gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1016Please respect copyright.PENANAYUYaNc86OV
like a bright message to the future.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAuqVrnrBWV4
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1016Please respect copyright.PENANAX8XmsbtTqG
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1016Please respect copyright.PENANA2m2ZBpJ728
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAwRXMML8sSx
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1016Please respect copyright.PENANA9XrMgk1PFs
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAYMh0VV56oN
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAORha6wGzKf
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1016Please respect copyright.PENANApMD7w8YCNC
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAKc4WJ4zLXY
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1016Please respect copyright.PENANACFyLJ4trkK
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAD2cUU4WSG7
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1016Please respect copyright.PENANApyNrcLuT7A
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1016Please respect copyright.PENANAXhu12aSgp1
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1016Please respect copyright.PENANA2c7wMA1pBD
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1016Please respect copyright.PENANALwshHHgseB
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAZxvDzL09Be
I still want you here thought, by my side.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAPzoE5xHduQ
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1016Please respect copyright.PENANAFImK7FCSdf
that chooses to visit once in a while.1016Please respect copyright.PENANA7BMSjz4OvH
I just have the recollections of our good days.1016Please respect copyright.PENANAqyPwzEjA2l
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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