(女方視角)71Please respect copyright.PENANAK8VsHej5RV
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。71Please respect copyright.PENANATsfqHh0m8P
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他是個同性戀。71Please respect copyright.PENANAv0OcpkE5Y3
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。71Please respect copyright.PENANAsocj8UJuc1
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真是......悲慘......71Please respect copyright.PENANAySoEJ2zJYO
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。71Please respect copyright.PENANAQpw8UO1Vdq
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是嗎?可我......71Please respect copyright.PENANAK907jGLpcO
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAY01GE2g5rJ
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。71Please respect copyright.PENANAQEpbsEvPau
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。71Please respect copyright.PENANAcWSSj4OWk1
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。71Please respect copyright.PENANAY0N942kQVa
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。71Please respect copyright.PENANArV9JKLuysF
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真的是個悲慘的人。71Please respect copyright.PENANAVn9Chlk0og
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。71Please respect copyright.PENANAdze1FtL2Lk
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為何?71Please respect copyright.PENANAoV9176nrkc
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我去贖人了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbqrK4iEq0s
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjbwmgjqN7S
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或許是因為......71Please respect copyright.PENANAsBlAsfRCCP
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbdaaqmxHwI
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我想贖他。71Please respect copyright.PENANA9snEMi0OQ4
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今年秋天來的很快。71Please respect copyright.PENANApSmDX4WsoK
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbv8azn54we
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。71Please respect copyright.PENANAx3glSnmYYy
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAE4Bmg8UDwd
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAKuaNS9rOdx
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我慢慢地哄著他。71Please respect copyright.PENANAutzReVgguS
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。71Please respect copyright.PENANABodvo6DCLM
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。71Please respect copyright.PENANAMUwox85dOY
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他恢復得很快。71Please respect copyright.PENANAm9HiN9NINa
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但我知道,他還有心病。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwNGJzjdsP8
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。71Please respect copyright.PENANAaJeqRDlDaD
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。71Please respect copyright.PENANADljADNnIq1
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愛的牢籠。71Please respect copyright.PENANAoKaEbIe7Ca
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:71Please respect copyright.PENANAuh0HkBvMsS
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAtg7Yy6dFhV
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。71Please respect copyright.PENANADW8BMh71HJ
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「真想贖人?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAnEz5c5X2iz
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAZXmJhEkyww
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真是......冷血至極。71Please respect copyright.PENANAYlkLiTjHvj
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。71Please respect copyright.PENANAC2PoqGfW4q
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。71Please respect copyright.PENANAUVmAYrzEio
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAASaSKhm0pV
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我們......發生關係了......71Please respect copyright.PENANAF2PLXoCoxx
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原因,是因為家族.....71Please respect copyright.PENANAyOEErPya5h
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不是你情我願......71Please respect copyright.PENANA67gFJe34eO
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三個月後,我懷孕了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAH47aulYMoq
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。71Please respect copyright.PENANAIbX9T4VLqz
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他總是這麼溫柔。71Please respect copyright.PENANALnH1pgrH8n
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我們遇到了江臨白。71Please respect copyright.PENANAJZQXYi1gK7
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他似乎回心轉意了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAxchc1hr095
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是嗎?可真可笑。71Please respect copyright.PENANAMdgW0O78HH
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......71Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7wgdoP91z
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......71Please respect copyright.PENANAlFp96ZVyrk
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。71Please respect copyright.PENANAUReWXEFZ4N
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。71Please respect copyright.PENANANCcedo0Kcd
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我流產了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAIUtLI4QYjW
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。71Please respect copyright.PENANAA0SP79VAHP
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:71Please respect copyright.PENANAiRnWGWpLGB
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「當初真應該保小的!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAnRstyx3eUn
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA8S2AXIoLSC
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAVILJ9csUAl
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAJcBUS5dU9x
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAlICTG84F0x
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我不知道。71Please respect copyright.PENANAVCpUWE1mgX
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。71Please respect copyright.PENANAGzVabfsqeE
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。71Please respect copyright.PENANAcRnv97UT4P
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。71Please respect copyright.PENANAw37p3lPjoA
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。71Please respect copyright.PENANAQzwyFDgHkA
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突然想起自己名字的意義。71Please respect copyright.PENANARvK7FkFHVG
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。71Please respect copyright.PENANA0s2b4Qza1G
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一生終得苦戀。71Please respect copyright.PENANAOhLbCb5U6I
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「這是......什麼?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA3dvxWWPMCZ
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。71Please respect copyright.PENANAmr0pruDfMz
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA4QnN9AdZwp
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。71Please respect copyright.PENANA8OQWzipYyR
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAcoIlrQmJXG
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「棠棠......」71Please respect copyright.PENANARHbKMQrmPH
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。71Please respect copyright.PENANAqnWsgtRWP4
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAPVE1L4BChZ
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。71Please respect copyright.PENANAUg6SmlwtXq
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA5Umva4odJh
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。71Please respect copyright.PENANA4MDF3B8VE9
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「是嗎......難怪......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAkKbqNB5Nw0
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。71Please respect copyright.PENANA4FP9DJgH4w
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「終究是......負了妳......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAgZN2sbZbea
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他簽了離婚協議書。71Please respect copyright.PENANAR0DdxAjEXN
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離婚當天......71Please respect copyright.PENANA25JdlFJEAg
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfK9v5mCdAy
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「你!」71Please respect copyright.PENANA9euiw39Lhn
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。71Please respect copyright.PENANAVCPIKZIB4g
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。71Please respect copyright.PENANAxPbKTOFvd5
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAZjLoMAlzl1
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「該怎麼贖罪......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAqNZPx8FAY2
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「不要離婚......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAo4ayiPLwk7
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「原諒我......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAg5zMo2peJZ
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAj1SA36Dp2e
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。71Please respect copyright.PENANA03oo6L4LXi
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「我......」71Please respect copyright.PENANA6gud1M7gV8
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAZLoWibkdWS
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA1K4KdGLnRy
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA0pirrftWzc
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「......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAFPHpl88aAv
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「沒有......為什麼......」71Please respect copyright.PENANA0yjY4LfmiA
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAfTK48uIHLZ
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「我......」71Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ra8OcW3my
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAyxgskbRMRq
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAubf5FeqlQc
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAfH589hpifV
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「我......是因為不想放手。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAocE14kOfy3
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAXp9IeTehPn
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAKDI05JvM1Q
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。71Please respect copyright.PENANAW6GhrVOZnE
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「我們......兩清了......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAQxO8aR8G32
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。71Please respect copyright.PENANAsnUvyv3giQ
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我悵然。71Please respect copyright.PENANADHdu1nhmKd
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」71Please respect copyright.PENANAUAh8HOZ5hl
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—71Please respect copyright.PENANAB1n64ZZrjP
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?71Please respect copyright.PENANAwnB6gErlT5
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最後還是改成BE了......71Please respect copyright.PENANAyadTGXf5rX
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!71Please respect copyright.PENANA89qwVgQWQ3