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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjkaDqZTrs
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyxjLKFvNQ
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMCexAj69t
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA4S2pOJXN
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SF7th5e7W
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMc2TDu78w
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC960nT06R
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEycMTZUSBW
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtoRn54KVE
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8LY86UT5o
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『給十年後未來的你』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3ATXtjcSV
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iLjKFfU9N
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6UWRIzRmI
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNMZPYK0TM
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedoXQk7dYr
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcnMzH5YtR
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCdmfWnXF5
至今回想卻支離破碎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6YNe97V2h
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz8zSLqApP
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhVcDp24YZ
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiZO7anjRR
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早就……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmp6V1QUHz
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEiOI1FvR4
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHvYrAf0KW
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8VUM8MsmS
為什麼不能忍耐呢……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoHF2DollR
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvFIcY3UiE
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『不要哭。』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA7UCb2seq
最後，兄長只是這麼說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdDLyE8lMf
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLNOCRpplL
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6gzosH4qv
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO3p157R0d
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到底過了多久呢？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWPS4B4gNI
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuBhgUNVDm
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHKMfPzog5
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu24K7cjXY
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0fCM32TSf
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他拼命的挖土。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3NW9maRbb
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsgFEC07N2
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hm98mElYw
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnshqy8BhA
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYbLkY4fTU
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5d2MdVLAF
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ7iSb6NPO
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSII9Ra4vl
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtin9KocX0
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看新聞有感。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7mYqvjf9A
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM4olCMSXF
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2I6bnfjyg
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAjMNcOkiV
乾澀的，卻熱和著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMRMUWvCt6
『你聽』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7HSmOknFA
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtClooWEknE
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatYODBL30R
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfHuEE8Hh0
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『踏雪無聲』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCYmHRCKV0
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乍然寂靜無聲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmIphzp9qp
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpabJMx8Bu
他張大眼，張口不能言。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M2erc2eCd
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmnyy3jhZI
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhGe8GPBGA
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9yQw5FKa5
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0vSTHFuYr
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『請幸福的……』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglCpGSSMH1
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5xKFFR8EH
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnYxB66Fz0
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea0DHSHyUM
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiItNL4PeAx
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sVL0HFfeo
我無法相信話語的真實。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVjjgIcvXH
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我知道，你愛我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYhS14FWPo
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSGMgCbIGv
我當然也從你口裡聽到。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6ZDGZEA9P
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGteBjTUPpw
你總是會說：「我愛你。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHB1ziCd5Y
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是的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbpZyrKQwo
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF7OmfZuhI
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmo90UNu6J
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMj0FcqC9J
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmvS7DkxV9
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5TK2EfVZA
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj2oXviIiP
然後他又重複了一次。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOWlmu3y1i
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ42IRB765
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKaSFg1SO3
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqesOrnmwMz
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeISNlyrG7d
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「十年」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7usrWla6Mz
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyk63KAwn5
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcu9c7bvb9
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1iIQmEvpv
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05h8vrDVMi
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因為太感同身受了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDilezUza9
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fuoZRK0SI
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQZjZKBCVM
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLwWBCmXUn
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosaZXEPhE3
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OZC76UP8j
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPrf4jYxh1
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbVHKx6w4h
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Ry6Jl4LI
他始終是，一個人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUvSyPCT9R
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeFsW4Il2x
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXG7EHGdPu
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他決定要去旅行。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fzrjNBOmw
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyGAmqjnGp
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路德也許會生氣吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlwQDpQltE
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqj1zTpCwO
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hz856EBg7
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M0k5lXrPh
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo38ipjaJ6
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDWazX2uwO
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBDp2ePb3S
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbpgshgEon
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43nVc3WFg6
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzVhO0qhjX
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7N63X6Dmk
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfG4LAaWof
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNS1YGxI9h
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5npXE5ADNi
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PxKJKxoUL
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6KDzva4vv
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他收起相片，忖思。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BxTk2vww6
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniKSKID2sQ
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst3roGZ6mG
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBy273CSPz
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