方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，等待的過程中，他表現得有些侷促不安。雖然他面不改色地看著Instagram，我可以從他鏡片的反射裡看到他不斷地刷著那些限時動態，每一則都沒有細看，他就只是眼神渙散，任由那些光影迅速滑過眼前。三不五時，他會抬手撓撓癢。他緊張時習慣摳他下顎稜線上的痘疤，已經是很久的習慣，我一看就曉得他的心理狀態。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97vOSsfVEY
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他坐在床緣，我走到他面前，伸手將襯衫的鈕扣一顆一顆慢慢解開，再來是皮帶和褲頭。直到我全身赤裸著，只穿一條內褲，站在方詠維的面前，他仍然沒有抬頭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4OXGWowNZ
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPRUB0oVVF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJolD0Qpv71
我察覺到自己快要按捺不住耐心，對他語氣不善。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsbgojcavu
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「我也要脫？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV9O5qaRlz
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方詠維滿臉疑問。我深吸一口氣，揉了揉太陽穴，我需要acetaminophen。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZqG4s1HpC
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「⋯⋯求你了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafAj0UCq8H
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這是請求，雖然被我講得有點像威脅。認識他超過十年，我從來沒求過他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnyj8h872P
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我和方詠維從還在醫學院時就認識了。剛入學沒多久，前室友就偷帶Omega回寢室過夜，於是我與前室友在雙人房大打出手——其實只有推搡，然後釋放費洛蒙針鋒相對。我和前室友都是級別高的Alpha，濃烈的費洛蒙不只噁心了彼此，也順帶噁心了整個五樓的Alpha，很快我們就被檢舉，並在交流版被公審了三天三夜。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKYiQ1pcpw
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方詠維被調了過來，宿委會的學長放話，方詠維是全年級脾氣最好的Beta，如果再跟他起爭執，我就準備被退宿。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU9sB13Z0v
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYA8pnFb6c
我早就知道方詠維，只是跟他不太熟。他是我們這屆醫學系的系代，在系上是個享譽盛名的老好人。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRLrUaLmbt
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0hgY9ATov
「段昕，你回來啦。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdg62LaPoA
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我一回宿舍，就看到方詠維拉著堆滿紙箱的推車。他很矮小，大概不到一米七，抬著那些裝滿書的箱子進房間，似乎非常費勁。我沈默地繞過他，坐回自己的桌前。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDf6XhRJKT
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4snSBo4Rk
「之後就是我跟你住了，你有什麼雷點嗎？」方詠維一邊拆紙箱，一邊向我熱情的攀談。我掛上抗噪耳機，調大音樂，徹底把他的噪音隔絕於外。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUWB0Vq3nA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsJbzPH7mt
得不到回答，方詠維好像也意識不到——我壓根不想跟他做朋友。畢竟這整個醫學院，大概沒有人不想做方詠維的朋友，連我們系上那幾個沒人想靠近的怪咖，都會在方詠維靠近時給他騰出座位。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0LJtrgwuG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7xsONZGWE
方詠維收拾完行李後，點了點我的肩膀。我不耐煩地轉頭，他轉著鑰匙，一臉笑容。他永遠都在笑，我實在不懂他在笑三小。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1W7nWOMj9
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「等等我們一起去吃飯吧？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BAVqpjbI9
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「不用了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmchX8pUtyG
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「你有機車嗎？在高雄沒有車很麻煩吧？你是哪裡人？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiYTTyrVjs
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「沒車。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpulyF1SNJ4
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「喔，那我載你去晃晃啊。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKcRixMiaP
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxn8Q9HXk8
方詠維的車鑰匙上掛了史努比的吊飾，在我面前不斷旋轉。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAduRp4I12c
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煩人的狗。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS1Uinu88i
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我承認最一開始不想跟方詠維做朋友，或許有點幼稚，我討厭那些萬人迷。沒錯，方詠維人見人愛，他做對一切事情，來映襯我這種人的不對。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDlCV9HOl2
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自從我跟前室友不合、上了交流版，加上前室友煽風點火後，全系對我的評價就是——一個脾氣很差的Alpha。在人際圈逐漸成形的過程，我就先被排除於外，沒人想跟我社交的結果是——我非常快樂，真心地，非常快樂。就連去學餐吃飯，旁邊都沒人想坐，非常幽靜清閒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbmLDjAQel
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必修課前，我趴在教室後排想補眠，前面卻聚集一小群人，正在嘰嘰喳喳八卦系上的事，吵得我無法休息。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0x1942Eo0
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「段昕是在跩什麼啊？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX2aJenRMj
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我的名字鑽進耳裡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9WWasGN4k
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我覺得正好，他們都是一群俗辣，只要知道我剛好在教室裡，八成就會尷尬得鳥獸散。我決定釋放一點費洛蒙，提醒他們這群軟跤蝦。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm6qVmYE9Q
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「詠維你不是他室友嗎？你受得了他？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTojHK5adyK
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「我覺得沒有啦，不要這樣講，他就只是比較喜歡安靜。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5zzIPSdR5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7bm13aoc9
熟悉的聲音傳來，我才注意到方詠維也在其中。我抬眼，恰巧與他對視。他抬手向我打招呼，似乎不在意與我牽扯上關係，他的社交評價會跟著降低。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG0FiPslL2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsHdZmr5d7
方詠維那種爛好人，被我在宿舍無視了幾天，熱臉貼我的冷屁股，他也能替我講好話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLz7XfheJU
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIps1p0dlYa
下課後，方詠維甚至主動走到我座位旁，依舊是笑臉盈盈。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr95URh8g5V
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP1I8U03dA
「一起吃午餐？我載你去校外吃。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8HMNIGISZ
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這傢伙對載人到底有什麼執念，他不會覺得會騎摩托車很了不起吧？48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3gygulCAe
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我懷疑他會沒完沒了地邀請我。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORrCTp48Om
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我開始懷疑方詠維有Saviour complex（救世主情結），他把我當沒有朋友的邊緣小可憐，他想拯救我，從而獲得某種滿足感。他不曉得我最煩他這種自戀型人格障礙，他要扮瑪莉亞是他的事，但別在我身上找人生意義。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugBs0N1MjO
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNA7IouLGR
但是他也不是只想救我，他想救全世界。他是我見過最努力的Beta，也是最聖母的，他把筆記整理到雲端硬碟上，然後分享到班級群組裡，一整排訊息都在「謝主隆恩」。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x8gixzHBv
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ999SnbURPa
我倒是覺得方詠維有病，我跟他都很在乎成績，經常挑燈夜戰。他就這樣讓其他人蹭他的筆記？這事關我的排名，我當然討厭他的聖母行徑。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLeYi45F3P
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為了保持名列前茅，我只好更加努力熬夜苦讀。然後在期末考當天，光榮病倒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCd9gjhPs0
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我高燒不退，卻不願意成績被打折，拖著病體上戰場考有機化學。剛出考場，眼前一片暈眩，下一秒我便倒在走廊上。聽到巨響，方詠維急急忙忙跑出教室，矮小的他抬不動將近一米九的我，只能喊人幫忙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUliqdnETE
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「段昕⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wAWvgUcFa
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再次醒來，我已經躺在我們學校的附設醫院，方詠維緊握著我的手，終於沒了笑容，滿臉都是擔憂。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbfAEtYTjQ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UhdIheSX7
「都是你。」我忍不住埋怨，但方詠維不曉得前因後果，聽不懂我在說什麼，只當我在胡言亂語。他認真地坐在病床旁削蘋果，然後將叉著切好的、一口大小的蘋果，直接遞到我的嘴邊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEljLzBBr44
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKYA8KeYSG
「你要注意身體，以後是要當醫生的人，怎麼可以先病倒。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgwNI0vC4G
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRMGwPENc2
我閉上眼睛無視他，只希望他趕緊滾。滾離我的病房，滾出我的生活。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXjzGOpgO7
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然而，方詠維沒有如我所願，相反地，他佔據了我整個青春。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxulcTvhQA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPleLoYpE3
方詠維雖然老愛碎念我的生活習慣不健康，但基因優勢擺在那，我其實身強體壯，隨便鍊都有肌肉。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyRssITfC9
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDbzifNbMX
方詠維才是缺乏鍛鍊的人，他在宿舍換衣服時，我瞥見過他的身材，骨瘦如柴。我從來沒見過他這麼瘦弱的人，他的皮下脂肪很少，肋骨非常明顯。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV3GbcxPCf
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主流審美的確喜歡纖細的人，但他屬於瘦到很難看的那種。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QhFog8Xg5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEtCVV88b8
從外貌、性別到個性，都完全不是我的菜。方詠維還讀Ｏ性主義，他書架上都是性別相關的書。我大學的時候，真的有點討厭Ｏ性主義者。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7dqLjB0Ik
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他佔據了我的生活，純粹是因為他死纏爛打。我以為他頂多撐一個學期，但他撐了十年，這件事始終是個謎。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTide2lSecL
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我對自己很有自知之明，我是個爛人。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhqBuAkDws
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8U7IpaecK
與我相反，方詠維是個做對所有事的人，雖然我講了這麼多他的壞話，但我承認，他就是那種你不得不為他鼓掌的人。他出身貧寒，一路拿獎學金讀書，還兼職家教，供養他讀美術班的妹妹，他考醫學院是為了階級翻轉，但同時也胸懷懸壺濟世的理想。他是個醫科生，但他關心性別議題，甚至在平權NGO當倡議志工。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXhZtVlHfQ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLhl5VvkLl
我不知道他幹嘛對我好。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16evgfNUYQ
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我能確定他對我絕對沒有企圖。雖然我個性很爛，但憑藉著臉、身高、頂級的費洛蒙，也被不少Omega或Beta追求。我知道他不是在追我，他看我的眼神清澈無比。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBXEpxCaCs
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真的是個謎。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld3NbyyheH
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這種不確定性讓我抗拒。其實我寧願他對我有所圖，我就可以順其自然地厭惡他。我就可以無視他會幫我帶早餐、借我筆記、幫我佔座位、轉發好笑影片逗我、載我去忠烈祠看夜景、邀請我去看他彈貝斯、跨年拉我在校園裡偷玩仙女棒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzJCzSjZvb
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方詠維三十歲當上了小兒科的主治醫生。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqVhYzkdNn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrLtWWuZta
他還是樂此不疲地約我吃飯，即使我們的經濟水準提升不少，最常吃的還是醫院的地下美食街。但方詠維不用再騎小綿羊載我了，他買了車，雖然是個Beta，副駕駛座的手套箱拉開，擺滿氣味中和劑跟抑制貼片，不知情的人或許會以為他有交往對象，但就只是他有個Alpha好友。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZPBvb2CeD
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaJihB302v
那天，我們又去地下美食街覓食。一群嘰嘰喳喳的不分科住院醫生也在，我皺起了眉頭，社交達人方詠維看到認識的學弟妹，眼神發亮地湊過去。我只好端著餐盤，跟在方詠維的後面。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchs1WiLg8a
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRz9ohc462
「方學長怎麼樣？他不是對你很好嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3Cvi9yIA3
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHwH1nqzhu
「他是個Beta，而且他五五身、又長得⋯⋯不怎麼樣。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡharyEi2eR0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6lGOiQOxJ
一個有病的Omega和周圍的朋友正巧談論著方詠維，方詠維肯定是聽到了，他腳步一滯。然而，那個Omega恰巧抬起頭，和當事人對上了眼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYXrhGoGr3
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方詠維卻笑得跟沒事一樣，將餐盤放在了Omega身旁的空位。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZb65HCtUh
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「你們在說誰啊？這麼巧，我也五五身。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv1WDjXNDX
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Qimy9NPR
「矮子到底要怎麼穿搭？你們能不能教教學長，我上次看你們出去玩的限動，每個人都好會穿搭耶。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM9X52P2aw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmDul1gvyz
許是方詠維表現得太過自然，原先面帶尷尬的眾人，臉色都漸漸緩和。很快，大家你一言我一語地聊著穿搭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdStDYd2GpW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXXoFto1k7
方詠維什麼時候在乎穿搭了？我認識他十年多，他就算三十歲了，私底下也只穿帽Ｔ棉褲，還是大學就開始穿的那幾件。而且，那個有病的Omega才剛說方詠維五五身又不好看，方詠維還在對他笑臉盈盈，一聲聲溫柔地喊「文里學弟」。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbNfGcA8Fn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRRiM47q3x
不知道是「文里學弟」，還是社交模式的方詠維，哪個更倒胃口。總之我沒心情吃飯，隨便扒個兩口就上樓了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9OWy8NqG
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNblCyfF7G
宋文里來我們科的時候，我當然沒給他好臉色。客觀來說，他是一個長相不錯的Omega。他輕易得到所有人的喜愛，包括方詠維。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpIIPSDpBI
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJS9ErJY4f
方詠維開始送咖啡給我跟宋文里，不知道誰是順帶的那一個，但他給兩個人都貼了便條紙，還一天到晚畫圖在上頭，非常有閒情逸致。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x7Cm8rVCy
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9bA5z4H6n
那天方詠維臨時有手術，所以托了小兒科的林醫師送咖啡來。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmrvDCZWhC
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P5kEeVywM
一杯咖啡上畫了貓咪，另一杯咖啡上畫了狼。林醫師很自然就將前者給了宋文里，後者遞給了我。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdC8BwcPVB
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFs8kuzwHe
「老方好有才！小宋是貓咪，段醫師是狼，真可愛。」林醫師端詳著便條紙上的塗鴉，掩著嘴輕笑。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDfnezbtoP
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEN0aVd4I0
宋文里喝了一口熱咖啡，結果像個白癡一樣被燙到。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf3TCAwjxx
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCwyMWRwb0
「小宋小心點啊，原來你有貓舌。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65mZVuKnVW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53meE5CAer
「謝謝。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQxU5tCmbd
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3rV7QETmw
林醫師友善地拍了拍宋文里，又延續著動物的話題：「不知道老方會覺得自己像什麼動物？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0j3630AhN
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4hJlGBC7U
「嗯⋯⋯學長像⋯⋯狗狗？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL8fxqiBK7
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwosZ5cwWfZ
宋文里認真思考這個蠢話題的樣子，令人看了煩躁。方詠維又不是你的舔狗，我在心裡咒罵。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIz1UbNpH6
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TcBqxJL3K
「狗貓絕配，好可愛啊！」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazq8SnPZNR
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyS643AM29
林醫師合起手掌，笑得瞇起雙眼。我知道這傢伙又在腦中意淫方詠維跟宋文里的配對了。我撕掉便條紙，塞進白袍的口袋，冷冷地打斷他們：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0qzJ2cRvc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc3QiA3dTT
「好好當個人吧。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K9OxcGRws
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGaTM6Onci
我以為宋文里對方詠維沒有意思，才沒有接林醫師的話。直到晚上，我上了方詠維的車，發現車裡一股香味。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt1KCRh8aF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsVXCBgyQr
我的嗅覺很靈敏，自然聞得出，英國梨、小蒼蘭、琥珀、廣藿香⋯⋯這麼複雜的味道自然是人工香精，不是人體的費洛蒙，因此噴費洛蒙中和劑是沒有用的，我只能任由這股氣味肆虐。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVBdCghwzN
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAANU1HlyWg
「噴香水了？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5cG323Lrw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIchBL2MWOz
察覺到我的不悅，方詠維搖下車窗，讓風吹進車內散味。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcVHf6LsUd
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNyv1YYUAt
「對。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqNF8TgfyL
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuh5o3uMin
「為什麼突然噴香水？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAgDheG3Qe
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi2y4riGTC
「喔，別人送的。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXeyUSLxGY
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFXY3MLvEr
我馬上想起宋文里，雖然不知道他費洛蒙的具體味道，但我記得是花香調，八成會是小蒼蘭。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeDdEa8W3N
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIemJq95lN
「停路邊。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38QioCT4AB
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKliqUUiB2Q
方詠維訝異地轉頭看我，「這不是費洛蒙，你也有排斥反應？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1SXuCTbfH
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRS2Wvcnzy
「停到路邊，放我下車。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwlpB30UdE
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ibRTyNNzT
「你不喜歡這味道，以後載你就不噴了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnnKOc5ZTp
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJReA78jQE
方詠維好脾氣地哄我，我自己也知道我沒道理，純屬易感期鬧脾氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9YKeVKWP5
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr4ukFRRng
但我去他媽的小蒼蘭。我仍舊冷著一張臉，什麼話也沒說，方詠維嘆了一口氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn82hylP5ou
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr3KrFolPo
「至少載你到捷運站，現在尖峰時段不好叫車。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYeEL5xaKS
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzupJ1V9MZT
方詠維把我放在捷運站入口，我甩上車門就走了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQpBof5qfV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ851TUHkF
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq0n2OmVQD
我只想狠狠做愛，咬爛別人的脖子，把陰莖插進某具身體，把精液射進去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMNyXoxYOV
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRVSJWwrqV
打完手槍之後，我的腦袋終於不再只是那些白花花的、豐腴的肉體。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOZVEbrUpG
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSYlwFP2mK
我打了一通電話給方詠維，我知道不用跟他道歉，找藉口請他吃個飯，他又會跟我和好如初。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFpaNTfisj
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR6Ax3pvzu
「喂，你在哪？要不要吃宵？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKZm3IZKT9
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW3arnpCu8
「我在醫院。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6nYVQh04J
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ixgjK3lDK
畢竟方詠維也是醫生，他在醫院沒有什麼好奇怪的，我接著開口：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje6oaAefeW
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDt7nENWah
「我去找你？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7PstjTkTk
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NEq9h54EC
「文里住院了，我沒心情。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaovSB4J44
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiWQX0MMd8
「什麼？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbTNsycouw
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHKxxm0aK9
方詠維語氣很低落，我隔著電話都能想像他憔悴的樣子。方詠維向我解釋，宋文里發情期來了，因為注射抑制劑，引發嚴重型皮膚藥物過敏。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZYxmFQs9b
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmldlnyymL6
「他長這麼大不知道自己抑制劑過敏嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0ffsnObSJ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lr8aRZVgA
我沒那個意思，但話語一出，就像在譴責宋文里。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeSq8cvexu
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLmbNdeU6B
「你別這樣講話，他真的不知道，他之前一直有Alpha男友。」方詠維難得的不開心，他頓了一下，最後還是坦白：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFlDYSxWBE
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciInorXM2f
「他是因為跟我交往，只好靠抑制劑。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO8aZt5HGk
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我其實並不是沒想過這天，方詠維三十了，總要成家立業。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyGNMdvLOB
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmjcVCeD8X
他作為我唯一的朋友，我的確是對他有些，稍微不太正常的獨佔欲。但這也不能怪我，只能怪我的基因。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9qTOvEHbg
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKwm2MvPYw
對方詠維有獨佔欲實在是最蠢的選擇，方詠維會借所有人他的筆記，他的後座也可以載任何需要的同學，甚至連那些搞笑影片，他都是群發。在蛛絲馬跡裡尋找自己的特殊性，是我倖存的方法。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOV2zekLw7
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyQ89FU1Js
或是乾脆就怪罪他的殘忍，然後把身為一個Beta，卻交了一個抑制劑過敏的Omega男友這件事，當作上天對他的懲罰。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9Q2SHNeOC
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3cFDN5rJZ
「所以你們沒分手？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0adr4GF0r
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0jWVXOGAM
宋文里住在我們科的病房，方詠維天天都上來探病，我終於忍不住把他堵在樓梯間。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXzlVVVRNL
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoQu9WV6Zm
他的黑眼圈很顯眼，整個人似乎又變得更加消瘦，連臉頰都凹陷下去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfkFrFPgK0
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGOX3qqXUg
「⋯⋯大概會吧。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hpy7LFbRc
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpPAdURHoN
還沒分手，但大概快分了。我不知道他們在堅持什麼。我倚在牆邊，手指摸進白袍口袋，搓著一張摺好的白紙，努力按捺自己的煩躁感。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb8BoGAuAu
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqpwzv1wJ9
「你們申請Alpha社工了嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh67sck5z9E
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nFS2uRKTA
「嗯，但不知道要排多久，你也知道，社工供需不平衡。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVNXXcZ5Bs
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNCCFWhJa9
方詠維一屁股坐在樓梯上，將臉埋進掌心，他的聲音因此變形：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiJzzIp9bF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7e3T7AC0g
「段醫師，告訴我吧，我到底該怎麼辦？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDstVax4YTD
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjR9kiyI6x
我深吸一口氣，煙癮突然泛起，要知道我可是很久沒抽了，我忍不住抖著腳。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdMPUYdyPn
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeSiDfC3ke
「兩個辦法。一，分手，讓他去找一個Alpha。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOhYoHxArF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZM2SnDkba
方詠維顯然思考過這個辦法，只是淺嘆了一口氣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u8SJVbAi8
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「第二個呢？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKaFXYgeYK
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JbW05Fwxb
他八成是在等我提出什麼先進的療法，沒有。很遺憾這方面也沒有邁入臨床試驗階段的新藥，甚至連抑制劑都是近年剛上市的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfoZpU92bH
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuMBQy2B1O
「二，考慮我。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4jfWEvBKo
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8td4GscGoC
我把口袋裡的白紙掏出來，在他面前甩開。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkJGXvIPHA
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vaDL3GuJj
——宋文里和我的費洛蒙檢驗報告，兩人適配度90%。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldGYYvGFCN
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKtDKnd2aP
如果方詠維跟宋文里不想分手，我或許不是唯一的選擇，但絕對是最好的。我身強體壯、定期體檢、跟宋文里適配度極高，我們可以做比較少次的性接觸，就達到相對高的費洛蒙融合度。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUaFUqIOpQ
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTFMuo7Xaa
再者，Alpha標記Omega之後，會因為費洛蒙的融合產生依賴現象，這也是為什麼這麼少人投入社工這行。但我絕對不會愛上宋文里，我分得清楚本能跟真心，其他Alpha倒未必。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFuJhVRSLs
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv4eMXDOYs
當然對宋文里來說，跟方詠維分手，再去找個Alpha交往，是最快、最安全的方法。所以聽說是宋文里說服想分手的方詠維後，我感到十分訝異。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cDeTyEOFW
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我們可能都發瘋了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQWGzu9kU8
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48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4niUzv1NV
方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，我懷疑他是個處男。我刻意走到他面前脫衣服，居高臨下地盯著坐在床緣的他，將他的侷促不安盡收眼底。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3bwibrQBa
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yF3WSqoyl
「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUmmvmCEs2
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uuLycz9Zz
「我也要脫？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMOx2bPeZF
48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bdD458aNi
他滿臉疑惑，我只好開口求他脫。但他似乎今天要徹頭徹尾當個局外人，只是坐在原地不動。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTBtFgsQpS
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「你難不成打算衣冠楚楚地坐在一旁，看我跟你男朋友，像野獸一樣做愛嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw9l308aDq
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我講了狠話，方詠維愣住了，半晌才開始動作，他顫慄的手指按上鈕扣，花了很久才解開最上面那顆。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH3Hvfl6mb
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「阿昕。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UItp2Al7J
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他叫喚我，我還是心軟了，屈膝跪在他面前。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe03Unvy46t
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「方詠維，現在還來得及後悔。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurcQ6kLcBk
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他沈默地解開所有扣子，用行動表示，他不後悔。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLYIubXCD2
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他的身體還是骨瘦如柴，我用手指輕輕觸碰他的肋骨，他嚇了一跳，卻還是任由我觸摸。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce3ktzP2Qt
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「你太瘦了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMGSaiAXVZ
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他轉頭看向打開的浴室門，我追隨著他的視線，宋文里穿著浴袍出來，露出白皙纖長的腿。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9m46jTJE4
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宋文里爬上了雙人床，從背後將方詠維解開的襯衫褪下，然後環抱方詠維。方詠維好像到了極限，緩緩閉上雙眼，顫抖的眼睫濕潤。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhpPXnhdNF
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「對文里溫柔一點。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9MjikZoIW
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宋文里隔著方詠維的肩頭盯著我，與其說是挑釁，更不如說是憐憫的眼神。要不是方詠維在場，我可能會揍他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKVtnNQjst
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其實我知道方詠維不會喜歡我做愛的方式——又dom又S。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRYhWLiHoE
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跟他認識十年多，他滿口宰制與權力不對等，我當然知道他信奉什麼想法，他會覺得，我把施虐情色化不能改變支配與暴力。我不會在他面前提自己的性癖以供他批判，也沒想過有天會跟他上同一張床。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDPF4DJCYL
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現在是他需要利用我。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tsEwfwV4w
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方詠維靠在床頭，宋文里趴在方詠維懷裡。宋文里其實也偏瘦，背脊骨很明顯，他跟方詠維像兩把柴禾疊在一起。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YOEzz2ckh
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宋文里翹高渾圓的屁股，那是他身上唯一有肉的地方。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVSADs3dWR
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「進來。」宋文里命令式的語氣令我不悅，所以我扇了他的屁股一巴掌，很快留下清晰的掌印。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvdemk1HzT
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「阿昕，不要欺負他。」方詠維抓住我的手。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohRMqaBh7V
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方詠維一邊討厭我的宰制本能，一邊利用我的身體，但我還是將手指插進他的指縫，跟方詠維十指交扣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO2XyjKSVK
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我拿他真的沒辦法。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPJV5prf2f
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宋文里倒是很快進入狀況，他掰開自己的臀縫，語氣放軟。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnfSZXu6Ms
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「學長，請進來吧。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpIApFTvVE
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我沒有繼續為難宋文里，在方詠維面前對他男朋友dirty talk，方詠維絕對會崩潰。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv2DUBAONJ
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另一隻手扶著宋文里的腰，我從背後插入他，他身子一直顫抖。我感受到他其實不夠濕，就要我插進去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U9V3L2cjS
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我意識到，方詠維把我的屌當一根按摩棒，宋文里把我的屌當成——自殘的兇器。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjZDgm2Coz
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「文里、文里⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWDthBhuSJ
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方詠維察覺懷裡的宋文里在顫抖，不斷以吻安撫著宋文里。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy9inT5rRc
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「文里⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKia3N01bhd
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「詠維哥⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13DAQkOnzg
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「文里，痛不痛？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4DZ6iHXXQ
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「不行了詠維哥⋯⋯」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHUwCYOWn5
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對宋文里施暴式的猛插最終還是得到了Omega身體的接納，他的小穴逐漸濕潤，他被逼上了高潮，腸道一陣收縮，將深埋其中的那根陰莖死死絞緊。他後頸的腺體被咬破，威士忌和小蒼蘭的味道在汽車旅館內交融。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBIXPRF4K6
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這一切就這樣完成了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTezb4Zs947
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即使我好像，不覺得自己在這裡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi6B6ki5q8
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被退房的電話鈴聲喚醒，已經是隔天的中午。方詠維跟宋文里都要回醫院上班，我一個人躺在旅館的大床上。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA04O9SJKN
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我輕輕撫平床單的皺褶，明白那裡已經沒有餘下的體溫。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGM2MR9wrq
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陽光照進網膜，微微的刺痛感讓我生理性地分泌淚水。床緣是兩雙紙拖鞋，一次性的、可拋棄的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwYzbVIoPz
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我心裡明白，沒有哭泣的理由，我翻了個身，那滴淚便滑落到臉頰上，很快就乾了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd9lktpfcD
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【作者的話】48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPDjU0Xodz
新的一年打算寫五個ABO短篇，並帶來性別不同的幾種配對，這次是AB！48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnUcgrq3qm
不知道大家喜歡什麼ABO配對ㄋ～48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOT9EQcJIo
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我很少寫第一人稱小說，盡力揣摩了段昕的感覺，跟膿瘡的憂鬱文青風完全不同。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBVOEoXuZ8
希望大家不要讀得不舒服，雖然討厭小段非常正常XD48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1OtlaW8Uw
我很努力想讓段昕立體，雖然可能不討人喜歡48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81qMkq9fuU
希望能在段昕沒有一句喜歡或愛的狀況下，描寫出他對方詠維的情感與痛苦迷惘48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI7PGpe47g
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有任何感想都歡迎留言><或是到噗浪找我：48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMJzz2ImeJ
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