被發現了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAgCGoqopGk0
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專輯被發現了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAS9BvjZmBxy
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這個認知引發了一陣頭暈目眩的感覺,暈得尚妤婕覺得自己下一秒就直接倒地昏過去也不奇怪。剛剛彷彿被人扼住喉嚨再次得以呼吸,身體隨著急促的呼吸止不住地輕顫起來。180Please respect copyright.PENANABNNrR1z7z7
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──冷靜。180Please respect copyright.PENANAPFoKCCPlmd
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她要冷靜下來。說不定不是全部都被發現了呢?180Please respect copyright.PENANAV4fgkBd9SK
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「媽媽……」180Please respect copyright.PENANAxZGUbkY6uR
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尚妤婕正想開口說什麼,尚母卻招招手讓她過去。忐忑不安地脫下鞋子放好,硬撐著隨時軟下來的腳緩慢地走到尚母的面前後,尚妤婕全程低著頭,不敢坐下或有也不敢任何動作。180Please respect copyright.PENANAp7NRKoAgEF
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「我問妳,這所學校是誰說要讀的?」180Please respect copyright.PENANASxVQsSNTEf
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沒來由的問題使尚妤婕一楞,但她沒因此放鬆,反而更緊繃了。在不知道尚母為什麼會突然提這個問題的情況下,她也只能硬著頭皮用『實話』回答。180Please respect copyright.PENANA1b0wQrs9lh
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「是……我。」180Please respect copyright.PENANATo4s9YxNqR
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「為什麼要讀這裡?」180Please respect copyright.PENANADqPwPn2ElP
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「因為……我想和菱菱在一起……」180Please respect copyright.PENANAVXLx42oU9O
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「那這所學校提倡什麼?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAlY0cvVKbI0
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每回答一個問題,她就覺得自己的身體越來越緊繃,彷彿身體中的每個細胞都在承擔著巨大的壓力。問題逐漸發展到社團活動上,心跳一點一點加速,呼吸也變得粗重。額頭上不斷滲出汗水,順著眉毛的弧線滑落,黏膩的感覺讓她格外不適。180Please respect copyright.PENANAgdJei3fPZf
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「社……社團活動……」180Please respect copyright.PENANA2Po1AkaCIQ
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「妳這幾年都加入讀書社了,是嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAWChylNMf3w
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呼吸一滯,尚母特別提到這個問題的用意太過明顯,但這時精神過於緊繃的她完全無法思考太多,滿腦子都只剩下必須隱瞞的念頭。180Please respect copyright.PENANAIMAPixKL5s
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「……是。」180Please respect copyright.PENANAFILjAr9hwb
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「尚,妤,婕!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAun7ws37GtW
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尚妤婕瞳孔一縮。180Please respect copyright.PENANAYzuZDr0JUi
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隨著年紀增長,尚母已經很少再叫過她的名字。與別人對話時,也只會說『我的女兒』。有時尚妤婕都會忘記,自己到底叫什麼名字。180Please respect copyright.PENANAbRfs8IPvrR
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尚母那怒意沖天的怒吼聲將她混沌不清的腦袋喚醒,她這時才發現自己剛剛說了什麼話。尚母已經知道真相了,這時她還選擇繼續隱瞞,無疑是火上加油。180Please respect copyright.PENANA946WFtMNxg
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「妳還在說謊!我已經看到妳趙家那個女兒一起登台演出了!!難怪妳在學校一直表現出希望我快點離開的模樣,是因為妳這幾年都待在那個音樂什麼社對吧!?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAyTNnJ17Brs
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「媽媽,我──」180Please respect copyright.PENANAHd3F0EBHcf
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「我出錢養妳培養妳,妳就是這麼對我的?!說謊,隱瞞,騙了我足足六年!」180Please respect copyright.PENANABRfc1d7t71
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啞口無言。180Please respect copyright.PENANAiNFnuuybfz
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沒想到,尚母沒回去。180Please respect copyright.PENANAGRLyQjUO6v
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沒想到,尚母看到那場表演了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAqfdoWZKXNl
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此時此刻,她腦袋中不是在想尚母怎麼會回頭看到表演,也沒有在思考怎麼回答,甚至沒有在思考對策。她的腦袋,早已被尚母的話語轟得嗡嗡作響,根本思考不了什麼事情。180Please respect copyright.PENANAMVEdtXbVXo
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因為,尚母什麼都沒說錯。180Please respect copyright.PENANAs9LxdVGxGN
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她確實說謊隱瞞了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAZA9VJYiEUh
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「還偷偷藏了這種沒有營養的東西,我給妳的錢根本不夠買這種東西吧?誰送的?趙家那個女兒?還是妳還瞞著我偷偷談戀愛了,是哪個男孩子送的!?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAsGoGbSTKeL
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「不是的媽媽,我沒有……」180Please respect copyright.PENANAnz3oDvV9Rn
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尚母是不能接受高中生畢業之前談戀愛的人。即使尚妤婕會對好姐妹的感情進度採取看熱鬧的態度,可自己是絕對沒有想要談戀愛的意願。180Please respect copyright.PENANAbmyMUGbI1D
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知道尚母已經氣在頭上了不能再保持沉默,尚妤婕想開口解釋,可在看到對方用左手一把抓起那張她無比珍愛的專輯時,腦袋再一次變得空白。180Please respect copyright.PENANAKct8cthMms
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「尚妤婕啊尚妤婕,我就問──妳說妳去上志瑜學府,我讓妳去了;妳說妳想去社團活動,我只叫妳去加入讀書社,但從來沒有阻止過妳去參加活動;當時妳那個社長說要校外活動,我也讓妳去了。」180Please respect copyright.PENANA0EecIovMeZ
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「若是不讓妳去,我有千百個理由可以讓妳去不了!妳就是這麼辜負我的信任的!?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAI5DdFR5PUU
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看到她伸手的動作,尚母顯然又更生氣了。被那像是快凸出來又泛著猩紅的眼眸瞪著,尚妤婕腦子一空,雙膝雙腳一軟,跪了下來。180Please respect copyright.PENANA84LvxZTaDc
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『謊言就像雪球一樣,會越滾越大。滾到最後,只會迎來破滅的結局。』180Please respect copyright.PENANA5zOO3HbMHC
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楊亦桐曾經說過的話就像是鐘槌一樣敲得腦袋嗡嗡作響,她這時才明白,自己現在面臨的,就是這所謂的破滅結局。180Please respect copyright.PENANAklP9zwrrsZ
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再不說,可能沒有機會再說了──180Please respect copyright.PENANAGxWKDrTV9z
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想到這,尚妤婕的手緊緊抓住了尚母的左手小臂。180Please respect copyright.PENANAVUf8KiB8Pe
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「媽媽,我真的很喜歡音樂,我很喜歡唱歌,我──」180Please respect copyright.PENANAPTMhfY88Vy
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「妳還敢說!?我把妳養成了個說謊精,妳──」180Please respect copyright.PENANAtc0UNDVLsX
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尚妤婕那句話可說是徹底焚盡了尚母的理智。怒意沖天的她已經想不了太多事情,只想甩開那雙抓著自己手臂上的手。她奮力一甩,專輯中從開口中飛了出去──180Please respect copyright.PENANAQiTBblh3XH
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「不要!!!」180Please respect copyright.PENANAUWStemka31
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瞳孔緊縮,尚妤婕飛撲過去,試圖伸手抓住那張光碟。可光碟飛得太遠,尚妤婕伸長的手,完全抓不住那持續掉落中的物體。180Please respect copyright.PENANAxZNHuzNsLq
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在那一瞬間,時間好像被按下了慢速鍵,腦海中閃過了很多回憶。180Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0Nqf35sMr
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在秘密基地見到趙奕菱時,對方不經允許將耳機戴在自己頭上,第一次聽到音樂時的觸動。180Please respect copyright.PENANABkzX8EiNDz
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和趙奕菱一起去志瑜學府上學,瞞著尚母選擇去音樂愛好者社團參加活動的心虛。180Please respect copyright.PENANAXiE1J0W2Po
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傘熙毅加入社團後搬來了自己的樂器在無隔音社團教室中開『演唱會』引起騷動,在心底勾起的嚮往。180Please respect copyright.PENANATHbHdAHpQ3
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生日那天唱歌時收穫大量的掌聲,社員們友善與真誠的笑容,第一次覺得自己也有優點的自信。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2F42XVaBwV
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與趙奕菱等人決定參加校慶表演項目,大家一起合作填詞,一起練習配合時的歡樂。180Please respect copyright.PENANA2WFBZ7WqKN
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首次踏上舞台,一曲終後得到觀眾們熱烈的回饋,與大家相視而笑後的滿足感。180Please respect copyright.PENANAUZOtTEjKXw
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那一段段回憶彷彿化身為那片墜落中的光碟,隨著掉落在地上的光碟,變得四分五裂。180Please respect copyright.PENANAfcDprKM5qh
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光碟響亮的碎裂聲喚回了尚母的理智。發現地上碎裂的光碟與失神跪坐在地上的女兒,尚母張了張嘴想說些什麼,最後還是選擇沉默,咬了咬牙轉身離開。180Please respect copyright.PENANARazTL9RVE8
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客廳,再次回歸寂靜。180Please respect copyright.PENANAcsGjKwpXAB
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跪坐在地上許久,久得雙腳傳來陣陣麻意,尚妤婕想試圖站起來,卻發現自己的腿不僅麻了,還脫力了。180Please respect copyright.PENANA3UmAX71QJl
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不顧醜態拖著麻痺的腳往前爬行,尚妤婕撿起那一片片光碟的碎片,慎重小心地擺放在另一隻手上。大片的,小片的,菱形的,薄片的……就算她將所有看得見的碎片撿了起來,也無法再次將其組合回一張完整的光碟了。180Please respect copyright.PENANAtaYdWmLtuh
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將所有的光碟碎片輕輕抓在手中,拿起已經沒有光碟的專輯,她一拐一拐地拖著麻痺未退的腳,推門走進房間裡。房間彷彿被颱風侵襲過一樣亂七八糟,將手中的東西擺在書桌上,書包掛在椅子上,她打橫躺上自己的單人床,腳懸掛在床外。180Please respect copyright.PENANAuxzMkIXI8H
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從撿碎片起,她的表情就一直是呆板愣神的。即使身上黏黏膩膩的滿是汗水,儘管手上還沾附著一些光碟的碎渣,也沒能喚回被極愛乾淨的女孩的心神。180Please respect copyright.PENANAHyamjNjAJn
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眼中那羸弱,拼命又努力燃燒的小小火焰,熄了。180Please respect copyright.PENANA4oQ2aFQQL1
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這時她才知道。180Please respect copyright.PENANAYdXNHpGO36
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原來難過到極致的時候,真的會什麼眼淚都流不出來。