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The bell had rung twice already, but Musa hadn’t moved from the window. His shirt clung damply to his back, sweat from a sleepless night and the kind of fear that doesn't shake off by morning. 18Please respect copyright.PENANAig0hjLuTXz
The compound outside was waking up slowly—boys yelling half-hearted insults across the quad, buckets slamming against concrete at the water taps, the usual mtu ni mechi leo! —indicating a laid-back, carefree bravado bouncing between Form Fours.18Please respect copyright.PENANAfo36FoPxHF
But he wasn’t hearing any of it.18Please respect copyright.PENANAtKMuoB8Wks
His eyes were fixed on the far wall.18Please respect copyright.PENANAkwolzOqhDZ
The one they called dunda.18Please respect copyright.PENANA8eRFYSwrY8
Not its real name, of course. But among a few of them—the ones who’d listened more than they talked—it meant something. A place where things crossed. Notes. Looks. Sometimes, people.18Please respect copyright.PENANAM6hdxqnTdI
And last night, they’d crossed it.18Please respect copyright.PENANATKb7zogzV8
He still felt the burn in his arms from pulling himself up and over. Still heard the sharp breath of Otieno behind him, limping on the way back from that forbidden path.18Please respect copyright.PENANAnGfcnZf5WM
Musa turned from the window, eyes falling on the side pocket of his school bag.18Please respect copyright.PENANAskwi4OLCr3
Inside, folded carefully between the cover of a torn CRE exercise book, was the first letter.18Please respect copyright.PENANAmzgZHg8F02
"To the girl with the sunflower hair ribbon..."18Please respect copyright.PENANAvuRCd5lq3Y
He never got to send it. Someone had beaten him to the wall.18Please respect copyright.PENANAsX1zccn9Lo
But now it was too late.18Please respect copyright.PENANAnBXmox8kYB
Because last night, something changed. For months now, Musa had crossed it.18Please respect copyright.PENANAh1OMHtH5vA
Quietly. Carefully.18Please respect copyright.PENANAvmE1bwryIC
Never to meet anyone specific. Not at first. It had started with passing notes, coded jokes, half-written lyrics, little trades. Some of the girls would meet them at the vines in the wall during preps or when the bell rang late. Never faces. Just fingers passing folded paper. Voices whispered through leaves.18Please respect copyright.PENANAOtpRaxDHsR
And sometimes… more. Otieno had someone. Musa had... no one.18Please respect copyright.PENANAeoCbatYzEa
Except the smile.18Please respect copyright.PENANAU7RrE2WWRk
That one smile. From the Madaraka Day parade a year back. She had stood there, yellow ribbon in her hair, laughing quietly at something her friend whispered. That moment had carved itself into him like a signature on wet cement.18Please respect copyright.PENANAC9wSgnR4ij
He had crossed the wall five times since that day. Whispered with at least three different girls. Swapped lines of poetry he barely understood. But never her.18Please respect copyright.PENANATKG1sozy8v
Never the girl with the sunflower ribbon.18Please respect copyright.PENANArCK4heOpt5
And as his feet hit the ground, he whispered to himself—barely louder than the wind:18Please respect copyright.PENANAESS80jl46W
“I’ll find you. One day.”18Please respect copyright.PENANAss7QagJXHB
He didn’t know her name. Never heard her speak. But he remembered her.18Please respect copyright.PENANALs5nNfLg7G
It had been during the Jamhuri Day inspection the year before, when both schools were assembled on the Jaramogi Oginga Odinga Sports Complex grounds. The sun had been brutal, melting through blazers and brows, the kind of heat that blurred vision and time.18Please respect copyright.PENANA7baAKKekX7
Boys stood in lines on one side of the field. Girls on the other. A gulf of baked red earth between them. She had been near the front of the girls’ group—second or third row. Her posture was sharper than the rest. Back straight, eyes forward, the kind of discipline that made a student stand out.18Please respect copyright.PENANAMn5kBTpjH5
But what caught Musa wasn’t how she stood. It was what she wore.18Please respect copyright.PENANA4ghX2G8682
A yellow ribbon, tied around her bun.18Please respect copyright.PENANABc9adkgdK9
Not school regulation. Not loud either. But defiant.18Please respect copyright.PENANA1fh4iOQ42X
A silent flare of color in a world that punished difference.18Please respect copyright.PENANAfY514fBe8D
And then—she laughed.18Please respect copyright.PENANAPICVVP2mvD
Quickly, quietly. Her friend must have whispered something. Her hand flew to her mouth, but the smile broke through. Just for a second. He saw it from across the field and something about it cracked open a window inside him.18Please respect copyright.PENANAqEl6v4hdOp
She didn’t look his way. Probably never would.18Please respect copyright.PENANAMJnnanERBL
But from that day on, when he walked past the far end of the wall—the part the girls called dunda too—he always slowed his steps.18Please respect copyright.PENANArMRy8mFi0q
Just a little.18Please respect copyright.PENANAM0i2Dq2F4F
In case something waited on the other side