No Plagiarism!4ocRiduYHzRlgUzxVXR8posted on PENANA Jameson漸漸習慣了Walker的存在。8964 copyright protection1PENANAvhEjzZ2G03 維尼
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不是那種轟烈的、明目張膽的習慣,8964 copyright protection1PENANAif2C6x60ej 維尼
而是像貓睡著時會下意識拱向熱源的那種——不知不覺的、溫馴的依賴。8964 copyright protection1PENANArZveVfFHMv 維尼
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他開始會在Walker走前,低聲說一句晚安。8964 copyright protection1PENANA74XIkqmGNg 維尼
語氣平淡,幾乎不帶感情,但Walker聽見那聲音的時候,8964 copyright protection1PENANAHJ5BccUAcG 維尼
總覺得渾身暖暖的。8964 copyright protection1PENANAE4kM7EXuV4 維尼
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Walker到二樓過夜越來越頻繁。8964 copyright protection1PENANAiTvcsWhV2n 維尼
他每次來,總帶一點小東西留下,像是標記領地:8964 copyright protection1PENANARupvTUoYos 維尼
兩條新毛巾,一對情侶款設計的牙刷,8964 copyright protection1PENANAcNXubS1UL5 維尼
一瓶擦起來有淡淡香味的護手霜。8964 copyright protection1PENANAwtCTLplStt 維尼
明明他們還沒談論過「在一起」這回事,8964 copyright protection1PENANAF2HilHs1Tp 維尼
但Walker賴皮想放著的時候,Jameson就會拗不過,只好隨他擺去。8964 copyright protection1PENANAcnv2HgTl5n 維尼
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那支護手霜是Walker特地挑的。8964 copyright protection1PENANAajPSYGaaeV 維尼
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Walker很早就發現了——8964 copyright protection1PENANA8KMN8fleei 維尼
Jameson的手總乾裂得厲害,指節的皮時常剝開,8964 copyright protection1PENANABFltYw418E 維尼
有時連開瓶器都握不穩。8964 copyright protection1PENANAbtYH3C9XYC 維尼
他從沒喊痛,但Walker看在眼裡。8964 copyright protection1PENANAO3WumHD3EH 維尼
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某晚洗完澡,他照例把Jameson拉到懷裡要替他擦藥。8964 copyright protection1PENANACUgIEuastG 維尼
Jameson一開始沒抗拒,8964 copyright protection1PENANAjWCd7J9v8Z 維尼
直到Walker擠出護手霜、輕輕覆上他的右手心時,8964 copyright protection1PENANAmZjmYmeSoH 維尼
他忽然顫了一下,像是觸電。8964 copyright protection1PENANAkCqgdnvOE6 維尼
眼底閃過一瞬驚恐——極短,卻無比真實。8964 copyright protection1PENANAGwnimKRoBn 維尼
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那是一種被嚇怕過的人才有的反應,8964 copyright protection1PENANAzojvxRi9ac 維尼
像早已習慣:別人叫他張開手心,是為了懲罰他。8964 copyright protection1PENANAAlybXZGrWX 維尼
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Walker沒說話,只握住手不動,讓對方適應。8964 copyright protection1PENANAZReQzjf4FU 維尼
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過了很久,Jameson低聲解釋,8964 copyright protection1PENANAiV7afdsEQu 維尼
語氣淡淡的:「以前爸爸覺得我太吵,不乖……就會從手心開始教我怎麼安靜。」8964 copyright protection1PENANA1tBCPgcQ4S 維尼
他低頭看著自己的手掌,像在看一段歷史。8964 copyright protection1PENANAACPQxGnle9 維尼
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Walker忍住心裡洶湧,8964 copyright protection1PENANAICggwX8VRA 維尼
只低聲回:「那你現在可以調皮了。也可以吵鬧。反正我很歡迎。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAwX0RzAMKLe 維尼
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Jameson把手收了回去,自己將護手霜揉一揉塗完。8964 copyright protection1PENANArYyJ2sPzQm 維尼
那晚他沒說晚安,但Walker離開前,8964 copyright protection1PENANAajesJ9eVYl 維尼
發現浴室裡多了一雙拖鞋,Jameson幫他額外準備的。8964 copyright protection1PENANABjj1f9kLBX 維尼
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像是一種默許。8964 copyright protection1PENANAg2c9DpJUPy 維尼
也或許,只是一種無聲的依戀。8964 copyright protection1PENANA7uJEvoPt3J 維尼
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「你現在立刻打過去重談相親。讓人家丟臉,你以為你是誰?」8964 copyright protection1PENANAchl1pZpKEr 維尼
Walker聽著母親在電話那端的指責,酒吧玻璃杯反射出他緊皺的眉頭。8964 copyright protection1PENANAEM6VaBMSNe 維尼
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「媽,我說過,沒有要跟她結婚。我不喜歡女人,也不愛她。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAv3YZOnIKTx 維尼
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母親像沒聽見似的,繼續建議:「不喜歡女人?你交過那麼多女朋友!現在的年紀還不晚,趁早成家。別以為你那看起來還不錯的薪水可以過一輩子,我是為你好——」8964 copyright protection1PENANAKuKdolW6w2 維尼
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Walker將杯子砰地一聲放在桌上,酒液微濺,他的聲音是平生最吼的一次:8964 copyright protection1PENANA3f6ippabfe 維尼
「那些都是妳喜歡的人,不是我喜歡的,這根本不是為我好,妳只是想把我困在跟妳一樣不快樂的監獄裡!」8964 copyright protection1PENANAIr39hu58Nn 維尼
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母親終於不說話了,嘟一聲切斷了電話。8964 copyright protection1PENANAcUiwp9Pi1t 維尼
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Walker將結帳的錢壓在酒杯下,提起大衣離開,8964 copyright protection1PENANAsS78lWdjP5 維尼
氣呼呼地走,漫無目的,只是想把那股怒意給走掉。8964 copyright protection1PENANAh78TwQtqc0 維尼
他走上天橋,高架的風捲著城市噪音,8964 copyright protection1PENANApatDl8qVlg 維尼
人靠在欄杆邊看車流,氣卻卡在喉嚨裡,8964 copyright protection1PENANArb0B9fRTN6 維尼
化不成眼淚,也咽不下去。8964 copyright protection1PENANAxCSI3Rt3Fs 維尼
他像一頭被逼到角落的動物,爪牙全都藏著,8964 copyright protection1PENANAhSScaRkdTF 維尼
只有心跳暴露了崩潰。8964 copyright protection1PENANAfqqre9xiB9 維尼
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手機突然震動。8964 copyright protection1PENANAZiloF1j1bT 維尼
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來電顯示是Jameson。8964 copyright protection1PENANAUbzfFryNZ5 維尼
Walker整個人直起身,像酒意被驚出體外。8964 copyright protection1PENANAZg6K5hGaXI 維尼
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他接起。8964 copyright protection1PENANAyNLIigsE61 維尼
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「你今天……」Jameson的嗓音在耳機裡很輕,很慢:「好像不太像你。」8964 copyright protection1PENANARv1Q8QhaEc 維尼
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Walker喉嚨乾得像砂紙。8964 copyright protection1PENANAvV8wGnHMpj 維尼
他想了很久,才問:「如果我變得不乖,你會不會也不喜歡我了?」8964 copyright protection1PENANAXPLywmJb3O 維尼
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對面沉默很久,久到他幾乎以為電話斷了。8964 copyright protection1PENANAEX6jHLWw4D 維尼
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「我不是那種需要你乖的人。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAUtDOr68pWy 維尼
Jameson說這句時,聲音輕得像一陣微雨,落在Walker的後頸上。8964 copyright protection1PENANAjK0Gvxa5tY 維尼
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「我只想你活著就好。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAXH2oHqU6KT 維尼
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Walker背靠欄杆,用手背壓著眼睛。8964 copyright protection1PENANAoHTEuQX61x 維尼
他想哭,但真的哭不出來。8964 copyright protection1PENANAblGrlQlZgv 維尼
Jameson那句話太輕了,8964 copyright protection1PENANAMde7InmnJP 維尼
輕得像酒吧打烊後最後一滴順著杯壁滑落的酒液——8964 copyright protection1PENANAcz8h3k2Gf1 維尼
可落進耳裡卻重得讓他胸腔發疼。8964 copyright protection1PENANAB02p7tRoDp 維尼
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「活著的定義......」8964 copyright protection1PENANA2VwA4rCqFZ 維尼
他的笑聲啞在喉嚨裡,帶著醇苦:「包括每週來喝你調的酒嗎?」8964 copyright protection1PENANAv6ubzdC9tF 維尼
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Jameson的呼吸頓了頓。8964 copyright protection1PENANAI4GUl3huci 維尼
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「那你最好別喝膩。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAUWDo5v7fSS 維尼
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Jameson結束通話時,正擦著櫃檯上那枚裂口的威士忌杯。8964 copyright protection1PENANAtkEx5YkFF7 維尼
他擦得很用力,像想把一道記憶磨掉。8964 copyright protection1PENANANvs7XnVeG4 維尼
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——您父親這次的狀況比較不好,需要進一步的插管與療養計畫,費用……我們稍後傳明細過去。8964 copyright protection1PENANA8VkryLkI3F 維尼
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他站在吧台後沒有動,放棄了擦拭,8964 copyright protection1PENANA1f622rH4N5 維尼
只輕輕嘆息,把那杯子放進垃圾桶。8964 copyright protection1PENANANTYLKaq8HA 維尼
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深夜的酒吧快打烊了,最後一名客人卻還黏在角落,8964 copyright protection1PENANAXTBAPikQJB 維尼
手裡晃著一杯空酒杯,那男人是一家企業的高階主管,8964 copyright protection1PENANABqjreKc43R 維尼
Jameson早記得他——總是點最貴的酒,眼睛卻不在酒上。8964 copyright protection1PENANAdGD5qYARMm 維尼
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「你知道嗎?如果你願意坐過來陪我喝,我願意把我今天的獎金全給你。這樣也不算太失禮了吧?」客人開著玩笑,眼神卻是早把人當成了商品在端詳。8964 copyright protection1PENANAv7EBtXyUvI 維尼
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Jameson沒有理人,只轉過身,把抹布晾在水池邊。8964 copyright protection1PENANAmSPFfDRHWc 維尼
手指骨節發白,一個字也沒反駁。8964 copyright protection1PENANAXbI2LN2A6H 維尼
他回到吧檯時,手機在震動。8964 copyright protection1PENANAve9PnJniTL 維尼
他看了一眼,原本沒想接,但最終還是滑了開來。8964 copyright protection1PENANAIisSGwXG4z 維尼
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Walker似乎振作了,聲音比較有精神:「我繞回店裡找你吧。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAQO8cUF1yJP 維尼
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Jameson低頭看著檯面,8964 copyright protection1PENANAd7y2ej9A9K 維尼
想著醫療費,越想越疲累:「今天不行。有點事。」8964 copyright protection1PENANAWatGbptWmw 維尼
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