一瞬刻入意識的是風裡奔騰嬉戲地光點閃爍及混雜風聲遞入鼓膜清脆似銀鈴的歡鬧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17VUmBrAgP
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佇立山丘之上，舉目盡見披覆北美草原的柔和日光，遠方吹來的暖風橫掠過上空，旋起乾枯草屑。遠遠目眙著幼時的自己抱著兔子，搖搖擺擺地在空曠的草原上探索著，而遠方窺伺著他的身影也一併映入眸中。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUyY2GzV9N
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他曉得身處夢中。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyArbFUFgG
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但望著那樣令人莞爾的過往，湧上心緒的情感竟是獰絞多過安祥，甚至激情的無法平復。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5GwFCfYwk
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世界綻放相會瞬息55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63wUcik2hy
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他很少做夢。或許孩提時代有作過什麼夢吧，關於妖精、神話、鄉野奇譚。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81r5oXkMDr
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養育他的青年夜裡總會坐在床邊攤開載滿神話異譚的書，面目安祥地輕撫他額，聲低而沈靜地將那些充滿不可思議、與他所處世界迴異的透過他的語言進入到他夢裡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHRobKsxXq
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青年總像個孩子笑著說那些奇幻的生物是他在最孤單的時候陪伴他的朋友。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMXkPIGNlU
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可是從與青年相遇開始，他就一直無法跨足青年眼中的景色。就算在青年因事歸返母國後，自己於白天在這廣袤的玉米田上仰天凝視著蒼穹時，他也從未見到青年口中那些奇幻、在孤獨時會陪伴著的朋友。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtZ3W3Wsih
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而漫長等待湧上心緒的寂寞、痛苦、煎熬這類令他想哭的情感，卻常常在青年越過海那端來見他時消失的無影無蹤。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrePkzCpQu
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每次來探望他的當晚青年都會用著像朗誦詩歌般的調子輕輕地為他唸上一段幻想，而他每次他會依偎在青年身邊安心地在溫暖的被襖中小心翼翼的抱著他睡著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpIZnKHMDg
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然後那時的他就會做著一個充滿著禮讚樂音的夢。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28lkyFFI3f
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充滿陽光、氣候溫適，落入眸理的天空高又深，他站在山丘上享受著如天堂般美好的事物，而青年握著他掌心，臉上漾著月華似地容顏，有什麼充實了等待的缺憾，於是他露出了笑容。 55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxOKOCw6eW
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好喜歡、好喜歡、好喜歡英吉利。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRAhQZ2p8T
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幼小的他，是這麼喜歡著帶給予孤身一人的他溫暖的青年，喜歡到甚至疼痛亦甘之如飴。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC83vygo8V
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祇是那時他沒料到，有一天他竟會親手將這個夢打碎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nxtUYUysK
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他記得那一場大雨滂沱。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ4BLX6kO7
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也記得青年忽然之間瘦小的身軀顫抖、哽咽的說他都長這麼大了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3qZ4QvLa5
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更記得青年眼中那令人扎疼的淚水。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6Tplko9HQ
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恍如烙印在靈魂理的罪宗。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeELo2pdae
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清晰的，不容許他遺忘。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AInuWNzT9
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從那以後他再沒作過那一場晃如鏡花水月般的美夢。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoqJJPMFgN
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或者說，他再沒作過任何一場夢了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx5LtXB5QG
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「加拿大！」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfPkY4tGeU
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遠遠傳來記憶裡風蝕的嗓音。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9mtvCfIsb
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他神色默然瞥向聲音來源處，恰見青年捧著滿懷的資料氣喘吁吁地喚住他的兄弟。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO1ui7dzW3
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與他如出一轍的容貌性格卻差之千里的兄弟似乎由於突然被叫喚顯得有些慌張，但仍如個性一貫地溫和要幫青年分擔些重物，青年起先是驚訝而後露出了在他遙遠過去也曾經擁有過的表情。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8QmThJEvH
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那時他還沒遇見他已經被撫養的兄弟、自己孓然地佇立在草原上壓抑著幾近崩潰情緒時，青年闖入了那個灰澀世界，贈予他的是令他傾慕的華顏，如光照臨。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyOyAExwrZ
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昔日他以為這種如日似的笑顏只有自己擁有，然而如今現實卻赤裸裸地劃傷了他，提點著他青年不再是只屬於他的夢。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7yj1L5fZz
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似是沒留意到遠方立在窗側的他，英國偕著加拿大朝會議廳走了過去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKaQsFG5JX
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他愕然地望著他們漸行漸遠地身影，不是詫異青年忽視他存在，真正震驚他的卻是青年對著他兄弟綻開笑靨時那一瞬顯現在兄弟眸中的異樣，似曾相似到他抵擋不住逆流至腦海的陰鬱，身形落拓地倚著窗邊緩和那股衝擊。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc00l6HQECd
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不可能錯認。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn5rHO5sGS
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怎麼可能錯認。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGbJXRFyNf
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那種混雜著佔有慾的情愫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMkx1Q9R2R
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此刻他才知曉他的兄弟和他一樣，對青年有著無法跨越界線的情慾。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuwkqOTDHj
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可是青年卻用盡全部抗拒著，於是他選擇了離開青年，而他的兄弟選擇了家族情感並靜靜守望著青年。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUdh3fW6wZ
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沒有誰比誰幸福。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrg4yflHpI
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也沒有誰比誰不幸。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJBmUEE4kZ
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可終究有某些東西不會再回來。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZfidt8Yko
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彷彿那場如光照臨的夢境，不會再回到他身邊一樣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26ldrUzRLO
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遇見你之前，我什麼也沒有。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuteIN5A0F7
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我身上流淌的血源自於你。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UXfkOEbiw
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我的信仰來自於你。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99gniR3kNS
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我的一切都來自於你。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76urPT8IYT
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抽去這些後，我只有空殼。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp7OfSbxTf
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所以。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYRE2TR1So
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遇見你之後，我什麼也沒有。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUlp7x8qQT
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可是。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdesUbVx7S6
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我的世界卻因為你充滿了明媚的氣候。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkm3exzCUP
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打到後來才覺得其實這剛好是所謂單相思的對應版本-阿爾單相思版本，雖然文中沒有很確實表達。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXckdk6DPZ
原構思很單純，打出來大概只有一兩行（笑），如右：美國的世界在遇見英國後充滿了陽光普照的瞬間。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgI0VvEm6o
開頭是文章後面當晚阿爾回家後所作的夢境。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6sTDyvW47
所以他會曉得那是夢，因為他終於進入了亞瑟所處的世界，可是同時又觸摸不得。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokdExSmOEr
有點倒敘？不過很意識流就是了（笑）。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyZlyjjFtI
感覺美國不美國了（笑）。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkz2blg7LC
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