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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZWrJfqvYm
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXUT2XgQl1
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我怎麼能悔恨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r5zKpIplJ
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXMrLHRGCN
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrxMfVZ18K
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtSgvJOge0
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錯過與放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC7AFSd8AA
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREQ7UufgxF
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P25j8HBh8
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『If……』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Znlvx8D5r
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdx0lEn9Ix
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKgtXiwg8U
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3YlBnsgbc
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW4fK8s1yW
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjybNHxwRAd
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOzVsxUZ47
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『給十年後未來的你』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsPfnD34nU
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gtFX4xWjv
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMmaOKATZT
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQKeJbOp6I
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fDMV3U9BX
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3V8hB5wzB
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGjpZW9tfG
至今回想卻支離破碎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoujRSzD4CF
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwF3Kyry3E
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL6RaMuq45
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TS5OQIo5W
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早就該死亡了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVhO0ZvugR
早就該離開了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8qsjtcEEC
早就……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKI8fyYBp7
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR9upHVDKy
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjrFhCsSe1
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRafxEWZ3yv
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNgMYuKiCg
為什麼不能忍耐呢……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXY3OpsovF
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitb7O32SjO
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『不要哭。』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgh9FGrGcQ
最後，兄長只是這麼說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpTMJ0RZTE
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIj7yDEriv
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyYHPVyYrN
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzMk5mpIqJ
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到底過了多久呢？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtidBuUwKxp
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrwaJ7gFlt
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclqVXCkz7J
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBEFFy3F6Q
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpF4jjCQKp
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他拼命的挖土。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB3YLPcS19
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1A9XPKEaI
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTaNV4y5Lp
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzn4l7Srs2
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那是一面白紙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCPjXd2qqV
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpfGnaXWNZ
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvQBZFSwli
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0vVZD0Prm
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQo9gQxdVB
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu19rzCKlN
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看新聞有感。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDkJZyYMtS
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ584XPPkm7O
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「關於雪的聯想」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM0s4lhp88
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqtWPVMDXl
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQPkFtRDsf
乾澀的，卻熱和著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D4CB8dS3T
『你聽』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxEJOg1q1g
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVBMRMUmiA
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQLSP4R860
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmFXzszZgJ
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『踏雪無聲』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUUatgooaX
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乍然寂靜無聲。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTCIRVxedE
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdQZ0phdg8
他張大眼，張口不能言。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53RMgpq3iQ
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LRsO2YVJM
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruMlxhoN8j
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxunKgYRTlo
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PNujCHOv9
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『請幸福的……』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jo9GxyBAp
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv1aQ2EwjA
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXViiXtVnF
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9dHMfzbg5
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjGuyL5qjM
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH71laSLQcl
我無法相信話語的真實。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXSM9gpeOj
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我知道，你愛我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd3Ah0uomQ
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeonyGeuJG
我當然也從你口裡聽到。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3rvtv8VBz
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY8ViMjdRf
你總是會說：「我愛你。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaWabW7Qo2
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是的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lQWNyXArt
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi27E7R2tgu
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLW8VLeYVg
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNQN8RlvjA
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGOvMmcnQf
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『後日談』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5laOU5zrhv
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEmvG3O27O
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB2KgAgiJk
然後他又重複了一次。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqE5UBgmLS
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwxEYTBJE8
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EfMRHuz56
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL90a6hP4Z
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTbT1DLXMD
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「十年」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclDDsrCMXJ
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0dmHpWq3i
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMpxILbJ8i
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFk2Zew2G2
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7JAHvaCSo
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因為太感同身受了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wNQDwI1Oa
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdEAO0Cgii
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6ZwlLVaVi
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8FuKbrIgm
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWRlOhBtTK
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjkaVYqfmk
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo5SWUWsqm
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvtglz6wMb
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ9DffBbIQ
他始終是，一個人。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenbqGvxThG
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQJqxxsShC
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC9G4qQ2eP
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他決定要去旅行。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRyTj6RFc2
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAHfaczLDQ
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路德也許會生氣吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy2M1RtWo8
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa6UnZFSvO
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCZLZB0kXO
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp8W7MIop6
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyxMGvQ36k
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZemXHCTEo
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u86vt17IR
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQQDSrlkfO
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z9Np9XbNC
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7k48dihdO
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxKhQgGdig
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5oiHu6WDF
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbs2EkwbHX
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV4PVfHL9e
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjT0Snrvnv
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgmvj4C0tb
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他收起相片，忖思。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vzJ44lKPY
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRrIBhlkEq
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUoDFFqeYh
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2jAXZmWof
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