2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧30Please respect copyright.PENANA4FVvHoxhq6
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那麼久了啊30Please respect copyright.PENANAIBWq9uutCP
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大概…也活夠了吧30Please respect copyright.PENANAcgJGP4nntY
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始30Please respect copyright.PENANAYTB5ojL0Li
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但…30Please respect copyright.PENANA2bHHLrtoXG
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「20歲了啊」30Please respect copyright.PENANAQVtosVAIAY
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已30Please respect copyright.PENANARPQGiZYLns
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼30Please respect copyright.PENANAaQcGk5tm7L
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣30Please respect copyright.PENANAfJTSku3er6
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼30Please respect copyright.PENANAS5jN9MHA6n
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?30Please respect copyright.PENANAR0JDCrK7hz
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白30Please respect copyright.PENANADdP0Ay48bq
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→→→30Please respect copyright.PENANA1WYBImGIct
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子30Please respect copyright.PENANAxCJgn508KZ
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地30Please respect copyright.PENANACH15FnO4Xq
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子30Please respect copyright.PENANAsBg8QqqqCj
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可不知道從什麼時候開始30Please respect copyright.PENANAIRSzIi6lbx
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格30Please respect copyright.PENANAuoLbXrJnxn
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了30Please respect copyright.PENANA8csuPYBk58
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事30Please respect copyright.PENANA7FC6ccQqLg
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但我就是無法表達我的情感30Please respect copyright.PENANAkQyeQjpJBk
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆30Please respect copyright.PENANAhOJNo9VWqm
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點30Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ0GlW6aSU
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就是虛無與面無表情30Please respect copyright.PENANAACIP4MwmZT
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此30Please respect copyright.PENANAUpQv2gWrI1
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只是30Please respect copyright.PENANAPmYshNU0o2
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會30Please respect copyright.PENANA4k0OebB1Cm
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給30Please respect copyright.PENANAk2vHpVHJwK
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案30Please respect copyright.PENANA0CLGYD5jJb
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果30Please respect copyright.PENANA5f2c03lYS9
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這就是我的生存方式30Please respect copyright.PENANAvhWc4queX7
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也是我慢性自殺的方法30Please respect copyright.PENANApinlnXpeCq
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