2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧27Please respect copyright.PENANA74vnzgCIRy
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那麼久了啊27Please respect copyright.PENANATBSWXX5suP
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大概…也活夠了吧27Please respect copyright.PENANAJIwCnHECNG
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始27Please respect copyright.PENANAR2AMJb7OYS
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但…27Please respect copyright.PENANAQNZiF2s6R2
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「20歲了啊」27Please respect copyright.PENANAmzf6ae4Fmt
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已27Please respect copyright.PENANAwjNDio6TxW
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼27Please respect copyright.PENANAoeCxCN0Zv8
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣27Please respect copyright.PENANAmN8DprVbZG
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼27Please respect copyright.PENANA6NlLu9kh0T
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?27Please respect copyright.PENANAsK7MvyQ0g9
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白27Please respect copyright.PENANAoPgCuKBold
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→→→27Please respect copyright.PENANApFPBiwhp64
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子27Please respect copyright.PENANAUxABNuIvSd
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地27Please respect copyright.PENANA795LZJN7X4
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子27Please respect copyright.PENANAHw4ELeh2H8
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可不知道從什麼時候開始27Please respect copyright.PENANADMGgxqekCG
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格27Please respect copyright.PENANAwBTgkI947X
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了27Please respect copyright.PENANAPwy6Tsrn4F
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事27Please respect copyright.PENANAsgb0HSqMJ7
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但我就是無法表達我的情感27Please respect copyright.PENANAx9DQg1BYh6
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆27Please respect copyright.PENANAQEAqlEMltx
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點27Please respect copyright.PENANA9kYMBZGMv2
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就是虛無與面無表情27Please respect copyright.PENANAuO3zlOpLEh
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此27Please respect copyright.PENANAEZHe37BCQM
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只是27Please respect copyright.PENANAp3FNrqmVK2
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會27Please respect copyright.PENANAD2MRb4jWvD
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給27Please respect copyright.PENANAxYHO0hH6VC
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案27Please respect copyright.PENANA0UBpyjkF2t
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果27Please respect copyright.PENANA1PvdEZr3yk
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這就是我的生存方式27Please respect copyright.PENANAVztVCHRxXW
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也是我慢性自殺的方法27Please respect copyright.PENANAufPQwJEcw7
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