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「哈————」掩住口，打了一長聲的哈欠，路德維希揉揉酸澀的眼角，緊接著又一個呵欠。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRSws6bxQq
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情人節之後將近一週，從未有睡眠障礙的他深受失眠困擾，至於原因是什麼他再清楚不過——他懼怕見到基爾伯特，確切講的話，是指夢裡的基爾伯特。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQLbwCV3U5
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夢裡的基爾伯特和現實笑容溫和相反，總是板著一張臉，眼神溢滿灰暗思緒，渾身散發拒絕他人親近的氣場，好像僅僅稍微碰觸他就會被尖銳地割傷。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDfxcrkEQB
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那副模樣，不僅使人戰慄，亦令他備感熟悉。很奇異地，路德維希有種強烈的既視感，他以前曾見過相似的臉孔，可任他想破頭卻也想不起究竟是在哪見過那種排拒他人接近的場景。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoh8wmOfOy
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只是每天每夜一再重複的夢境，簡直要逼他就範的磨人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ivqw1OtCx
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路德維希不得不承認，他從未如此害怕因睡眠引起的虛幻場景，即使那個夢境並非是散佈未知生物、有巨人追趕或者上演猶如Ｂ級恐怖殺戮電影劇碼，平心而論，那個夢簡直是透明無比，情節、角色如何推演運作，他都一清二楚。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s3jvt3C7m
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正因如此，反使他益加緊繃不敢隨意放任自己陷入睡眠，就怕又夢見同樣的夢。所以就在睡眠驚醒睡眠反覆惡性循環之下，使得他神色一日比一日差。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyihZ1dQyS
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「路德，你還好吧？」早上九點過後，正結束往返兩趟回到總站休憩的同事見他呵欠連連不禁關心「這幾天你是不是睡不好？常見你精神不濟耶。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat876XVoYq
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「……有一點。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqNZ4HT7zI
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「有一點？」聽他這麼說，以為他是失眠，同事眉間皺起「要不你今天先別上工，去看個醫生拿藥回家吃休息會？」大概是路德維希對此沒什麼表示，他頓了頓「前幾天不是發生某一家客運的司機精神不佳導致交通事故的案件嗎？雖然沒導致人員死亡的憾事，可上頭命令要我們多注意些。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgmwoevFgu
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聽同事提起，路德維希想起似乎真有這麼一回事，辦公室的佈告欄上還貼有總公司傳來的單子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKRl6Qf0xL
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那起事故發生地點離他住所意外的近，甚至他可以算是半個目擊者，畢竟當天下班經過時便聽到警車、救護車的呼嘯，回家洗澡完看新聞才知道發生嚴重車禍，所幸大部分乘客連同司機在內大多是受傷，並無人死亡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y8tRDsCmU
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而警方調查肇事原因，發現是司機長時間工作勞累（後續報導似乎還有挖掘出其他）導致開車途中睡著打滑方向盤撞上人行道造成事故。那幾天輿論反響很大，兩造都有說法，有一派是主張客運公司不該強迫司機長時間開車，另一派則是抨擊假若精神疲勞就不該勉強上路，輿論到最後不知怎地甚至翻出司機的違規紀錄，一時間使各客運高層風聲鶴唳，禁止他們與記者們接觸，並發來注意事項的通傳。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOnUvujTc7
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「……沒事，只是做了噩夢。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw3goU782l
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「噩夢？」同事眼神疑惑地盯著他，路德維希面不改色道：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXGuVuom26
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「嗯，連續做了一個被巨人追逐的噩夢，所以這幾天才睡不好。」他半真半假陳述自己之所以精神勞累的原因。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q6C7Y6b0P
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以前曾經聽大學同學閒聊惡夢內容，內容正是關於被巨人追逐，那位同學誇張地用肢體語言表達他在夢裡死命奔跑，就在差點被吃了的瞬間驚醒，當然他這幾天的夢裡沒有巨人追逐他，有的只是總是在天空飛翔不肯降落的那人而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaupLnSO4Z
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「因為這樣不敢睡？」大概是沒想過他都這年紀，還會被惡夢嚇的不輕，同事聽了之後忍不住大笑「什麼啊？做噩夢？哈！路德，你不都三十幾歲了？怎麼和孩子一樣懼怕惡夢？哈哈！實在是太好笑了！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK9yCtYqIK
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「……可能最近事情增多比較勞心壓力至極，晚上就因此惡夢了吧……」忽略同事笑的東倒西歪的，他又道。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgm6geTnE5
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直到笑夠本，同事才一邊撫著肚子（瞪著同事的動作，連猜都免了，路德篤定肯定是笑疼了肚痛）一邊乾咳面向他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIwku1zqlC
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「不過」語氣停了下，同事正色「路德，為了行車安全，我想你今天還是別跑班，免得萬一發生什麼真的就無法收拾了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALawl7yLHm
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見他躊躇不語，同事又進一步提議。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKSCv2jZ1t
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「那麼這樣好了，我跟你調班？你今天下午只有來回兩趟對吧，我和你對調，你下午就回去好好休息，免得壓力過頭晚上又惡夢了。」原本用著嚴厲不容辯駁口吻要求他的同事，到後面大約是想起他惡夢結果睡不著的事情來，忍不住又噗哧地哄堂大笑，嗓音宏亮，甚至誇張到笑出淚來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nRteD9tWw
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……怎麼他周圍盡是脫離常規的人？路德維希臉黑半邊，但同事的提議似乎也不壞，顧慮到行車安全，他想今天就和同事調班，下午去書店放鬆心情，說不定晚上就不再惡夢纏身了……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTBOPgXUiS
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待同事又恢復正常情緒，路德維希便與他兩人調換班次，畢竟按照公司流程一一上告反而綁手綁腳，所以他們通常多半私下進行。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVej0B0eIR
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「好，那我明天那兩班就是你去跑。下午好好休息，晚上應該就沒事了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76btIhvIcV
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「嗯。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa45MbHmZ9K
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「不過，如果還是做了惡夢，路德，我建議你還是去看個心理醫生比較好，畢竟人的心理活動很難測的，就連佛洛伊德也無法確實分析人的精神層面啊。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1l16Zyef9
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「……我了解。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FCWYPq6yS
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路德維希說罷，抬頭望了時鐘，發現差不多到發車時間，便起身和同事別過，離開辦公室往自己的車走去了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmIWVBqMHY
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下午，先回家裏放東西後才出門的路德維希走入住家附近的書店，感應到接近，玻璃門自動往兩邊推開，而門口邊擺滿當月新書或者店長推薦暢銷書，其中有一落書特別多疊，甚至還被裝飾介紹，但路德維希僅僅一瞥便不再去留意。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe1uW22MeO
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一樓收銀台邊的店員見到是他便微笑招呼，他面無表情地點點頭，提步往二樓擺放各種音樂ＣＤ的專區。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gz1d1tXxv
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這家書店開了好幾年，由於距離家裏相當近，放假時或者下班經過他就會繞進來看看有沒有新書發售，或新的音樂試聽。雖然這幾年網路書店流行，甚至折扣也可能比實體店面多上許多，路德維希仍舊偏愛直接在書店購買，也許是買久就認識的緣故（只要確定在哪裡買東西，他就會固定在那裡消費），有時店員幫他結帳時就會多送些折扣或給他幾個活動剩下的贈禮。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f25jTd0Hh
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眼神在架上搜尋，記得之前他來買書時，店員知道他喜歡純音樂，便特別推薦一個團隊製作的自然音樂ＣＤ，可惜那時正好售鑿，不曉得這回有沒有……非常幸運的，架上還剩下最後一片，於是他伸手從架上取出那包膜的盒子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYNqcd5MyY
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之後他便走回一樓，不急著結帳的關係，他拐入擺滿各種觀光指南書籍的專區，聽同事說好像哪裡的客運公司搭配觀光客出設計了新款公車，要是下個月班表允許的話，他打算去那裡旅遊並體驗那新款公車。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6B8TVmLsG
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傍晚從書店回來後，簡單洗過身子，他從冰箱拿出牛奶和玉米片，將兩者倒入碗裡攪和，就這樣當晚餐吃一頓。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyksGx4QtYk
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情人節之後，基爾伯特再次不見蹤影，這回學乖的路德維希不再想什麼——說實在他也沒空理會，光是夢的內容就讓他勞心——想什麼也是多餘。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yHJDVqifx
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睡前他放了那片新買的音樂，鋼琴曲搭配著森林裡的溪流聲響，安安靜靜地讓他終於不再惡夢，一覺天明。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLMgyVlSC4
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又是過度章……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTbbgOV4iH
對於自己邏輯故事的能力感到厭惡……寫文章寫的痛苦……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJy239TIXV
中篇的部份還有段，那也是最初發想點。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0TXG1QpF7
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