gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeSEJ0Uz8p
like a bright message to the future.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NCrs5bGvv
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTgMdLknjO
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzMejIRnQa
and instead, I find out with days to spare.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTcHpMYuIm
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda25MMaYFg
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U88MXtkPP
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEqarNaxD9
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JGw8L2k7e
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHCPinbtgV
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XLSwkKhwe
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbjdh1R6JE
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVz2QCiJYx
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGTw08HnRH
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJWyw6zroD
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw5jevL0d8
and a broken heart. It could be worse.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTRnrd2Ejq
I still want you here thought, by my side.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSh7ckSTVY
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTyL2UV7uv
that chooses to visit once in a while.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPDDCJGfVr
I just have the recollections of our good days.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYeN6MDhPE
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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