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很多年以後,每當她回憶起那些歲月,鼻頭忍不住酸澀,唇畔卻是勾笑的,因為,儘管曾有長達五年的闊別,她和他的愛情卻如細水,涓涓流過每寸土壤,浸潤了彼此的生命。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6isuGkNkNq
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都那麼那麼久了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWc1ODG6hAi
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哈著煙霧,儘管雙手搓了搓,期望摩擦些許熱度,卻仍舊感到更凜冽刺骨地寒威鑽入骨髓,簡直像要吞噬全身熱度。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOkne6VqHyL
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拉拉今早哥哥耳提面命要她用的白毛頭套,垂下的兩片耳朵似的絨布蓋住了耳廓,暖暖的。倚靠著光丘大學的大門牆面,有些疲軟地半闔目,她輕輕地吐了氣。 42Please respect copyright.PENANAcg3m5JHGEO
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十二月的天空,不受日照青睞的月份,細雪破碎地落了滿身。42Please respect copyright.PENANARWJjoKF04d
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沒有拿出傘避開雪花的欲望,光只是由著雪零落。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVqvHqg0I31
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「太累了嗎?」低沉的男聲,隨著一把傘出現。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1B8RTgDCN5
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她虛弱地抬眸,笑了下,表示回應。42Please respect copyright.PENANAN5WgxcdVFL
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幾不可聞的,然她確實聽見,他的嘆息帶著澀顏。42Please respect copyright.PENANAg6OtRQGWr6
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「走吧。」溫柔地拭去殘留在她身的雪片,她莫名地瞅著他,一雙琥珀似地澄眸盡是不解神色。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcXGzonZSMv
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能走去哪裡呢?他們,能去哪裡呢?42Please respect copyright.PENANAYBNU4tpQZt
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那個漸漸遠去,她親手斬斷的曩昔,窮途末路的宣明,從今而後在彼此的生命沒有未來。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtfE2s8BqRj
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「我們……能去哪呢?」良久,眼眶微潤,她仰首,晶亮的糢糊了嗓音。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvgrplOSc4h
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他們已經什麼都不是了,什麼都不是了。42Please respect copyright.PENANADtMzgRdHhr
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她輕輕推開了他,哽咽地潸潸落淚,不斷凝聚的淚,扭曲了周圍。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXPl9y7vbjT
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二十一歲的冬天,仍然霜寒地令人毛孔直豎。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfdxh4BAkfb
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她手指尖在遙控器上的各色按鈕跳躍,整個人蜷縮在被毯。雖說有暖氣,但實在懶惰成性了,寧願打著哆嗦也不願稍微離開幾步去扭開暖氣設備的開關。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHH51t4VAic
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不過…要是哥哥看到又會碎唸一陣了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAw9RzAmfgE3
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她驀地輕笑出音,哥哥真像操心的老媽子呢,老讓她想到長兄如父這話。42Please respect copyright.PENANAiR60DqaKSo
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早上的家裡空蕩蕩的,輕易讓窗外那片堆積的雪寒,更加恣意沁入屋內各處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkJKSHJV6HD
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琥珀般純粹的眸子,倒映著閃爍的螢光幕,乍看頗似專注盯著節目,其實漫不經心地恍神。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdemSO38eqE
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再過幾天就是冬至了,所以學校開始放寒假。42Please respect copyright.PENANAD4OdkVL50K
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同儕們都歡欣鼓舞地計畫要去哪玩,去哪吃喝,或者去哪和誰跨年之類,可是生活圈子極淡的她,對於假期並未有過多想望,假如教授有開些作業或要求他們繳交報告的話,她還比較不會將自己閒晾在家當懶蟲。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhVxEfufvex
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壁鐘準時噹了三聲,她瞥眸,發現十點了,沒什麼想瞧的節目,索性關掉。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWSdFbiogb9
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不知怎地,昨晚精神亢奮直至午夜三時,明明一點就躺在床上了,卻翻來覆去未嘗有睡意,加上今早七點哥哥臨出門前時特意繞到她房叫喚她該醒了,柔聲言吃完早飯再睡也不遲。42Please respect copyright.PENANACFxvETXsXD
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她本想賴床的,但睇見哥哥瞳裡流轉的慍怒,便知他真是氣腦了,對於她前些日子因趕報告怠惰早食的事情,當下什麼醒了,醒的很徹底。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJhJnsw3vFg
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直到確定她坐在飯桌上舉箸夾食,哥哥才放心的提起公事包,疾步行往公司。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKbbxEiMew4
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連連呵欠,她拉緊身著的毛衣,就著身覆的毛毯,呼吸聲逐漸淺息。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa4L8mjUy7Y
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倦意襲捲,淹沒了意識,42Please respect copyright.PENANApN0OkLODuz
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>那時,我們都還未嘗情竇,以為永遠很近,咫尺可即。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwhmJw5H7no
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因父親職務的關係,自從有記憶以來,家裡便是在不斷搬遷的狀態下,理所當然的,往往待在新學校的不到幾個月,甚至還來不及熟識全班,又要轉校到另一地點。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEdNDQR3VCH
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在這種情況下,養成她寡言溫吞的個性。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzkbWuLQqE6
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原本是不會在光丘定居的,然而在前所學校,哥哥發生了些事情,於是父母舉家搬遷,最終來到母親的故鄉,充滿歐風的光丘。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZI6zygUi2a
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他們在降下蟬時雨的盛夏抵達新居。42Please respect copyright.PENANA70vOs9qXIi
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那是一棟散發著歐風格調的獨棟屋宇,清新剪裁的設計讓人一眼直覺心曠神怡,前任屋主似乎有栽植向陽花的興趣,因此當她和父母三人先行來整理屋子的內外環境時,在日照下顯的柔和的白色粉漆,輝映著滿叢高拔的花蕊,午後微風醺面,就這麼映入眼簾。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgLViyZX6Kj
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「哥哥會喜歡這裡的!」拉著父母粗繭的手掌,她忘形的绽出一抹可比向日葵燦爛的笑顏。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHZEdxMuQ5M
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父母不多言什麼,但她望見他們眸中亦流露些許欣悅。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwxbz7lrpho
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七月,蟬噪遍野。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHKhsu7UmZA
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前些日子,哥哥自醫院打來電話,說最快八月初就會出院了,雖然後期仍需要回醫院復診幾回,卻也足夠讓她雀躍不已了。42Please respect copyright.PENANARliAW54QfB
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她要告訴他,在這些日子裡她在哪裡發現了什麼,哪個地點的風景最漂亮。42Please respect copyright.PENANA93dtiMHEQg
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但是哥哥最後還是沒有實踐諾言,八月的時候因臨時受寒,躺在醫院直至接近月底才返家,所以一切來不及跟他說,光丘小學就開學了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEbvbByAUOv
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然後,他們遇見了不同以往的人,生命也開始轉變。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6QSzH2si7R
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喜歡一個人,究竟是怎樣的情感呢?42Please respect copyright.PENANAO0cWF7xHxx
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分手後,她有時會思索這問題,而後绽顏,無視心臟疼痛的擰絞,她笑著,眼淚諷刺的滑落顴骨,沒入深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANApKbhfn4h1V
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淚水是鹹的,極似幼年暫居一隅的沿海地帶,早晚迎面撲來的海風。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlG8QtBoQYQ
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所以她笑解,喜歡一個人,就是喜歡到就算嚐到心臟似絞碎的扭疼,依然仍舊忘懷不了的深邃。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWpq38ZCD1p
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>不懂相思,卻害相思。年少時,曾翻閱過詞句偶然略過腦際,那時不懂,現時全痛徹的懂了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVor4aYJ6jL
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她清晰記得哥哥乍聞她與岳分手時,原本飄渺的焦距霎時攫住她呼吸,緊迫釘人的凜冽目光彷彿扼止她氣管般,隱約透露出怒氣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJabURfE53j
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是知道了嗎?其實她也快撐不下去了的事實。要是不那麼做,有一天,她真的會崩潰,完全的崩潰。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPaGX6dS9NJ
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殘破的往昔歷歷在目,在來到光丘前的歲月,她不太去特別回味,尤其來到光丘後,這裡不矯揉造作的陽光況味,甚至讓她遺忘了那段日子。42Please respect copyright.PENANADCCtw8TvIO
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親切的同儕們,重視精神生活勝過考試教條的老師們,有趣的社團活動,以及溢滿歐風情懷詩意的光丘,自此在她生命雋永,刻劃出鮮明璀璨的光采。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3TGEVPg4SV
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意外的是,她在搬來的八月期間偶遇幾面的男孩竟是她同班同學,兩人甚至是隔壁鄰居。42Please respect copyright.PENANAe4sswA5Lrk
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男孩的訝異大概也不亞於自己吧,猶記兩人皆是無措貌,支支吾吾半天還到不出完整句子,所幸經過上午四節課的相處下來,她與他算是熟絡了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaHp8HmZtdn
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男孩的名字是高石 岳,有著一頭柔順似作工細膩的絲綢般的淺黃調子的髮,滑柔的觸感令她忍不住仗著個子比他高上一點,欺他似的蹂躪。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdzfl7KkheH
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那時,他們都還只是八歲的孩子哪,情竇未初開的天真孩子,只知道彼此都是最重要的人,不能不見的。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1c3KPDqNK3
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就跟哥哥一樣重要。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEhUgPWX1Nj
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當時她尚幼,還不清楚,親人間的情感並不同於兩人間的情愫,再怎樣重要也會在程度上表露些許差異。42Please respect copyright.PENANADcksi54TPK
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她只深切曉得,岳和哥哥都占有她生命不可或缺的位置,要是少了其中一人,內心會空空蕩蕩的,很難受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjYRS3llLqF
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岳笑起來有兩個淺淺的梨窩,她很喜歡凝視他眉笑的顏容,宛如春光,溫溫暖暖的,令人浸眠,不想離開。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2h0FkRn2Fc
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他們也真沒離別,他們一家四口不再四處遷徙。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcQwUyqLN1b
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亦許是父母打算久居了,也或許是不忍母親再淚灑別離久違的故土──父親是那樣以行動表達愛情的,因此,他們漂泊了好些年歲,終於駐足在光丘,自彼而今。42Please respect copyright.PENANARcX1ZzycoR
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把岳正式介紹給哥哥認識,已經是十月初旬,校園如火如荼的舉辦了社團博覽會的時候了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAhff6D9zBc
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之前哥哥亦和岳打過照面,是在屋頂上吃飯的時候。後來曾竊聞哥哥喃喃自語,什麼不可能的……他們還小……不會有那種情愫的……,她有些疑惑,什麼東西不可能?42Please respect copyright.PENANAylvlY1R1Rn
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很後來的她,不經意憶起這段往事時,纔詫異的警覺,哥哥敏銳的第六感早已察覺到他們後來蔓延的情愫了,儘管,哥哥未能感覺到他們的結局竟是那樣不堪。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIgs2PONzpB
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>她和他,都談著苦澀的愛情,卻彷如啜飲瓊漿玉露,甘之如飴。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3JuBAmFwNK
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忽地掀眼,不知何時,暖氣已被扭開,身上的被毯亦多了一張。她揉揉澀痛的眼皮,慣性瞄向壁鐘,感知上她似乎睡了良久,果不其然,短針恰巧停駐於四的方位,長針九十度的指向十二的位置。42Please respect copyright.PENANALKYVhmINEL
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廚房傳來陣陣香味,她驀地豎緊神經,家裡有人,會是誰?父母嗎?不,不會的,他們昨天早上一臉欣悅的提著旅行箱出門了,昨日回來見到人去樓空的漆黑屋子差點沒愣獃,幸好哥哥在她呆立在家門口不過數分後便返家了,要不她很可能會一路發呆,直到雪將她淹沒。42Please respect copyright.PENANApo2At6SxVv
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他說他們去台灣旅遊了,母親很喜歡冬至,尤其是台灣的冬至湯圓。她方暸悟地大夢初醒,怎會忘了,往年父母總會丟下她和哥哥兩人,到台灣旅行一段日子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPHgRJ02SEp
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難道會是哥哥在家嗎?不,這也不可能,哥哥今早趁她盥洗的時候淡言,年末快到了,公司要結算今年營運的成果,報表近日就要做出來了,他可能會八點過後才歸返,她可以清晰分辨出哥哥輕描淡言的口吻夾藏著很深的歉意,42Please respect copyright.PENANAhS0XmJS5g2
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確實是,哥哥于發生那件事情以後,便把她保護的無微不至,但大學畢業後,雖是順利找著工作,卻再也不能終年無休的陪伴她。42Please respect copyright.PENANANk63NHTlDV
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她是不怎在意的啦,不過哥哥似乎很介懷,讓她有點無奈卻有趣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMlCpyzGOny
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既然不是父母也不是哥哥,那麼,到底是誰在她家廚房?42Please respect copyright.PENANAE0yyOWfGxR
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家裡鋪滿了地毯,吸音設備完善,加上赤足抓地,因此她拉著被毯躡手躡腳地朝廚房行進。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUJeDL1SyGy
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水槽的呼嚕聲嘎然寂止,她有些奇怪,旋即,一層陰影罩了下來,她茫然地抬眸往前睇去,卻懾住了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7is9viHSp
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青年笑顏一如往昔,冬日晴空萬里般的瞳眸,深深地凝視她,閃著寵溺的光采,他伸出手來,輕慢地彷彿觸碰著珍惜的人,撥攏她有些亂序的長髮。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkfNh2LekXE
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「光,妳……想去哪呢?」香醇濃郁地嗓音,宛如一把僅僅聞了便微醺的陳年佳釀開封時的酒香。42Please respect copyright.PENANAi3eVxXy2Zw
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津液熱辣的流淌過喉嚨,無法言語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcBCQQKvMQv
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她緊緊望著,她念著多年的人,霧氣讓她視野昏茫,連那人的音容一併模糊了。42Please respect copyright.PENANARObgfdyjDh
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「別哭,光。」他溫柔地拭去她淚,隨後,兩臂緊緊攬抱她。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQw3XQ9taEb
在那寬闊的胸膛,她諦聽見他擂動的心鼓,跳著欣喜的頻率,一如她。42Please respect copyright.PENANAS4KtcvIOUZ
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>祇是,那麼多年了,過往早該塵埃風蝕了,怎料再見到,心悸依舊,甚至更添深邃。42Please respect copyright.PENANADAaiVMcPc2
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冬令應景的細雪,漸漸隨風舞波,越晚越加狂揚的飄颯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1CZfN8Z0l
他腦袋幾乎空白了一瞬。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQsc4YmErbT
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光泣喘的哭嗓,冰花撲了身還滿,欲行前為她輕撥卸落積的雪片,光卻推開了他,微弱但堅定的隔閡了彼此。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaLiBVmfnjY
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是啊……他們能去哪呢?好久以前,他們就什麼也不是了,頂多,是生命白駒過隙的一抹朝陽罷了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVMlbiQPdy6
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他愕然的目送光舉步維艱地踏著雪道,纖弱的身子在風雪侵漫的呼哮下慢慢失卻色彩,直到遠望不辨而黯然。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQG7I061q
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有這種回應態度,他不感意外,畢竟光是那種固執個性的人,說過的話絕對不收回,就算再怎麼後悔也不會留戀半分,明明是了解的,卻可笑的以為會有所不同。42Please respect copyright.PENANABkQmldCcUP
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他一直以為他是不同的,至少,在她的生命是如此。42Please respect copyright.PENANAu1WJJah1en
風雪越見越大了,他緩緩移動步履,反方向的返家。42Please respect copyright.PENANAswtBppYJyO
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凌晨接到太一哥打來的電話時,他霎時困惑地呆滯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAG6j1VXeFF
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幸好當天很晚睡,要不連續奪命的鈴聲可能會驚擾到鄰居。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzs3P4a6wb4
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「……是岳嗎?」沉穩平淡的嗓子,彷彿四年前最後會晤時的熟稔,接起後須臾,對方才踟躕地問了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFeLjlWYYol
「太一哥?」眸閃了魂,一時間,他竟無法再言語什麼,時間會流逝人與人之間堆砌的情感,直到變成陌生為止。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6gIplELBCc
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發生了那件事情後,他們將近四年沒有聯絡,除了光的原因外,主要還是太一哥本身。42Please respect copyright.PENANAok7pm7JFcK
由此,他不明白,在沉寂四年的現在,他為什麼選擇在夜半打來。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1tOGiazNB4
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「…你感到意外嗎?」話筒那端的人淡然道,聽來似乎連他本人亦感詫異的樣子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmISebNmJG9
「是的。」不假思索,在光的兄長面前,他從未掩飾自己真正想說的話。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJYK55bO1yd
有好長一段時間沉默凝滯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0LATdtv3mx
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該不會就著話筒就酣睡了吧?一個可笑的想法浮現,他掩去嘴角的笑花,怎麼可能呢,想太多了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKt5mgNon7J
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「你以為我睡著了吧,岳。」像反應他思緒的語句,伴著低沉的嗓音字話筒那傳來,他驚的差點無法呼吸。42Please respect copyright.PENANARZfDHOqcds
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他怎麼忘了?縱使有四年不相往來,太一哥的直覺依然準確到一種令人膽顫的地步,在親人方面尤甚。42Please respect copyright.PENANA489FqiuXSt
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「好啦,不談這。我打給你,是有件事情想拜託你。」隱著淺笑的嗓子,很像惡作劇得逞的頑童。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAGIzzO3sMU
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什麼事?尚未來得及回話,聽筒又傳來後續。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9PWQRz7gAo
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「明天我可能會晚到家,但是我不放心讓光一人獨自呆在家中,你可以過去陪她嗎?我總覺得,如果放著她不管,她會懶的連飯的不想吃,她嗜睡的很。」最末那句,使他腦海陡地閃過一幕過往,那時因為氣溫驟降的關係,光縮在像似有暖爐設備的抱枕,整個人偎在他身側,太一哥還戲謔地拿他們笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7cDGuDlSz
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『哎呀,光真幸福,有個超大玩偶可以偎呢。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAz0njzFxlK6
他面立時刷赤,困窘的話也道不完整。42Please respect copyright.PENANACVPwW3RQrg
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那是他和光甫從國中升光丘大學的附屬高中,太一哥剛升上大一,他們三人在屋頂上吃午餐的往事了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqMAaYAMjNb
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七年過去了,歷歷如昨,清晰的不容抹滅。42Please respect copyright.PENANAnZDnV7jUso
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「岳,我的事情連累了你們。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA1h3u3hNNwe
「沒有連累我們,祇是,我和光真的需要時間來焠鍊。」他的事情不過是個契機罷了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAv05l6V6hWK
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「那明天我將鑰匙投入你家的郵筒,你可以睡飽再來。」通話結束,對方幹脆地掛斷。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXscRjlSyqF
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他望著手持的弧形體,半晌,才掛回。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOlsiLjJUb7
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該是重逢了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqE7vNtgfCb
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那是太一哥打這通電話唯一想傳達的訊息,沒有明說,他卻察覺出了。42Please respect copyright.PENANApGyoTliN2m
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>她有一個願望,一個很小的願望。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtK1pDISZyy
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「我要出國了,光。」他寵溺地拭去她唇畔的菜屑,聽的人先時一臉茫然貌,隨後慌亂的呼吸起伏。42Please respect copyright.PENANAitrFnWeUKR
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要出國了?去哪裡?要去多久?那麼,她還要思念多久?才分離四年,卻恍如隔世那般遙遠不可及,她一直以為自己不會心痗的,然而分別的時日,常常讓她午夜夢迴驚醒,發見淚浸溼床褥。42Please respect copyright.PENANAnMHPi48cuC
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她後悔了,後悔了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYVJo2xfBfn
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「妳近日總是常哭呢。」岳低歎的拿出巾帕,細細擦拭掉她氾濫的淚。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqc4Nl5S5WJ
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還是在意他的吧?如同他一般。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUUo2PxY7BQ
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光悶悶的猛掃飯桌上的菜,不想多說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAf3tPGI9uJt
見她似乎被道破心事而不悅的態度,逗笑了他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAX1Z4bUcQhr
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「我昨天找妳,就是要跟妳說這件事情。」哪知她一見他眼淚卻潸潸直落,那時他沒有機會說,也根本沒有機會給他說。42Please respect copyright.PENANATXCyoABlrz
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「……要去哪?」容颜未霽,她盯著碗內,嗓子聞來壓抑。那問句明來是問他,暗裡卻是問著自己。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9qRh8faG7C
她在盼望著些什麼?他們連朋友也稱不上了,她還盼望著他們都沒變嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAtLMKBuPov4
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光黯淡地置下碗筷,垂容地失魄。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2F8BXQgx8d
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她不會說什麼留下來的話,是她先放棄的,因此,她不回頭,怕一旦回過頭,眼見事情跟內心想望的有了差距,她會泣不成聲的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAofUjpsAWL7
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假如結局仍是分別,那麼,就別回首,別回首吧。42Please respect copyright.PENANAz0x8aMbCjc
過往燦亮,宛如夏季日照烘托的煦暖洋溢,總讓她獨自回憶時,忍不住綻開一抹漣漪,陣陣蕩漾。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfboNKxh24G
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那麼美好的往昔,就讓她獨存內心吧,就讓她貪婪地汲取往日一切,苦吞憾恨吧。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgLJTpUKCS4
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「想什麼呢?光。妳又哭了。」岳溫柔地注視她,想事情入神飄魂的光赫然驚愕,岳不覺已將額抵住她額,似乎是探她體溫的樣貌,近距離地目眙她。42Please respect copyright.PENANASNL6Ulloq4
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容颜日霽,霎時竟使她暈眩了,頰面抹上兩酡紅雲。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfqaqEXdthv
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驚察自己這樣似乎不太好,光慌亂的推開他,用袖口抹滅淚痕。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvqcn9wgBYn
真是的,自己真如他所言,常哭的亂七八糟。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAlm9Bl47k0
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岳笑了下,某種思緒流轉眸中,當他見光這些舉措後。42Please respect copyright.PENANADM0eG4Mzx2
太一哥心思敏銳的很,可他卻迷失了。42Please respect copyright.PENANACHLmfrIATM
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縱然他傾盡全心,無微不至的呵護著他們的情感,對他自己和空姐之間連外人都覺得詭譎的情愫,卻渾然不覺,或者,該說是抗拒?42Please respect copyright.PENANAae5TQsp3oT
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「去英國半年而已。妳記得我的系吧,大四下需和姐妹校交換學生半年。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA2iqlPJt5RQ
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「為什麼要跟我說?」他們已經不是朋友了,不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANARv2pRfq05Y
險些失笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANARzr8qAPjSx
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「光,我可從未說分手哪。」當年她一拋話人就閃的遠遠的,哪輪得到他話說?42Please respect copyright.PENANAKpi8ShJoVt
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轟的一聲,光覺得茫然,她說他從未分手,那這些年來他們幾乎避不見面為何?那她這些年為他所流的那些淚又是為什麼傷心?42Please respect copyright.PENANAmMBoANCeHd
貌似看出她的煩憂,岳輕聲道:42Please respect copyright.PENANACW18r2NnnP
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「光,那是妳所願的。」而他從來不會違背她的願。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfmPaVLNDN2
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是被他的話撼動了嗎?那麼赤裸裸的話,如果心思敏銳的人聽見,會明白那話幾乎是種變相的話語。光僅睜著美眸,他無法從她近乎呆滯的瞳孔探索到更多訊息,祇能臆測,亦許還能有攜手未來的可能。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeWLS8BqNS0
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他是那麼那麼喜歡她,從那年夏季偶遇起始,就決定了,乍看短卻漫長的一生不能沒有她陪伴。42Please respect copyright.PENANAE8MF5ojaJ0
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客廳的壁鐘很不適時的噹了噹。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOwNTorPqDc
七點了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHdCm1d3oxR
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他忽然站起,光一愣一愣的不知所謂。42Please respect copyright.PENANACaxFDv1noI
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望著他收拾東西,光才吶吶的說:42Please respect copyright.PENANAG5WjqDuGum
「你要走了?」她跟著離開餐桌,直至目送他到玄關。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxahBnSZQ7R
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「嗯,我明天下午要搭飛機去歐洲了。幸好,太一哥致電給我,要我前來照顧妳一天,我才能趕得及告訴你。」戶外的雪聲寂靜,沒有月光的夜晚,雪看來灰澀的陰暗,屋內亮白的光,整片壓在剔透的雪地。42Please respect copyright.PENANAf7rzA1iF7B
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聞言,光愣獃。42Please respect copyright.PENANAd8rtqFW5pu
哥哥?她驀然心窒,哥哥怎麼會……?42Please respect copyright.PENANAzDapzfcq28
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掌心撫了她髮,岳那雙總是柔煦的眼目眙她,望著她羞赧的垂瞼,在心繫的人面前,她總學不會從容。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5RaYT7iBYZ
下一瞬,他攬抱她,緊緊的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVNLLA3RVQ3
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「別擔心,我有預感,明年就會好了。還有,妳又哭了,光今天的淚腺真發達哪,像個愛哭鬼。」岳有些笑顏了的抹掉聚積在她眼角的鹽水,懷裡的人倔強的狠瞪他,控訴他也不知是誰害的。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9V3AABRh5w
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「你到那邊要打電話給我……要不,書信也好。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAavASnDHc2D
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「是,別哭了,等會太一哥要是回來見妳眼紅腫,頭個先打來罵再說。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAOuNBdMdkuH
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「哥纔不會呢……」她甜甜的展笑,儘管擒著淚,但心已不那麼疼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxuLj5WP5oa
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等待從來不是她擅長的項目,但她會等待,那個漸漸明晰的的未來。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzg6znYD4PG
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隔年夏末,他回來了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXxyWgJKs5O
哥哥也有了結局,在一場激烈的爭吵後。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPzWThUeizL
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但也都結束了,那曾經遙遠的距離。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6BCM3feW81
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>她的願望很小,只是希望,能夠在喜歡的人身邊長相廝守,不離不棄。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPU782ozjPM
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冬季賀文原本應該是冬至賀文的,因為昨天似乎是冬至的樣子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbl7s5NepHw
可是好像在冬至當天趕不出來的樣子,所以這算是歲末的最後文章了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAjubzjLaGr
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時間設定在太一與空重逢前一年的冬至,光與岳的故事。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXcCvkl8Bu7
原本想扯些分離的原因,不過字數連爆,中篇砍了些放下篇去了,所以決定不要亂扯,繼續拉普拉普好了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfdxreouJW3
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好吧,其實可以改口叫他聖誕賀文。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQqoGgxoPHT
有不小心寫到關於太一的故事,不過,那個要留到本篇再敘語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvTGtM97Bj2
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我當初只是想寫一篇短篇,不知怎地跑出很多字來,其實還想結婚後的結尾,不過字數又爆掉,決定不寫。42Please respect copyright.PENANARGnpSPaBXC
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所以說,是光單方面的以為兩人分手,就這麼簡單。42Please respect copyright.PENANALaOE4lNUxN
岳則是順著她。42Please respect copyright.PENANALGq2ZsNjvl
更簡單來說,不像是分手....42Please respect copyright.PENANA0dNnjsk7TX
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有想讓一些人出現,不過到最後還是是兩人世界...42Please respect copyright.PENANA4mM9YRahEr
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岳早走原因不只要搭飛機整理東西的緣故,還有太一的緣故。42Please respect copyright.PENANApn558FtohD
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被砍掉之情節奉上ˇ42Please respect copyright.PENANAy85hDsnk03
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>一直以為岳和他有幾分神似是因為自己太過敏感了,可是造化總愛捉弄人,上了高中,她才知道會神似不是沒有原因,那根本就是親人的血緣哪。42Please respect copyright.PENANAypvN9qk2Pk
>祇是,怎樣想都無能通透,明明這裡距他家那樣遠,為何千里迢迢的來報考這所大學?42Please respect copyright.PENANAHwUb0oHWOM
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這就是被砍的橋段。42Please respect copyright.PENANASAHKivIH2a
有人可以猜出所以然嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAXRk0D8qtOq
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那麼,會心一笑吧ˇ42Please respect copyright.PENANA5KB6oG5JU3
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又是連續三天瘋狂寫文的經歷.... 42Please respect copyright.PENANAQXz8r1jpXz
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我實在很懷疑下可以讓我不要爆字數啊。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4BIqsdb1s5
嗯,還有走回第三人稱路線了,可是奇怪的很,打的時候腦中冒出的卻是第二人稱?ns3.145.57.4da2