I am dreading growing old.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3R2XT7XRl
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hO064Gym4
everyone asked for a young female.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfTELgZmuD
what happens when I grow old,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlknVe8g8n
what happens when my tits sag 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyaeYCUGqi
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1Hb96zx3G
will I no longer be wanted?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI47OpmhmAE
No longer desired or admired.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KcwwhMP7k
will I just be old?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNs3mMQQrW
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpuAPJP6el
Just239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66oJn6Uk8U
Old.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlevh42kaZc
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBoLspT7SL
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2puiPm0Iu
I'll have to be good at something,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGYcqgr5Jf
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3OhixnUgg
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjepwEDVhRm
I'll have to be somebody239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgm8b3kuxd
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNYakFJDMQ
but I know I can't keep it.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOfcFKMwZo
Good things never last.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4BAZ3IH0o
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWmKL1lCaO
I don't know when youth became so important to me239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZcZ5B5ZTA
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUd1doymPW
and why so many people died over it239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XH5VDg5Ko
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwmyQO2AY6
I would.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv90yxYver
perhaps that makes me a bad human,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6dtrkXSjf
a bad feminist239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHpxUexMSi
bad person,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEfFP5KdB1
but all I know is it's the truth239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg5tgYo1Hg
and I would do it,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ6e6XQ98F
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2muRlyFJXG
I would give up so much to stay desirable.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcId6V6gxf
Because I've never been desired before239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR39c6aP98G
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtolThKUMi5
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrx4sDN2xs
and my skin sags from my bones239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t2wge6cJC
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCyuKXclDm
my neck doubling,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwzaAeZmQG
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZzZPzhiuL
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4zOCeCvJ7
some people think when you get older looks matter less239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdYp7r9oCR
But that's not true, nobody wants that239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7QC0MbOx3
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CtXUtXbdI
What will I be?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTkijYeTff
Chopped liver I suppose.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKs5YhsOTV
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g3fM6QJEK
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBQwARNlly
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ4EaJT0ZE
I'm young239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vP0QE7YcV
I have done nothing time is flying by239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdqkamSiO8
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuWaelP6L5
Keeps slipping from my fists.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX7OjAj3PU
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJe27taHGq
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiGlGJvT2s
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FmRWKz3Mf
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbrUCVWQqD
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy6kywH1wQ
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X9wbq8JKd
I feel it closing in on me239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiItN3g4fw
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRN6DDDYlU
looking in the mirror I see my painting.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXS7djlN4m
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp0JDZVCAV
I know they're going to be my demise.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUsjmkrHeC
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTfwoQS7iX
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYz2e9ubVv
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnAV8wcIqr
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPHrrw9ICy
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xIEvEcRsb
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R94Qhetb9
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY32xhnmiL
because I know myself if not anyone else239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpIOY2ZE0O
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVCpVJKbkR
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aX5pgXdeY
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80UedRqI0x
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvehWdZltG
everyone asked for a young female.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlNdxeIp1S
what happens when I grow old,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMhfyiEw2t
what happens when my tits sag 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kun2fSPYs
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvI0PSbdOZ
will I no longer be wanted?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaakCvKSWjC
No longer desired or admired.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWKLiibRx4
will I just be old?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENUCrU6BO1
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhyQRNyH2u
Just239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYP4JdJqhT
Old.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIxY9IVOJr
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGze59aRTn
I'll have to be good at something,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7W9bgtzFE
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lfVTLjnJb
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXTtO1h6wq
I'll have to be somebody239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9U3JCHkwp
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Kjq758rd
but I know I can't keep it.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydflPJS9w2
Good things never last.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMY5JryBTX
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1W2RGC7ly
I don't know when youth became so important to me239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrrIpWL5T8
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYOoptdWLt
and why so many people died over it239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVd2EktRwD
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoyCrtyAKe
I would.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ZTGPMCAU
perhaps that makes me a bad human,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBadCxte2Sr
a bad feminist239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYjpomU2JR
bad person,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt51yFeXib
but all I know is it's the truth239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc6ia4FnJS
and I would do it,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IsZ4sFai4
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxSNCdxDB6
I would give up so much to stay desirable.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oJcQyPawT
Because I've never been desired before239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmtuIkkXtI
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXdiZZ1HV
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tZMc6xsqK
and my skin sags from my bones239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJX4OTMaHu
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeFXqQjntC
my neck doubling,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEy4ubSqgM
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFxJ66LfnC
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqyTk4jNvS
some people think when you get older looks matter less239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw1m0fCChE
But that's not true, nobody wants that239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM5r3byTR9
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoZ41cqthN
What will I be?239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOdUOm29i1
Chopped liver I suppose.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQBdf8osNf
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAy8pLfCUB
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6h0jobkO6
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcegrQfMFY
I'm 20239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm2Cp4BjHV
I have done nothing time is flying by239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjeKB6rrP1
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHtGgYIA63
Keeps slipping from my fists.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKvk1y7Gut
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyQgFScR4h
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rbZiEbHwR
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYtvpSf6S2
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa4TCo7qDB
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6z93F0U52
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h8h07A5hw
I feel it closing in on me239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEasCJsem4E
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1deTJEV8vG
looking in the mirror I see my painting.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicObns3MvS
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoy1yO1HR4
I know they're going to be my demise.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUjYv49l0g
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO00kuPeMse
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5WdcRP2Ei
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPasM8mgWK
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5RBM54VKR
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNwGB4bQ3K
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS1GCNyDfT
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmMZt2UN9O
because I know myself if not anyone else239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeiuYx6hi7
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAcJDtlrG3
239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAF4PEaNo9
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
