剛洗完澡，電鈴就響了。有人今天沒帶鑰匙？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyysoGbCTl
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我開門，花豹站在外頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW0Zoa8zim
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我先是一愣，趕忙開門讓牠進來，進到我擁擠的小房間。花豹沒有坐下，牠開口：「我拿這個來跟妳交換。」邊遞出了一個緞帶綁的蝴蝶結，我接過來，滿臉疑惑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhwbYzhD6b
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「我要妳幫我保管的東西。」牠提醒。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGsKUT85v4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdiKjRjQNt
「啊！喔…好，等我一下。」我翻找自己放飾品的小盒子，拿出牠的領結。自然又順手的就幫牠繫上，調整好位置。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRHPZlIsL6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH2YpIudJp
牠盯著我，幾秒後，牠垂下頭，摸了自己的領結…然後是好長一陣沉默。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIxtaS3nQD
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這個動作……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3SHyi7VZF
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我瞬間明白了牠來找我的原因。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKqfapxjj6
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456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILtE3aWAcG
等牠抬起頭時，我忍不住擁抱了牠。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3uTDtohTk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BzP2O8wNP
然後牠說「妳記得『哀悼的原因』嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkvAWlHCS4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3tcJW1HLh
「我記得。逝去的不會重生，所以哀悼是為了…感謝他們曾經出現…」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiZ2usSeXS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYqc9ow3jd
花豹對我微笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaeqla8tho
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然後牠在我旁邊坐下，和我說了那條緞帶蝴蝶結的來由。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERd6hb5JZD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQLmAatxXs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqbALGkeiV
「幾個月前我不想再繼續哀悼了，就去做別的事。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICF9QMEmI7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK7CDIwWFN
「『哀悼』如果是一份工作，那『慶祝』就是另一份工作。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb5cgd9Pxr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQO4X3Eh3v
「這條緞帶，就是『慶祝』時必須用到的。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnW3Db22Sg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KKEI8UDGj
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「『慶祝』的內容是什麼呢？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaWhdDi096
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「哀悼為失去，慶祝則是為收穫。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt46E2iA6d
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9oBOP779U
牠說牠為懷孕的母親慶祝、為考滿分的孩子慶祝、為成為新嫁娘的女孩慶祝、甚至只是幫一隻餓壞的流浪貓得到晚餐而慶祝。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYIwgnrOUJ
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「然而，不是每種收穫都值得慶祝。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy85wo2ThsM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IOU9TOywZ
牠為分到遺產的人慶祝、為詐騙集團得手而慶祝、為走紅卻變壞的藝人慶祝、為一個吵鬧不休而得到玩具的孩子慶祝…456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqLcW4bAlg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBPkW1djuC
「『慶祝』根本不管收穫的原因、得到的是好是壞…『慶祝』只為了當下的『得到』與『擁有』。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1vR6su0fw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2CfcgZ6oO
「有時候我才剛慶祝完，就看見負責『哀悼』的在外頭等了…」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbEhm4hDo4
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我聽牠說完，點點頭，手中捏著那個蝴蝶結。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0Ra3iRQka
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uHE8HA2GX
「所以，我也許不適合『慶祝』。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGInOlq8sB
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456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLmiQ1JWmt
「那你為什麼要把這個給我呢？只是為了換回你的領結嗎？」我問。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVtghjox9h
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花豹搖搖頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnmqzMKIdk
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「我拿回領結，重回我負責『哀悼』的身分，回來第一個哀悼的對象，就是妳…」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTqvzGKg3R
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「但是，妳應該收下這份『慶祝』。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTzqCjmyZr
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「妳得到了些什麼，對吧。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1scNYkjzf0
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……我點頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuIfoDJml9
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前幾天，一個重要的傢伙過世了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXTyo7wIo7
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我在失去的同時，得到了……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL4c4OdDM5
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我想，花豹想說的是，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVixnWi7hcS
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有時候，不是「得到」或「擁有」，只是「學會」罷了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBExeJreX0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj7vin4Vq9
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難怪我們常常覺得快樂很假、難過很真，因為慶祝不分快樂的來源，只為了當下的快樂，而哀悼卻不是為了當下的難過。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jENrSrrgY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPTWbAhBmF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHskeGwf13F
「逝去的，就不會再重生，唯一能做的就是哀悼，感謝他們曾經出現。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2J5x3hoKI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeUGLH4bSf
花豹走後，這句話還在我腦海裡繞。
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