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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOFGIrAKgd
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsI7oeIOZO
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44tLPA6ALJ
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFjKByRlq8
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ6zU2oXVY
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QPp0h3p9s
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7we0WdKff
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ92QgLeuO
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1hxfbnTUm
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至今回想卻支離破碎。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hfYcdTbmp
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3k8VtS2sk
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd3oa1M8V6
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早就……31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUpnx55S20
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduNPAp0swB
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuQbynWqkR
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiAjePBYLe
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『不要哭。』31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3a0HwS9v9
最後，兄長只是這麼說。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gj4oAtcdd
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIlG7iPeLV
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFP8QxGiMF
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCyjwzdDCy
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到底過了多久呢？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBNlqRKyZ2
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aQEHWQtIH
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaLYlb9p3g
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eeR1PN6NF
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxXmXK6aIe
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他拼命的挖土。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIvBQbsPXL
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZDm4o6Mp6
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPPALxWQ6c
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxPbJ8J9Wk
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRKceFOHYy
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehYidBlKMB
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsVQURFhWP
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35KCdP8OzW
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看新聞有感。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOgNCrbPQV
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1HTvIBSoQ
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4oLSze8Yt
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfqvJu9Xug
乾澀的，卻熱和著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvx0xOnopa
『你聽』31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK8aJcOlA7
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB83I3PNrU
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JkZhVCTUn
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乍然寂靜無聲。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYdLegSoaZ
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqlwNJuMsh
他張大眼，張口不能言。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf0ChTnj1d
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZF52j9Jkq
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0rhBBmjgv
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLY8NhJIwz
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwsfQ0CaSM
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『請幸福的……』31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5CS4V8VNw
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6w6YDJII5
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRTjks9dCy
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo4aK48BhN
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l7hzGiuRx
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGS94zsBsv
我無法相信話語的真實。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczMYdIo74a
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我知道，你愛我。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qFcvMdy6R
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGociXG7Vsh
我當然也從你口裡聽到。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0uhhCi8GJ
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONKpkQwsFD
你總是會說：「我愛你。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf3XOMfPaN
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是的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRWoFRuJv3
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqzYhSfFPV
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSA9Q4TgBu
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonTPP7FhMk
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTcF4DzL9f
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycckRWVzHI
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MG0AOVk73
然後他又重複了一次。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7BG5k6r1Q
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3R1WZsECB
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jDoMMCQWJ
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWakEFSkZV
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskZBmw6rp2
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「十年」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl3MAvils8
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGomogGB5NH
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI3vhhtix0
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpadJTuuFV
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtyrWFBM09
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因為太感同身受了。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH6r7Admrf
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k7rFnWk1K
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt22VSM1LN2
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5TPHKmxLe
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXkXUmxJca
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lYtgc2AYY
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SXNqkmk4S
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtAsEL8fHg
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bCPVmAuP5
他始終是，一個人。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII1aCz3yLE
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8CdDskZFm
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgTvUHTouY
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他決定要去旅行。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVWRmsNaEm
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6sippHnhq
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路德也許會生氣吧。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxa3NgKqlG
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao1AM4Fes0
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw1HWcuHOV
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6HuuUzvE3
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XS1uEzGm3
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPCMqWPToe
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDjQB2JOg6
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VRFuXklCU
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE3ySewwXA
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5uiNKF8cK
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEPUv3sJ4g
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKNym9Ahn7
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wZ5sb4RAe
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsMzYtXGBr
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo5gRtCAj4
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXvWPK029s
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他收起相片，忖思。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4v69lWolP
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgT4Ixue02
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1UYpSOvek
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ7Qqq85u8
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