Amara pov:
I sat down at my study table, pulling out my books.
My fingers opened the notebook out of habit.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoShWmictr
I stared at the questions.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDtCFkRZlh
Tried to answer one.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XRIk9ooUF
Then another.
Not because I was inspired.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdAws4fAby
Not because I had a dream.
But because I had to.
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This is life, isn't it? Doing what needs to be done, not because you want to—but because you have no other door left to knock on.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeRJNLtMQr
Sometimes there's no choice. No grand moment of decision. No forks in the road.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrhobQqemo
Sometimes, the choice is already gone—cut clean from your life before you even got to see it.
I kept writing. Slowly.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjffCaemoMD
The pen dragged, the ink smudged a little, but I kept going.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LBFt7ENUq
Because I must.
And that was enough—for tonight.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR6Ws4u1pz
later I curled up in bed, pulling the blanket tighter around me, but it didn't help.
Sleep wasn't coming.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviJhzvaCVE
Not even close.
I stared at the ceiling—blank eyes, blank mind.
Nothing moved. Nothing breathed loudly.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTRubebNd1
Just silence pressing into the room like fog.
And then...
A soft sound.
A strum. Faint.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcculRa4Nc
A slow, raw note from a guitar—floating through the cold night air like a secret.
I froze.
Oh God... he's here.
I threw the blanket off and rushed to my window, pushing it open with slightly trembling fingers.
There it was—his window.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhBfM5Ev5V
Open.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YSn5YTGUk
A small light glowing faintly from inside.
And books—books lined on the wall behind him like silent witnesses.
He wasn't fully visible, but I could hear him.
The boy next door.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVTlnuGUOH
My neighbor.
His fingers strummed again.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FUGUXNPzk
This time, slower... and then his voice followed—rough, soft, broken in the most beautiful way.
[The Song – his song ..
I wrote all night, a story untold,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbtyeGsTr9
Every name was there, but yours never bold...15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkGpo5B1s2
I thought of you at every bend, loved you with breathless ache,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J2Dn1386o
Till I learned... you were never real. Just a shape I let break.
His voice wasn't perfect.
But it was.
Because it was honest.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCByyt0iUc
And it hurt.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbdPrjVjx3
his voice is echocing in my ears..15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqW8HfJsT7
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I wrote all night, couldn't sleep,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrLn1dpOeC
Tried to bury what I couldn't keep.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKP2ZmKb1E
In every line, in every name—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLtpzn8Tww
I searched for you, but you never came
I sat down slowly by the window, on the cold floor, knees pulled up to my chest.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXboRzfBMc
The guitar strings echoed softly in the night—like a quiet heartbreak shared between strangers.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQucO9WdU7
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I dreamed of you at every bend,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD0e4S6Mhl
Held your shadow like a friend.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErNTua41Lb
And when the pages reached their end...15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri0rOrwv4h
You were never really mine.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKzHf4T7I6
Just a ghost I loved in time.....
And suddenly, I felt it.
A tear.
Then another.
And another.
My fingers covered my mouth, but it didn't stop the sob from escaping.
The music didn't stop either.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIho1RqOgIw
He kept playing.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4MCHGzVCt
As if he knew someone out there needed it.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8MPzSq81e
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I dreamed of you, and I still do,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2P8zHrj7x
But love like ours was never true.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWRawQBA8d
It lived in silence, broke in light—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB97pcmcmJ
You were never really mine.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiEnWK38ML
Just a name I lost to night....
As if he knew I needed it.
I didn't know his name.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17OGtqt8uf
He didn't know my story.
But that night—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaD9xcs4BU
He gave voice to what I couldn't say.
And I cried.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh1ddb6TWK
For life.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8Hi3YCl7H
For the loneliness.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yi9NdX5FL
For all the nights I pretended it didn't hurt.
And for once...15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGopWXCm1X
I didn't feel alone in the dark.
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I gave you poems, I gave you songs,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdqrNHqJ0I
Wrote you right, but lived you wrong.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ilI9TupzB
And now I know, with every cry—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ677PhQu7AA
You were just a goodbye in disguise...15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKJ0gVmf8H
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i was listening my eyes are closed now and slowly slowly i feel myself frifting in sleep his voice is now vanishing in air..
I bled you out in quiet screams,15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId1MkQbsQp
You only lived inside my dreams...15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKt89pgeF8
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and soon i slept right there near the window...
I woke up where I had fallen asleep—curled near the window, head against the cold wall, knees pulled to my chest.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FnKdTweqW
The music was gone now.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jdeEb1BcZ
Only silence remained, pressed into the floor like dust.
I slowly stood up, the stiffness in my neck a quiet punishment for feeling too much.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdOOQJxnbl
I looked out the window again.
His window was still open.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0ckVvr6fM
But he wasn't there.
Just the faint morning air drifting in, touching everything like a memory that didn't belong to me.
I stared a little longer. Maybe hoping he'd appear again, guitar in hand, sadness in his voice.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO5cNLPD0Y
But the room across was still—lightless, lifeless.
I sighed, stepped back, and went into the bathroom for a shower.
The water was cold.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtQdtPbsll
Or maybe I just was.
After dressing in my college uniform—the soft blue shirt and that old skirt that swayed just past my knees—I tied my hair into a low ponytail and headed downstairs.
The house was still wrapped in sleep.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhqj2BbTNk
Too quiet for comfort.
I walked to Mona's room, pulled the blanket off her face gently, and whispered, "Mona... wake up."
She grumbled and tried to burrow deeper.
I smiled faintly. "Don't make me use the spray bottle this time."
Her eyes snapped open she looked at me . "You wouldn't."
"Oh, I would," I teased, brushing my fingers through her hair. "Up. Now."
She groaned but sat up, and I left for the kitchen.
I started preparing breakfast—simple toast and warm milk again. My hands moved automatically, but my head...
My head felt heavy, like it had stored too many unspoken things overnight and didn't know where to put them anymore.
Mona came in, half-dressed, yawning like she hadn't slept in days.
We ate in silence. Not an awkward one, but the kind that builds between two people who have more thoughts than words.
After clearing the plates, I walked slowly toward Mom's room.
I opened the door just enough.
She was still asleep. Back turned. Same blanket. Same stillness.
I watched for a moment, trying to remember the last time she stayed awake long enough to say goodbye to us in the morning.
I didn't say anything.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkPS7FYUOl
I just closed the door.
Mona and I stepped outside. The street was cool, the morning air a little softer than usual.
We walked side by side, hand in hand, our footsteps light and steady.
But in my chest, something was starting to ache again.
We still live in the same house. But we don't live the same life anymore.
This family—whatever it used to be—is drifting apart like pieces of paper in the wind. And none of us is chasing them.
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Too loud.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hS7NIhQ1w
Too everything.
The teacher was explaining something—physics, motion, energy—but all I could hear was the ticking of the wall clock above the whiteboard.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUmBjwRnP3
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Tick.
I stared out the window.
The wind moved slowly through the trees. People walked outside, laughing, whispering, living lives I would never understand.
My eyes drifted toward the sky.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMHwwDLTPe
It was empty.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRItmo8kp2
Just like yesterday. Just like most things.
And then, just like that—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9kG0Rf90q
I thought of him again.
The boy next door.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZnvcEkBOA
The guitar.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwzHqvFTe7
The late-night music.
And for a second—just one foolish second—I wondered where he went.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa6j5CVgpv
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Why his window was open, but he was gone.
And then the anger kicked in.
Why do I even care?15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx32bdaFcia
Why is it always a boy? Always a man? Always... them?
I blinked, looked down at my notebook. The page was empty.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc65urK5lB5
Just like me.
And suddenly, I couldn't hold it anymore.
Why is it always "he"?15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxc3wQ7e7T
Why does the world pause when a boy looks out his window with a guitar, but not when a girl walks home after strugling for life and everything ?
Why do girls bleed, break, burn—and still find ways to be soft?
And men? They get to sing a sad song and call it depth.
Why do they get to leave?15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qLxpTtfxt
Why do we stay?15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0Iupl6QKF
Why do we carry their damage like a second spine?
Why is every poem about men who left?
Why is every girl taught how to heal but not how to scream?
I closed my notebook slowly.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo5PAaaO3y
The air felt heavier than before.
I looked at the teacher, then at my classmates, and then back at the window.
And in that moment—15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0xVPDCmwb
I didn't want a love story..
I wanted peace.15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkNyJjJbYu
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