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『世界上最遙遠的距離』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CYF5c2y3d
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdHmMTZu88
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Grp3fHcpC
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9p1FFpe3r
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錯過與放棄。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCWYIBHeQH
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1sVO9ccnI
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『If……』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwEU9w2zvU
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXRu3W930b
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMALfo49Fw
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFEN1PpLZk
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrwaqS3xCF
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nXXjwwVv3
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvIhu8CAjF
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『給十年後未來的你』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWRaF8hDiy
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0FOpg7MlJ
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaWKGhu7hN
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM1V3L2D5y
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq9ZtdyYMT
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80F0Wy75LF
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbIyPSzZ9T
至今回想卻支離破碎。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk17rJuGUm
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ4kk7S6Ek
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1mCfnQ4oc
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1VotezPBt
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早就該死亡了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORyJGbmgab
早就該離開了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPAKaiT06B
早就……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lSxRyJaAK
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJmHCf0doV
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLCQsYjwL8
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolkeSbNqiq
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF7cDaqfdP
為什麼不能忍耐呢……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIfrIkFddX
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUBZ28C3Ez
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『不要哭。』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABMICrN5Cp
最後，兄長只是這麼說。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW2dKXGquz
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBEHojbgtX
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdzHwJAQka
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5z21VRil9
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到底過了多久呢？32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMbFlYKGDS
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1c9uvKgbd
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchZ7W2YKDK
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dDAk57jNF
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51CwLxbF9x
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他拼命的挖土。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRMJu7DjtO
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl73ncL3op
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfAdzegUSP
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzXEGvT8cN
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那是一面白紙。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2ne2BLTKk
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Iqgd5OJSa
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr4ttXENQv
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YHsPX1H8N
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfLo76V7zB
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFK8lQxwpc
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看新聞有感。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7Fg8Ixu5o
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtamTBBSXd
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「關於雪的聯想」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHERziWKST
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQjFdNoijH
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8x7cjDReI
乾澀的，卻熱和著。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPXDPnGuZW
『你聽』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2acvmWwXs
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauMnjJftZ8
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmiYWTjI2L
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEgLEPnDlu
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『踏雪無聲』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtco67mcf2
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乍然寂靜無聲。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4eq62tQrX
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDhtoRvKhS
他張大眼，張口不能言。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Vet4Qs0I
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oTl5x5iPi
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK74osL0oN
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhanJLcHhBD
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKERHCdKc9
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『請幸福的……』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MESROFbnm
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMbFwMAMFj
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIFSWGIelf
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBSyWqinKT
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDgfqKoX0C
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNn32gHSol
我無法相信話語的真實。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6Q93OhrlV
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我知道，你愛我。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqYOyXvRoa
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8ClyZLY3k
我當然也從你口裡聽到。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmxOrs9RLZ
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVLm94HNzd
你總是會說：「我愛你。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg8APAFa0c
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是的。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcsketWAt6
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Varb8ESh
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Idq8kX2z
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDTlIT0ZlO
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbIA3NVKSF
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『後日談』32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wk338vYwM
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiJwrz3f3c
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp0nurWrhh
然後他又重複了一次。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElR80xMJV2
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9RSwutLjk
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgkY1itPYa
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5ayQMSDfl
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3eVPZQ2Xy
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「十年」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjssgnkgRmK
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IU9ouCu8f
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNT58uYWcN
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2uClZsIGB
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EitlzLldV
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因為太感同身受了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusBdp3ttdo
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WssGMBvZb
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6nQKsaRp5
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJa9FKfuM5
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAF8g8x0LB
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7y25IBwCu
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0DX64SCHT
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlveZ0uOp5c
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7WWxQ7ipv
他始終是，一個人。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQEqafKsnl
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgugQg1BxR
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qBEE18gM3
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他決定要去旅行。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoRveJMv1g
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyLJXtESq7
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路德也許會生氣吧。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNcv0OyQ3r
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtrTpzS6a0
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOyFikrAa5
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqd0ygXAlE
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t1TYb5sbL
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWgpmZgRm
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sphu0etBl
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1gG9w5zgW
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCn8C70XK4
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhuVGbLghW
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFHgmW3fZz
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivzPcZDBvc
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDTNDbV354
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7zLvrs6K7
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mU1aKg4bv
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLYSp58a6u
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他收起相片，忖思。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejsIlnX0rz
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nCjS6WKS7
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdJbLY4pqq
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndfefaYkah
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