II. Melancholic237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaDtwq1B1Y
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when it came time for sleep237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaugQwk9QQV
he had already accepted237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgfKOcCG45
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g5j7AM8vd
for there was never a night237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NAgeaZSSa
in which he slept sweetly237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Rg5lbwnp
in which his eyes didn’t sting237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSoytlJQIl
in which his body didn’t throb237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTX9eos5dP
in which he wasn’t a zombie237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH2W7HLOPG
he hates to be awake237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIpu7zBxsz
he wants to be asleep237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP3Jc1k4Tr
In the heap of a mess237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsY5JXONIv
the young man rests237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8RQTgiXW3
his back against the box spring mattress237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgc3Ig6Fix
underneath the dreary light237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzY62HmQxC
of a circular ceiling orb237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZaMgotEr
intricately measured to be equally hung237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUFMmy1ATi
centered between the four walls237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h4Bb5PTy8
enclosing around him237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5M8cafeRc
the small, box-like room237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dyki58HLC
a little room crowded with too many things237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleAdlLeMWJ
full of everything237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVLRMUOtJA
littered amongst the carpet237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadht6O8bos
there is books237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0KrMbjthg
there is paintings237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDYK0DDZ3G
there is wrappers and trash237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncbpK1vIpo
things are stacked and things are hanging237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM06b7VlXS
they're placed and leaning on edges237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJXowLsCWW
things are covered237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43EZJIfGzt
and hidden237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqUy1NPxZb
and tottering on ledges237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9d4ILjDio
and eight or nine blankets237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZo1zna6GI
are piled atop one another237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GZGhoZLvc
heavy on himself, on his bed237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIR6GqdXKt
falling onto the floor237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh0Luy8ZSi
like a nest of distraction and237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRahtdOa4Oq
bullshit237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwxyQftHDo
and shadows237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8c9DKtZlC
there are things invisible he can’t see237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6nLVyQmbu
there is always the fear237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnedLXysmps
they hide in the darkness237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ph58dz22B
and are hard not to run into237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnxzQn1UZt
There is a concentration237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j0RscZyXo
to the paranoia237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzarXIykkyA
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghvOaH1axq
like he’s looking for that something unseen237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmW3U5TJJb
Don’t let everything fall!237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NQVmNXLkV
like a plea237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzHMFhdC3b
he is trudging on through237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkf1tK01NB
and heaving and slumping237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyK0eUCgmt
what used to feel safe237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTZw17aIHz
like hearth237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubl9k5ZZYY
but now feels engulfed in ice237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjkgdxdMqK
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1fsYOe7Vj
He won’t be able to do this much longer237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUofPp9Q3bc
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VBH5586o8
that smells artificially sweet237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHa3zsNCvp
and burnt237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiln31piWLb
because of the flickering wicks237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaufcLvACE4
he has three candles lit237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUZkcGZfGg
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jI1FUe6cB
for a second237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NZXma8CUA
like a fire is inside him237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNwvAcJWYT
but alas it's cold outside237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANO6YI3MlE
and the storm has raged all through the night237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj69T3LOAx
The rain falls237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvL1NfjLQK
against the small window237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5x3sxLp4b
in redundant tap-tap-taps237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxll74tdoMm
and he attempts to count237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndZOQMiPmn
how many drops fall237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPNpzzObyk
against the pane237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5UTb5uMbu
and quickly loses his place237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33l4w7UcsH
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgA6A6i7CN
beyond his walls as he writes237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhEeqe6mPc
he wants to sleep237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPxXTRffS1
He is alone and contemplative237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRotyepMtG
about how it feels to fall237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtPfMDJUty
into the insecurity and uncomfortability237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AFlHXL47H
of itchy, scarred skin237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0gPHeVrJy
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH5tYVIqYN
against the walls237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsINad9AbH
of the skull237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGG3VaGqdX
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuPOim2pud
to block the breath of night237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYqwlCogDT
yet it's still coming in237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphp6vHnbGC
like a frosted wind237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdXeMFdglA
seeping through the glass237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa0Vg85e0P
of his windows237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefbRAfqjr6
and the pores of his walls237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYWmiTkwZD
breathing over the carpet237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJx7QmPqJx
and icing the scene with ghostly237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKSJc6IT7C
cold237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh84PzmFN83
crushing him while he’s awake237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mr1AxyGdq
the air is too cold237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2oSS15S3y
and its weighing him down237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUfgYRDjqE
he cannot make out what is in front of him237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEwUUAB3OY
with depression like lightning237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquEDGE8ri5
striking overhead237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZW4RkzyaJ
bursting237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAzWdNje7R
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOhUW48U6P
and he chokes on his throat237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnsMFXH07e
he is paralyzed in vulnerability237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKTBI9iUyk
his muffled gargles237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK3A4WDZq1
left unheard237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLTaHHF6PY
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiQcV90Fnc
and his color is changing237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dNWdcW9MH
darker and darker237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGGE6Ni7sC
in horror237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByUroMv0tA
he forgets how to breathe237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE8HS3pHM9
and his head rushes with blue237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewF84qpbwv
and then darker237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdPdVIBhL4
for a trapped, dying expression237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7enzg96MO6
He is more and more237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRXZQ9JT9N
unable237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9nV7FXDz4
to struggle against237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik8ao5TW2Y
the darkness237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj0AJ1Bltn
he feels inhuman237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MgtyiUcMO
He thinks of how dreamy it would be237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR36Gv2Ao2J
to have no shadows237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6o7WAzHnY
and to encounter a hero inside237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgthlNfSVJ9
to put an end to all of the darkness237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIlP9ANSQE
that keeps him useless237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcMvTFkFLm
under the heavy, cold air237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6iywHOLkY
but he realizes he has nothing left237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRkYFeR4ez
and his love is lost on those that he loves237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHJiN7Jsua
for they have not given him their hearts237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKR0IZYO7h
and he breaks his itchy skin237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVySIaFltv1
because he’s angry with who he’s been237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn1xXsAUvj
and they don’t seem to care237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInV8a0EPBT
so he thinks he’s wasted his time237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnKPul1yHz
and they can go fuck themselves237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFkigCpbvJ
because he doesn't want the affection237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCens8Dk6Z
and he doesn’t need the attention237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMtVJ7CNZl
from someone who doesn’t love him237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ovOKmrJCz
You don’t need them237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r4dNTqG0F
You won’t have any of them237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnllGzCAfh
Bring light upon the dark yourself237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlANCmjz39w
He tells himself237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTQPXlnZan
there is a way to become healthy237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1yTHX7uzb
to be warm and bright237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMza8LkpUv
but whether due to fate or choice237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCQou2uRWr
he has been led down a melancholic path237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVHyIbxDQk
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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