gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qjLjdxXOk
like a bright message to the future.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZNH5PpokG
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj6uooNNoA
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMUSpRn21Q
and instead, I find out with days to spare.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS9tNgbLa8
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ90kc5MsXY
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieBYFZoKIC
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgGWQ3tSnm
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV49dEKJLYP
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7S9hI6jCt
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jfuOISH0S
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIsj0JCWfj
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTJr1W6Hqi
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST7nH2Mds2
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2u153Hpv7
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWSzPX9pmX
and a broken heart. It could be worse.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP381OCezEV
I still want you here thought, by my side.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3GIMbyR5m
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBS08555Sk
that chooses to visit once in a while.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPfx2B5U6m
I just have the recollections of our good days.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4IdyW49Q
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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