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『世界上最遙遠的距離』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzE1KILXZv
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA8rjGH0PG
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1QhnxDLtS
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsZRqGTRK5
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我怎麼能悔恨。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S3yRH8rTT
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtDinly1lp
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDuPD4Zy5x
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「這樣的我令人厭惡。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPay4Tq0BEP
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錯過與放棄。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuCusPIVw
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDyVC9LJsF
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OL8MU2u90
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『If……』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsEIjBhvEL
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYA1pGrrkI
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gyGV7e1iI
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3KUXs4Cgu
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmpXxu7oVM
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYLxdJNhXp
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnpMJKQHwq
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『給十年後未來的你』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb9ktxq1nl
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZj0TysHQM
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyTxqL21px
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N6P0X7Edk
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwpqGetlfz
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxsFDGDRJZ
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAluVuRcIK
至今回想卻支離破碎。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYs6sxTtwB
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zL6VA6L4m
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdNQiENmiB
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90RAWtyMbZ
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早就該死亡了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqDzUnFkIe
早就該離開了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0RKVTKlt0
早就……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgc9UYysE0
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIox69AjLm
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmCqJGCkrb
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PA1jjVisA
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN4y4c0Fdp
為什麼不能忍耐呢……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNTFR8JLIU
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXLnjZXKol
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『不要哭。』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC4XU8Cike
最後，兄長只是這麼說。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumN5yOkrRY
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMOY9xs52C
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSPsoXODV8
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgRQ1bOh3Y
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到底過了多久呢？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqpQ3MtCYp
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcopv3GSrzu
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c3fIRX7hJ
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirKoes48yx
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjkdt5R5Hj
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他拼命的挖土。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PgHtiWcgn
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaJowTiwiF
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xbK9ETpIG
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLJOilmNyR
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那是一面白紙。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyavjhkvxKR
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh0JijAfVF
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeXQ3p4Rnk
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYIm3P1pdY
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsacfrpv8UM
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8zvGAFxVR
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看新聞有感。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxueygwmPBK
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMrjOkMpMx
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「關於雪的聯想」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMWgpawaDn
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGmWFwzF7E
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCui7BHAFt
乾澀的，卻熱和著。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjtaALRy5o
『你聽』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW9O9SPoVJ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqT1roJ5aN
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPSwwLkGZZ
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc2O8zN276
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『踏雪無聲』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi5syPxyNw
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乍然寂靜無聲。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvg2Ao6Z93
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYthg3v5FC
他張大眼，張口不能言。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLpK4Sxvch
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU6d3KEYpZ
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZXRPGugqw
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgOmARJNrL
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyE3q6ZFyU
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『請幸福的……』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp4ZPDfT8Y
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedJ8xf9l9M
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oVJdf8vyc
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BssYUfear
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdZwqCw21k
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0dpzQ5rfN
我無法相信話語的真實。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpBMtks6VI
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我知道，你愛我。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDRL0NGuZQ
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkaBQCQbr8
我當然也從你口裡聽到。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5AWKpkQts
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyQ7KS6aCf
你總是會說：「我愛你。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11RpQ04SZW
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是的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgSmfMEDZK
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzHslPf22A
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUCnnyHbBn
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqD7jR5T1R
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xj2MB5Me5
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『後日談』64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblSC3XWhk3
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj36hmmilaq
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOFiAdqvYT
然後他又重複了一次。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyItEFcSc8
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBud1DI0TbB
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34bZalM059
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKi2pMzB7x
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9qSf5168T
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「十年」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQX862qI3k
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zml0RhrJv
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM9UDoQB1q
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJOurBpOQZ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l2Wlqv9n7
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因為太感同身受了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9nUeqxf40
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFqf57hUFZ
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Jg0IQgdt
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrAtmrsbCq
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaOyUBVRiG
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GDTKI7qTi
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCTSOF9iAm
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu98hrXq9Jo
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YvTKt31Ac
他始終是，一個人。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4EuP2YJM0
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSQQI3jMeu
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhZoUusSzA
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他決定要去旅行。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuZbcmps7y
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9sNVyaY7X
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路德也許會生氣吧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwPiGufWRA
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPNiVlZxtW
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhBOMFlYq3
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3UOvWBzYG
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2soOCWH4H9
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeS9UZAwiA
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj06dEiUej
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutVUQpWU9H
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4dPclXPc1
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWsX0jlnhU
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUHm6cYFRW
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V54wxDrk2
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A8NWN4BDY
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGjOzZYNuG
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6O22wL25i
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QIerBS5wU
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他收起相片，忖思。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9TSYLrBEi
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzqEc7AwR1
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBciSzXcuw
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6yIh546Ak
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