0QkQJtH
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自己靠在他的背上，已經分不清楚模糊眼前的是浴池凝結的蒸氣還是眼眶裡滲出的液體，強忍著心頭的情緒，試圖理清腦中那自己從未想過的，殘酷的真相。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gvo6HXCHY
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不，自己其實是明白的吧？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f9YCi6NIp
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察覺他熟練那方面的事情更甚於好好地吃飯的時候。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjze8dqppe4
發現他對自己給他的承諾沒有一絲欣喜的時候。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfNmvipRMb
注意到他得到了真正屬於他的物品的時候，露出懊悔的瞬間。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hiVayvOOR
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356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YD16nqL0D
「……你沒有虧欠她們什麼。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaNGW6VTra
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自己幾乎要使盡全身的力氣才能一字一句地說出話語。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2ZLhTLVSA
隨著這股情緒抱緊他身子的力氣，或許會讓他感到有些難受。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXRsRlA68v
但自己已經沒有任何方法能夠證明自己想緊緊地抓住他了。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyStDWyz2WN
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「你被這樣對待，就不會痛、不會難受嗎？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyzBr9LjZP
「但你知道要好好地吃飯、好好地維持自己的樣子、好好地……取悅著買主。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiI7p80YqJ
「因為你的努力而被買下的她們，那不是她們的努力。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgMzefYxaH
「你承受了的痛苦，她們當然也不會知道……」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTF5Oyf3Ht
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「你以為替她們擋下了痛苦，實際上她們什麼也不會知道，更不明白自己為什麼不需要任何努力就能被買下……你明白的吧？」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVZ7R5UHIf
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隨著自己說出口的話語而顫抖的身子。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefUy1ijzu5
因為止不住顫抖而喘息的身軀，讓自己稍稍地鬆開了緊抱著他的手臂。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ42slENVx
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「誰都沒有資格說你是背叛者。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUucEpxLfv
「不論是誰，因為痛苦不吃飯、最後衰弱而死，也不是你的責任。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhAlSylAn9
「那是她們自己的選擇，因為她們只想依靠別人替她們承受那些痛苦活下去……」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvyZ39FLft
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「……別再……說……了……」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLw0XXvuj0
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自己眼前顫抖的身軀開口打斷了自己的話語。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm74fVJgXZ6
那自己從未聽過的、濃重的鼻音，帶著掩飾不了的啜泣不住顫抖著的身軀。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQBDwHmVxy
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自己再度靠上前，緊緊抱住了他的身子。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LUQxGdMe
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「……我不會放你走的。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7e6eeSmZ9
「你就是你，是被我買下了、我重視的人，誰都不能代替你。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArzHfYkjVn
「你不屬於任何人，沒有替誰受苦的責任，你只能……待在我身旁，只為了你自己，活下去。」356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8o7gzdi5U
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhj0dTaXUT
直到自己因為逐漸冷涼的池水而將他帶離浴池，擦乾了身子與頭髮的他，也無法從那彷彿出生以來就沒有哭泣過、止不住的淚容之中脫離。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BN1yXHVUv
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這是因為他從未為了他自己哭泣的關係嗎？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeH0IV2vys
但自己，卻從那晶瑩的淚水之中，看到了他活生生的情感、躍動的靈魂。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFACrtXbWZ8
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一切都能好轉的，對吧？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZJ6wqCAHq
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