我,離家出走了。8964 copyright protection55PENANApoImBrl1XQ 維尼
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正處於高三時期的我,離家出走了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAgqxXA2XvCH 維尼
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事情是這樣的,我的爸爸,是位偏大男人主義的人,從我小時候的認知裡,只要做錯事,他所認為的本分沒做好,就會開始生氣,生氣到一個點便會摔東西。8964 copyright protection55PENANAq2kFTNpoie 維尼
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摔完後,彷彿自帶氣場般,回到房間。8964 copyright protection55PENANABOEUflkqaj 維尼
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而媽媽便會默默地把東西重新整理,因為害怕,我和妹妹也會趕快幫媽媽把東西都用好,用那顫抖的手,把家具、家用物品等都整理好。8964 copyright protection55PENANA4WSJ96RPqh 維尼
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在把東西整理完後,我就一語不發的回到自己的房間內躺在床上,內心像是在祈禱、祈求,用最虔誠的方式,希望一切只是夢。8964 copyright protection55PENANAhW01W09ePt 維尼
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爾後的幾天,家裡幾乎沒什麼聲音,畢竟害怕,害怕着萬一他心情不好,好好的物品下次又會被整理到哪個地方。8964 copyright protection55PENANAerFrkBstZF 維尼
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到我十八歲,接近春節過年時,他又爆炸了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAuU7R2LMmxg 維尼
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也許是工作的勞累,也許是身為家人的我們沒做好事情。8964 copyright protection55PENANAPIpQ8f8Wtg 維尼
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反正對當時在房間玩電腦的我來說。8964 copyright protection55PENANAhQTl6GajTr 維尼
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完了,沉寂已久的平靜又再次捲起了浪花。8964 copyright protection55PENANA2T1ypbJ0wM 維尼
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聽到樓下陶瓷碗打翻和父親罵人的聲音,我便把電腦遊戲都關掉,就離開房間下樓去看父親所做的事情。8964 copyright protection55PENANAslpxqIn4Nf 維尼
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一出房間,妹妹也像心有靈犀一樣,把房門打開想了解發生什麼事情。8964 copyright protection55PENANAAOcrtHaDlW 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAhRMzYgNxk5
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「(怎麼回事)」8964 copyright protection55PENANA8TtHJYQZNw 維尼
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妹妹用只有我看得懂的肢體語言問我,然而知曉是父親正在生氣的我,無奈地低下了頭,往樓下走去。8964 copyright protection55PENANAUONWKUkiGL 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANA94sdXjYJKH
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不出意外,媽媽在客廳把在地上原本裝有麵的陶瓷碗,正準備拿起來去廚房清理,而父親坐在椅子上滑手機,可能氣還沒消,而我和妹妹就看着他單手把客廳的桌子翻了起來。8964 copyright protection55PENANAvbau8hQVhV 維尼
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「幹你娘,我努力上班回家卻是這個樣!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAQ1wZKWskyT 維尼
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後面接著好幾句髒話,隨後站起身來把旁邊的雜物踢掉,便回去椅子上,而我和妹妹還有正在啜泣的媽媽就這樣在旁邊看着他。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGJ5oqY4MNd 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAR7B0e1iKei
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他手指着媽媽說道。8964 copyright protection55PENANAp4z4jThtO1 維尼
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「之後過年你們自己過,都不要找我。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAaJePBUhAxT 維尼
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說完,就拿起他的包包,罵罵咧咧的上樓。8964 copyright protection55PENANAvLlgQixKo9 維尼
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原本在一旁的我頂多是自責,但他口中的一句話卻讓我徹底的失望,對我也是對父親。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGgx9bS73pr 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAKtodPddlTt
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「養這兩個小孩到底有什麼用?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAUxzhcgFmSI 維尼
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這句話,彷彿否定了身為他兒子的我,否定了我一直到十八歲以來的人生。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMtuCNAsVeg 維尼
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難道我的出生……就是父親你……的負擔。8964 copyright protection55PENANAZNV8V7GPXA 維尼
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我內心便一直回繞着這句話,隨後就一樣跟妹妹和媽媽把一切整理回來,但這次我內心卻承受不了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAt3nOtTiBGe 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAS4pHsYi12o
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我知道這個決定可能很不負責任,也可以說我逃避,但……。8964 copyright protection55PENANA4bWm0hJpHK 維尼
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就在事情結束的後一天。8964 copyright protection55PENANAFs6w53YA6y 維尼
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我……離家出走了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGmniogOYWe 維尼
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在父親生氣完的夜晚,我……計畫離家出走。8964 copyright protection55PENANAXOfxD6gdpl 維尼
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不是離家出走後被找回來,而是我真的不打算回去了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwDDLD1A2Ul 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8lOOgG7QCe
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反正既然是負擔,那就當作沒有我好了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwRUxrwU10Q 維尼
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我非常明白這計畫很不負責任,我卻無法面對。8964 copyright protection55PENANAeWGqA9XM67 維尼
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也可以說這次的離家出走,是對我也是對父親的考驗。8964 copyright protection55PENANApZnIHrcICZ 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgowDIybXMK
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如果他真的在乎,會不計一切代價找到我。8964 copyright protection55PENANA1oodb2XRtT 維尼
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而對我而言,只是考驗我獨立生活的能力。8964 copyright protection55PENANAQ7xnbxwMDz 維尼
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於是在清晨四點左右時,我開始準備東西。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMyqhkJKhB4 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAkxPEbS9Znb
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拿了一個背包,裡面放著我的一些衣物、食物和日用品,身上也帶了一些錢。8964 copyright protection55PENANAUot1D5s9ek 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAjewMY3PDqM
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拿了外套後,便悄悄地打開房間往大門走去。8964 copyright protection55PENANAZR7WkSTjD0 維尼
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我把手放在門把上,內心不斷的說。8964 copyright protection55PENANAYRJu21iXWy 維尼
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「(就這樣決定了。)」8964 copyright protection55PENANAwKesePPUBg 維尼
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我打開門穿上球鞋,把家門反鎖。8964 copyright protection55PENANAu60MPeyp3G 維尼
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在走出門外一段距離,我回頭看著那棟曾經被我稱為家的地方,若有所思了一下,便開口。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMj2Cer4SPZ 維尼
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「對不起,還有再見了,希望未來你過得更好。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAo50yp2wsBa 維尼
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就這樣開始了我的離家日子。8964 copyright protection55PENANAtn0jYofjEI 維尼
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由於我想離開越遠越好,所以決定就往轉運站的方向走去,因為是凌晨四點,所以根本不會有公車,只能徒步走過去。8964 copyright protection55PENANAa9bAz9JkNr 維尼
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然而轉運站離我這裡至少有二公里多,但時間還久,我就看著清晨四點的馬路風景,變走邊舒緩自己的內心。8964 copyright protection55PENANA6brm3eJYpE 維尼
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走著走著,天漸漸亮了,內心也平復了不少,看著高中天天上下學的路,我並沒有太多後悔,反而開始期待自己之後自立的生活。8964 copyright protection55PENANAuriSVc0GPc 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAR7lZzrd4eO
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看到不遠處轉運站的建築,我便拿起手機,打開看時刻表,當螢幕亮起時,我冷笑一下,果然沒訊息,便查起了時間。8964 copyright protection55PENANAJ7MvGUk7Z0 維尼
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因為我是想往台北那走,找個便宜的地方住一段時間,順便找工作,賺到一筆錢後再創業累積資金跟經驗,春節假期結束開學前在回到學校附近租間房子,至少把高中下學期過完,有高中學歷就好。8964 copyright protection55PENANA9JBhf3UM5f 維尼
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看完時刻表後,最近的車是六點半發車,所以就在那邊等到車子來。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwg6tvLckZ5 維尼
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到了轉運站,由於現在才五點多,所以這裡並沒有太多人。8964 copyright protection55PENANARaAvcUsHHu 維尼
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「(車子來後,就不能回頭了。)」8964 copyright protection55PENANAn3XYaj0okc 維尼
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看著手機上時間一點點接近,身體也微微發抖,不是害怕,也不是難過,而是對新環境的期待。8964 copyright protection55PENANA4c9f2cP8E4 維尼
59Please respect copyright.PENANAP1bD8Xx9Au
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漸漸地人開始多了起來,大多都是要北上的上班族。8964 copyright protection55PENANAKiqgx1MKY8 維尼
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此時陸陸續續有其他客運的車發車了,隨後便看到我要上的車。8964 copyright protection55PENANAvlobyYxhsU 維尼
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「往台北轉運站的車!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAHPRLLF5Hqg 維尼
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聽到站台人員說完,我便往站台那走。59Please respect copyright.PENANAPFodURFYMh
站台人員正在一一查票,我將票遞了出去,便走上車,內心卻悸動不已。8964 copyright protection55PENANAM68f6L0N4c 維尼
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不久後,看到客運駕駛正在一排排檢查安全帶,檢查完畢,駕駛回到座位上開始發動公車。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVVDoSuzQtu 維尼
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當公車駛出轉運站時,我看著曾經熟悉的地方,內心五味雜陳。8964 copyright protection55PENANAcEAtgp8cfE 維尼
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「或許我做的不好,我有錯,但我還是沒辦法原諒說出那句話的你,如果我是你的負擔的話,那現在,就當我沒存在過吧。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAc5wr6NgAVo 維尼
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看著公車駛上高速公路,我眼皮慢慢合上,便睡著了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAXhz83P5w9L 維尼
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希望一切都是......一場夢。8964 copyright protection55PENANAEOUQ4cLdJB 維尼