那天我講話的時候，他沒回我。不是擺臭臉，也不是故意無視，就是——好像根本沒在聽。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea8cgnwnr8
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我也不確定他是真的沒聽到，還是根本當耳邊風。後來我也沒再講了，懶得講。反正他那麼安靜，應該也不會在意吧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBkxFyNvz5
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這一兩天我都在找直播題材，也沒特別去找他講話。但他還是照常幫我準備晚餐——一天也沒漏過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b2QB7qYc9
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不知道他是真的沒事，還是有事裝沒事。我也沒問，問了好像我很在意一樣，才不要。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xSa1xRk8T
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我最近連後台都不太敢開，一打開就是死氣沉沉的畫面。訂閱卡在那，聊天室也只剩幾個熟面孔在撐場。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUbkqCvSJW
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我每天想標題、寫開場、盯聊天室數字，該做的全都做了，結果還是沒人在乎。不是我不好，是他們懶得看吧。到底要怎樣，才會有人點進來？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4RDyLGiNi
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我現在用的東西——腳架、收音的小麥克風，還有那個很難卡住的平板架，全都是我哥送的。說是禮物，當時我還笑著收下，但心裡其實很不是滋味。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMyrWjJiSO
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他又沒在打工，那這些錢是哪來的……我心裡不是沒底。我不想靠別人過生活，尤其是——那個人。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKo43pr4kL
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我又把那支影片點開來看了一次。本來刷過了，但那晚真的沒東西靈感，腦袋裡就突然跳出它來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQpb6FPurK
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畫面超爛，鏡頭晃得跟喝醉一樣，但越看越覺得……這種東西怎麼會沒人講？兩個女生打成那樣，不是開玩笑的，是真的——會出事的那種。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ672cTdB0id
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我查了一圈新聞，也看遍其他實況主的頻道，竟然沒人提這件事。如果我先去現場開直播，搞不好會爆紅，訂閱直接衝上萬也說不定。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytnCA5TslM
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吃飯吃到一半，我真的忍不住了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs56ejPoDPN
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本來想等他吃完再說，但平板還停在那個影片畫面，我整個人悶得像要炸了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYBSiPiv2b
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ6ix0ZFur
「欸，我最近想到一個超猛的直播企劃，你一定沒聽過。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NGsARR6NM
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他夾了口菜，沒什麼表情地看了我一眼，「什麼企劃？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnrB29frVj
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPAfpEaYGv
「你還記得之前那支影片嗎？就是那支——兩個女生打架的，超詭異那支。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuTzLAFIv8
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhoh9zFJdv
他的筷子停了一下。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXetmg1rhw
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我一下子有點興奮起來，語速不自覺加快。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxTXrDb6Ji
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「我查過了，新聞沒報，論壇沒人提，連YouTuber都完全沒碰欸！這種還沒人發現的題材，我只要去現場直播，搞不好直接上熱搜！」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoCcd86GQl
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「妳打算去現場……直播？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTHfmkF05Z
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「不然咧？那地點我大概知道在哪，平日晚上人又少，我帶設備直接衝就好了——這種流量根本在等人撿欸！」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YlgWETBRj
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他沒立刻回，慢慢放下筷子。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq06dn2gusT
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「不行。」語氣不重，卻很明確。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O2QT6sUkF
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我停了一下。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7IMNAAhBp
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「為什麼？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x7Q60jWAu
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「那地方……妳不知道影片裡那兩個人是誰，也不知道為什麼有人拍那種東西。」他聲音低了下來，不再只是簡單回應了。「不是妳拍不拍的問題，是那地方本身就不對。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdNO6esWyO
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「你怎麼知道不對？你又沒去過。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi6khNyYxu
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYQLQjm7Un
他沒有接話，只是看了我一眼，像是在猶豫什麼。但最後他只是搖了搖頭。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8w1KaoHQf
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjQzP8G1bH
「妳不能去。」他語氣很低，聽不出情緒，但沒有一絲空間。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZgnIORVCP
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那瞬間，我整個人都煩了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONjFqe301e
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「所以咧？你是希望我一直靠你，不對，是靠那個人過生活，靠別人施捨給我的這些東西活下去嗎？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZzsYeKW7L
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDYltVhaTZ
他沒說話，也沒有退讓。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgSZgHUXd1
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyh8h3fDln
我看著他那副死樣子，心裡整個炸開。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaAtCljExG
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就算我真的做到了，他大概也只會這樣搖搖頭，然後一句話都不講。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34sw9lZLs8
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwcgCLqLJd
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吃完飯，我沒再講話。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedYuUSO3bw
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他也沒再看我一眼，就那樣默默把碗筷收去洗。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06nhKWk5S6
16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14WYAPypZo
我回房間，關門，把平板立起來，對著鏡頭發呆。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk0lNzpFwz
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聊天室沒人。我其實也沒開播。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvNn7EXHar
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就只是在調角度、測收音、看看畫面會不會卡。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsv5kEnVkM
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說是測試，其實根本不敢開。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPW3bZb0Au
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開了，畫面就會定格在那幾個熟面孔，然後什麼事都不會發生。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF0XimQvo7
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如果我真的去現場直播呢？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1lkLeAEGL
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如果畫面拍到什麼，觀眾直接破萬呢？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XxDqGsEnR
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如果我這次，真的可以靠自己把一切翻起來呢？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tG57jrfV8
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我盯著畫面上的自己看。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCtv3XdeMp
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臉有點圓，鼻子角度也怪怪的，眼睛還會反光——16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3IbT9eMLf
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我不是那種一看就會紅的長相，但也沒到不行。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowJ54saLjw
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我拿起剪刀，把劉海修了一點，又把後面那些太可愛的布偶通通推到牆角。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVf4zxqhFi
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那一瞬間，聊天室跳出一則訊息。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaROXJmgWGu
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【妳會改變一切。】16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH5jByD6RS
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我愣了一下。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJjPY8DjpG
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帳號叫「Obsession」，頭貼黑得像是什麼都沒上傳過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlSKMhADIn
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我點進去，整個頁面空空的，什麼都沒有，連一行字都看不到。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH5SIrHtoY
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超怪。但我又不是沒看過這種帳號，大概又是哪個神經病亂留言吧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2sZbC46hO
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……只是那句話。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEeFPpBAvf
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讓腦袋持續運轉。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoZviRVgqW
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好像在說——如果我現在不做，就沒人知道，我也可以。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90DwUK6RM7
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哥永遠只會搖頭，說「不行」。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kkdZRiEij
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可我不是小孩了，我可以靠自己一次。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Jkapc5kP
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就這一次，不要管我，好不好？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYVMsIB7LO
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我轉頭看了一眼門縫外的走廊。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wq4t2CNKZ
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他還在廚房，應該聽不到。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVRVt4ONwW
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我沒多想，把平板收進包包，行動電源也塞進去，再抓了三腳架和那顆小麥克風。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsETFWM33Vr
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要是太早動身，聲音太大，我哥肯定又會問東問西。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiKa4ZlJBI
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但如果是——凌晨，就不一樣了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ICFH4qPi
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明天還要上學，我又不是沒熬過夜，深夜出門也不算什麼大不了的事。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9klMUXZ42o
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我先把黑色連帽外套準備好，塞進包包最上層。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMqoS5JiVJ
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這次我不想再錯過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn3AF2Z2KA
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不管會發生什麼，不管那地方到底有多「不對」。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17OSU1xkaZ
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等時機一到，我就要證明給他看。
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