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「準備好了嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfD6cKPKEG
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIjkzALCUJ
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgdvmd3VaI
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQPHY8txDx
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「需要喝水嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PDzkYd7Wt
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfpE3LZjqP
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「……，不用了。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3uppCuR21
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmY4Qpt4di
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DVmoMtGsF
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz57H72VMm
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「……，也是呢。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSPuIOJUB8
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9T58ANzuR
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp9IVq2wbf
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uH5mQj2i5
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKp3IL84dl
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GbpVxaPqX
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3wdabGBrc
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「到了喔！晴香。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP3kosor66
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7AwVahKRd
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdiTHVLJoW
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTqmuFmgfu
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFNs89I0f5
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulyCJSR3UD
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……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcv78VS433
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……，夠了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pkif0jwqk
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0zTBQ7ZRN
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ESC6p1JZt
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbOD3eUQO9
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc2TBteAld
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCg9Y4MY0q
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXx7WfeLKj
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t1X7d0tiY
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsBZEZEt2w
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZKavkScCJ
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP71y2xfp7
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2albfkBRTl
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「那麼……，開始！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlRBJiNeFk
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjfL1u5tLO
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXhVPYAqZl
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Syolv9YK
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSf1Dd5CHz
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJVTclahd9
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMFPZqyoSI
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q8k0NuIa3
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZknd8JJB9
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoNI5JsrSL
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaUilsrwII
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「喂！松本。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzJHQWIK4s
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRloORQVxZZ
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEw8z6CmOE
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bFcK5eeSS
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCoMDRjohn
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6u6pzym0S
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「當然……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvVSxBOUXj
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7af5Ag30zp
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsTOvqke61
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjOPCQbOJ3
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWINzRTKee
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRtDoz7u0V
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「嗯，我很開心。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xjcE2XIGn
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「這是你的實話嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkjcIZOx2R
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「當然。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmgc3NjH93
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuUM2SCn8R
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAiArQ5MWI
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdhaMJGdw6
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「……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLbIwdxSyJ
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笑容？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra9u77vZ3m
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmv5cE29YK
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFLGR8vw2H
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「……，騙自己嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhz4yZXlbr
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZJiOhYdtW
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3rIcFsBu4
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC2QbjS3F7
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KQFU5fTp7
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTcJMF1PZW
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「……，是這樣嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZpyRB2x2L
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5m0YLXnxn
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「……，真是的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2anT2fyYTA
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqCl7NibEV
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlHtbon7nx
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqXbrU1mms
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaos2rWRlQy
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「你到底想說什麼！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw49La8jUa
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPmN2uMjw9
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBZX04sk7r
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你以為……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXeCIRSdqM
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcXDnub9BT
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChlvf7j1ag
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO1V3XD1KV
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnoMXBHREc
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9mZGjvFMg
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxzpCItBQG
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「……，果然。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BaN9SkZj9
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI5ZyVCGXn
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN0gpcnsl9
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDHrYXcks2
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkUAvgkCUz
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm0mtNSCmy
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……，LIVE？ 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH8aQKLUnU
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FbGatjqci
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8Vhz0izEw
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlJbkGfPDr
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要是真的做到了，我……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOud9n7V7i
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……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY0uTUDxOq
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiynBiEz0i
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAWQHHQs0C
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SjOoQTNXn
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「如果是這樣……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMNZpetuKO
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyP48d8eMR
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5QxIqhxat
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1RFzU28cW
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yuC1gV9pV
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzCUUiVYEB
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdknGqvLmL
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscncsANwe6
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRiuYDSMV7
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrDAd6akkj
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大人物……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL3joGDamG
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzojzvYL8WI
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU1RBoZ95y
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFnSTgbqgd
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7KQCdh54k
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXqFN1iWWg
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MCjtmhlGC
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nDim87orm
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID6FUjOXZi
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BIePtyP7n
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU16EVOR75
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTwN8KbLAS
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA8kNiTqF7
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyilKeAppv
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQFCIvEGYt
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqPgauppeT
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz2PyVfAjI
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH1KRiKPCf
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPZGyu6NDj
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jyDV7KW0T
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEJAkDGQVA
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8PvVK4dmV
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvwrNsFEsF
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkMS5DQ3Mn
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8IA3VqQvF
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp3KrecQgv
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLe794goGv
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdxY9tKw31
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDuXzaly4h
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FLEtM24EI
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAebHVkRGw
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYkVaqff3a
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkIVFZyHAs
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強顏……，歡笑？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUNW3smSF2
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcVDqg6EwS
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2AaiKXqjj
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyizMA72akc
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqlQqKgmxU
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ0swqIC4u
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArUF6tdz8N
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3llkU8OtyE
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnKQUYDPwn
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「為什麼你……？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dNpG6U2Xj
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtjOrEqwQB
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeVw6DdMiO
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GcXcaGmQa
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZbXdLg32
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynArsdJsmv
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWiosYPCH0
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3juUCrzds
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9INI7HEBLS
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「是啊……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ7WtKjfWJ
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為什麼我會害怕呢？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRDamstvab
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCG3wEQbTi
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jB3QXPrnu
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRPIRrG4PE
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLvDzR8rvI
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0308QsR8O
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「當然！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdAFMnIepm
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry520uHpIJ
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh41DNXzXF
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8PdswkMCJ
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kQSUV366e
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7grrmHBoP
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHmVbMile4
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLhtXhlpgL
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztvKfirvNy
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyEZd30rzF
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH8e0V6Y0R
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuQraFbCgv
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ckTO2WDez
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3FnLx2euL
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwfMEMThQU
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2tCOQ5qMi
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyiIcVNBx7
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2sRd6aDZ8
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8RHgXWLEn
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFs60FcvWH
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GPgB1vZfj
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H2MgUWlwn
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvBmKgHpWW
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvG1sdMZmq
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「我當然記得。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0fYZfYVZB
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhgdc7tO9G
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyWsODNhO4
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEN3ohNF4M
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「原來是這樣嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3z2kSKnGT
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU6nNDy3vY
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDtGcp9DMC
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1g6icSytT
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPEWa81RLJ
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3quVrvQGFb
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「……！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodMYiSeo0c
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYOhoRL6pI
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU043ByUZuU
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媽媽……。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXR2VtYJJ1
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「怎麼了嗎？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm0KA3Qq4Q
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA88sCxKS85
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr2CrGhBIT
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgQ9AYHXRx
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavyx3OMMvv
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……，不行，我打不下去。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNbRYJlmdE
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我沒辦法……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zaSdiqJqG
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCxE72Dt15
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「怎麼了？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiixfaUY3iP
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeIfznxARP
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHbz0HD7rn
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY38vHsVH6g
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHEOo3A65G
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8nrm6FwXl
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tygYONEQT
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmafMwDuxkk
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWgtoQzzsQ
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我到底該怎麼……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT01JSE14L
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……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzacJeTVEj
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如果……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDNBE8LH56
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hTRjfdjqe
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F9RDaPNjA
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL9TJJvwp1
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我要親自去見母親。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVF0XnQriL
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「……，是這樣啊？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8acHaQ4zR
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoxMxfFJZf
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ763BHmT5xR
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCX5rq3O8x
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgGPGBYolM
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVmRXqMnl5
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukxbrzTZcm
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKMhJhxSx2
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ1vOOIOnd
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v107v4MtG
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErlc5kaafg
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3LPBMMiLK
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO3DBj3T8z
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PDSA74rYT
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0tt7AgIJv
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO25HDXEAg
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N7w8aXVwX
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KIJOhvoHB
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她……，在說什麼啊！？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0oJcgeQgH
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZDj9gOBkJ
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvzfVUfZXW
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFphXBeFRbU
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeyavN00Wt
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8kNq26eK1
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「嗯……。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9pWX7NwNy
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidnDBZrbA5
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8U1eAmOPg
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU2U7V0mWt
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYsmcf1252
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSPaYVW9Kk
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9MVcdiilS
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「你……，說什麼？」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiuk9aHlp3
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcXC75jBzI
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnQwNpCzkg
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pDYnykblF
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc5I5OtSSF
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdByqkUm1X
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKAVNFFGXl
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKVkiy99CW
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