CHAPTER NINE : Scars That Don’t Fade in Water26Please respect copyright.PENANAFiX53T4ckx
(Matteo’s POV – The Shower Scene)
He stepped into the shower without turning on the lights.
He didn’t need to see his reflection.26Please respect copyright.PENANAOr80yy8Xyz
Not tonight.26Please respect copyright.PENANAhMaZZNw6SN
Not after her warning.
The water hit him hard.26Please respect copyright.PENANAB5eUtWy1DA
Too hot.26Please respect copyright.PENANAjoQgpZ8y2D
Too loud.
But it still didn’t drown out Evangeline’s words.
"You want to play house, Matteo? Then be ready to bury it when they come."
He braced both hands against the tile wall.
Water dripping down his spine.26Please respect copyright.PENANAgw95IKBP9d
Steam clouding the mirror behind him.
He squeezed his eyes shut.26Please respect copyright.PENANA7d01PLcXyo
But he still saw her.
The woman who kissed his scars like they weren’t warnings.26Please respect copyright.PENANAj68wvDkFjo
The woman who moaned his name like it was home.
He had no right.
He had no right to make her feel safe in his arms,26Please respect copyright.PENANA8MP4qKyqik
when his past was the very thing that could destroy her.
“Don’t touch her,” he had said. “Don’t say her name.”
But Evangeline would.
They all would.
Because Matteo had chosen to love out loud…26Please respect copyright.PENANAcVDiNh7kdy
And men like him?26Please respect copyright.PENANAwGHHiJjxTT
Weren’t supposed to love out loud.
The water kept pouring.
As if it could wash away guilt.26Please respect copyright.PENANAXbX6LQ2ZAX
Fear.26Please respect copyright.PENANATJ3Mbu6ZPT
Love.
But Matteo knew better.
There were scars that didn’t fade in water.
There were sins that didn’t cleanse.
And there was a woman in his bed26Please respect copyright.PENANAAPCb06quB5
who didn’t know26Please respect copyright.PENANA5tXd9j6OMP
he was about to ruin her life.
He let the water run until the heat numbed his skin.
Then, in the silence, he whispered the one thing he couldn’t say to her face:
ns216.73.217.11da2“Please don’t leave when you find out who I really am.”