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「準備好了嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDiPMSUKW2
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEdqlsViNg
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7qwUQuJGh
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhDto1aLPq
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「需要喝水嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAajHb4fih
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyFl2Dv5vp
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「……，不用了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0GAoqwmSa
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHeUYdkd28
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn9NoBpFnc
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB96pa3Gczc
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「……，也是呢。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kmjm9VJz0
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamKT9QBGrG
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogIQv8qocP
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d6Q0GGSpf
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc7BOVEed0
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2xSMoHf1R
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WjPk3IUdH
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「到了喔！晴香。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8frV24U0YJ
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMIDmLs82x
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFkYzG4UFw
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9IxNtGTll
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX7OhwctdC
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjKrXM05Ky
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……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9dMuuHKS4
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……，夠了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzRyz8WnAq
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqpfqbxOjg
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHoSy33baG
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazv0AQ1BRW
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N8ZkWzCpz
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwbn8Kwcsu
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDNKYTOqaA
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRGWSbIqQW
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJVeEH5CC0
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUj8MeySDj
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqobZToWZ1
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5EWLn1wY0
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「那麼……，開始！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IXITEoD7C
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMHJkQkFqe
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn69tnhizp1
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1PkbajQn6
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH7VDy0nQl
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UHYDFOqQe
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1SMOSgGPm
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJLK9wxcVF
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O6uGtR3yN
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WIU0H1q7S
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfDeyDaZiP
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「喂！松本。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0phg9WsK2
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7agdPU7GCN
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zqHXavG9t
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Erq7ADUH
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8WmjnKBbX
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddYilacFp1
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「當然……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuf9Pz2p6M
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEoDKjXA6k
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5v5CQSXdW
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75r0e1CEut
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkukYjMUyX
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuAH8s73aC
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「嗯，我很開心。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmpVNroNRy
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「這是你的實話嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyEDoujx8E
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「當然。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnp5dfQk8c
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFuVF3OHw0
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDC3akIAQJ
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0xG7CPqxh
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「……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyWhTU1Oqc
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笑容？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtLz42S30E
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkertCWqkO
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQooySObnMN
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「……，騙自己嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FolWiF3if
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOe6SGEwKE
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz3HZlrwcX
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGhqa4lswa
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NLbuoANk7
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUKAvP5wGu
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「……，是這樣嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBfgjWVjIk
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENSNgrOeJJ
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「……，真是的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy2NwZuPoI
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7vZ1JRQPe
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjkqQQ6fk7
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprFGhefafx
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoiz4Fn3j6
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「你到底想說什麼！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFkIzwPs2c
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmO15bIiq8
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLaQH71keb
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你以為……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKOU1bcdas
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylOOn5bjVg
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxKbHmocFi
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7YjEv2MvS
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ah0oUoHJj
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguFdI4QARV
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYe0N22Nbr
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「……，果然。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIy0BdH5pv
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTRYsQIoOB
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveol06NaJX
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA4CWJ6vID
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6RBxpWDIl
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69mvbzIztP
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……，LIVE？ 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9ILxWnbnt
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7bXYLm0Qm
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK77Bypw8Gz
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSQ7kWfNdh
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要是真的做到了，我……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1Dv5uKIDb
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……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv57mdH98O
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOiR29R0XB
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69FT14rfoP
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYb2lnVEeD
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「如果是這樣……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrH9P6kUmp
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqGcX4pIjs
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd7Og1Atvv
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7mx6sPuyg
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBwtaHzkMp
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhycuKQJwfN
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgxdqrHnTo
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvix5Bc5PA0
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnWvQIrmjY
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA3qctC66Y
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ShkfIPHQ5
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大人物……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fQDKwqcjx
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kFMW3yOrw
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQZbQ1w1nB
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuXJCxCGPl
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGj1mfn3JU
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTEOCxFg88
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhN6OWBWQu
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKqGXACDwE
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4kiPcOj67
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA2IJcHJVr
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0tT45Il8D
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zyeApOgWm
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOob9nJJqs
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuughSIwLk
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U7RV2kYOC
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV74HjKgzE
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0nYPXrePL
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK2FjGaZmg
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VcJIZQUmV
「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL5f96zYoe
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38mSZ30anV
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNniRp96k6C
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcEh8TNTxG
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzVLQlyFR7
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWV3hwaaAD
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmSkHd8LC6
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg1KBTwpmY
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT4CcxRR6W
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mBrshlloi
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCgqTbsetb
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslgDtR0PUT
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJSOPEHJTI
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf229dtLLb
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmdSEldr3I
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v1Tgh50BS
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強顏……，歡笑？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoh0W06JIQ
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqbmBlklvo
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZieMxyLGN
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7nMIvvMd7
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0z8A8XSK8
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15CWzw2jD9
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJubuQSKHYL
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKsjjwxAuf
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqNa0RL8z2
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「為什麼你……？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolvFjDZ6zA
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiOD787B3h
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFiEpOyqWy
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz2b8FHO1v
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY7mz67HB8
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45GQiddCCX
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r9QL3IPvT
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr34cTFpmu
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9fj89jq1A
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「是啊……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9EAXsp602
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為什麼我會害怕呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8tbU5HQUo
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLO80ELwYW
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHEZaoK46d
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiqnRoDfJB
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA3KaCSNz2
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TWNvKAoyx
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「當然！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkdfYuKJdE
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ066ChjYIFP
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS2g6gP4dQ
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pqHlLW8q7
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHI2pa3E8i
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUWQrziasI
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v16KmfyNL
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrkv5gfQ0r
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5i7vWk7BY
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGVSP3cY0j
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqK9HM0mxb
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR2bzg2KxI
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9XIoTYQx4
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkteOCE261m
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDK17cPzZa
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGKrLuFnit
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZwUDa9sng
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRG8c2Y7Xa
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBaDGKY93a
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq97QDjUP3
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJ8PgRgir
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXo9mNW4ka
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnyCmbxxr6
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxwKUvVIze
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「我當然記得。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZGhwujXyL
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bFUH9CQpP
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJy3DVeXpt
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHQ64MNyrW
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「原來是這樣嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPtUYeOrXp
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bimXsC9t5
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXpawVjiss
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiBB3vBQSW
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9IEMc1s8R
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwLIWdvW7g
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「……！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJfPsIxWnI
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdUqO65LBr
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr06sgpQIii
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媽媽……。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUndI3OmSG
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「怎麼了嗎？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTGDXzgWp5
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUoietJkQs
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElWiAYZ7C0
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgkk27dUOj
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKtsdJi1Yx
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……，不行，我打不下去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce5VLCgSJE
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我沒辦法……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x0Wj1BTGr
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc0DfpfjOM
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「怎麼了？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvl50Lb18A
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs4aiKlZPB
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M0lhwAkuD
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsoC8M96sb
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8bCIZIwwI
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQldJVZXx2T
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXz8I1wZit
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv5t3bfDRh
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YImz3Bfx5
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我到底該怎麼……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocE4Jzb5pp
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……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCeRtjDqci
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如果……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5ImHvP4j4
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAtKHkuzfi
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCv3W9uUTe
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX6cr7wqr5
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我要親自去見母親。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ciqlJwqD
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「……，是這樣啊？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNNjdebOrN
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfDL1MTo3I
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT8d7kTQGZ
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBBvPSk8os
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI9fKYgcM7
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWBa38C4Lj
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj4BtkZ7Ff
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsW5jx9G3p
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3aRXy72oe
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8pSvt2BgO
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrmah0O7G9
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aCmNC5e0Z
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB24kpOWjrD
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuDftQ2c5Y
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxclTXaLcvX
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXqKK2757m
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVaFHtSFJI
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc501BUx523
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她……，在說什麼啊！？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gkwj41pQx
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9ofDOteXm
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRmygB4n4q
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zNp5NgSRQ
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRhMeb2knU
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSUmINO6AA
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「嗯……。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83UGo209wc
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEQPDmF1mB
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n1R6BS6eN
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcjDFepmK8
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhrAxxDCBG
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnliEqv808s
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiXOYDrSuf
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「你……，說什麼？」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrbCiXZbQS
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLdTSSvT7
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsAOeeYjRh
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFuIFU73eQ
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzUi8G2BX0
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2zF2hK6ER
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgJCShdwxo
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jqamXWz1W
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