母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,72Please respect copyright.PENANALctBCYY2Jv
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「72Please respect copyright.PENANAsddsv8tBKo
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,72Please respect copyright.PENANAegZNmMdLLC
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。72Please respect copyright.PENANAZWU9kYu8NM
」
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自白 :
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「72Please respect copyright.PENANAp3q3eY0IC8
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,72Please respect copyright.PENANAGsGf5YDeh5
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。72Please respect copyright.PENANAUv7MRNMKEK
」
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年幼時媽媽說過:72Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZPE1wEjIw
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「72Please respect copyright.PENANA745OOGuPO5
如果很痛,72Please respect copyright.PENANAA4jysIiP5x
我們家沒錢看醫生,
所以要忍著,如果很痛,72Please respect copyright.PENANAMou4FaSkL1
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。72Please respect copyright.PENANAObE3hHiv5n
」72Please respect copyright.PENANAUOp7QyyzfC
那之後還身為孩子時的自己,72Please respect copyright.PENANA71ynyGoVg4
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,72Please respect copyright.PENANAzSxiTPvnsD
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,72Please respect copyright.PENANAeSmtoq67aC
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,72Please respect copyright.PENANAXl6EU0XMjY
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。72Please respect copyright.PENANAsow9ltvgNY
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,72Please respect copyright.PENANARTRMiFqXiB
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAug5FdW751l
「因為我們是家人。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAT6Exkp0Xcm
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:72Please respect copyright.PENANAZHagSgJ2nC
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是什麼樣的母親,72Please respect copyright.PENANAkFgwG36ORB
於孩子的撒嬌下,72Please respect copyright.PENANAbuP8egt4Wo
於貧困、於匱乏,72Please respect copyright.PENANA15hO3Pvs38
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,72Please respect copyright.PENANALStGF9Av39
作為玩具獎勵給子女。72Please respect copyright.PENANAq2aUC68sly
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,72Please respect copyright.PENANACEKBCfTNQ1
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,72Please respect copyright.PENANAwDrCspOml4
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,72Please respect copyright.PENANAC3PZ1DnzJf
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、72Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z8mkhD34v
與觸感、與厚大沉重。