2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧137Please respect copyright.PENANAV6gm5wBSbr
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那麼久了啊137Please respect copyright.PENANAm5iLcRfgD4
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大概…也活夠了吧137Please respect copyright.PENANAxXxiqUgX7f
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始137Please respect copyright.PENANAqEW9f6am8D
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但…137Please respect copyright.PENANAqhLTzEkpYu
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「20歲了啊」137Please respect copyright.PENANAMBVIH5OvB1
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已137Please respect copyright.PENANAgJOoCKlzPN
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼137Please respect copyright.PENANA7iYqfAMxGr
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣137Please respect copyright.PENANAqFGHG8J3X0
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼137Please respect copyright.PENANAmRSat7aJaL
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?137Please respect copyright.PENANATxjTt99BOb
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白137Please respect copyright.PENANATQSRwa6uYY
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子137Please respect copyright.PENANAkj4zMVoNm5
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地137Please respect copyright.PENANArAARdDkC8z
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子137Please respect copyright.PENANAsUAVF4IjTP
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可不知道從什麼時候開始137Please respect copyright.PENANAaopwaMpT03
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格137Please respect copyright.PENANAPBlPPnr1xm
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了137Please respect copyright.PENANAVIzcDpRrbK
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事137Please respect copyright.PENANAKNez5Or2ww
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但我就是無法表達我的情感137Please respect copyright.PENANAztwo0rRvqt
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆137Please respect copyright.PENANA8r4dZh8Me2
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點137Please respect copyright.PENANA8DuQ4AxLxh
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就是虛無與面無表情137Please respect copyright.PENANAo9obKVrk9g
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此137Please respect copyright.PENANAhJrj1gVn1x
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只是137Please respect copyright.PENANAkqgJcfnpLq
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會137Please respect copyright.PENANARl3graQVIz
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給137Please respect copyright.PENANA7Twhz9xR3t
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案137Please respect copyright.PENANA1H72haBCWQ
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果137Please respect copyright.PENANATa0AOcwmAf
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這就是我的生存方式137Please respect copyright.PENANAYLSwgK621b
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也是我慢性自殺的方法137Please respect copyright.PENANATyjPjb4aPV
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