I am dreading growing old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudD8AcR0jg
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5lzV0VRZi
everyone asked for a young female.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFlYxGfX2Q
what happens when I grow old,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LmrcOyUHb
what happens when my tits sag 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDBgtT4JL6
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOTFY3AiAH
will I no longer be wanted?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3hdugoElG
No longer desired or admired.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIICXOJdIL
will I just be old?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7LeMB3wlY
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldAWzzJuiK
Just293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfwBC6s3Dl
Old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpAzCBIk0g
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6qc1r9GaP
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0EETWPd7x
I'll have to be good at something,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxLFteXCrQ
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK8t99Mhp7
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj9EnhDCzB
I'll have to be somebody293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4jSBcx0N
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxOKa0vHK5
but I know I can't keep it.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAIFo98Ghp
Good things never last.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVlOLQ27kR
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1xSjaN00f
I don't know when youth became so important to me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywKk0unoap
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZHPOPKk0
and why so many people died over it293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4qSr2dZUE
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppYyExqNhr
I would.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cTY2cbWTb
perhaps that makes me a bad human,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0u1Eoe5Uj
a bad feminist293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOIFANy1eP
bad person,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7GFqq9Yki
but all I know is it's the truth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO2GhqwxSt
and I would do it,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68cPnXTApK
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNPMJhLiom
I would give up so much to stay desirable.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOUUxYROXj
Because I've never been desired before293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3yes6zzlE
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nHsuC1Jo6
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP3YCib8GX
and my skin sags from my bones293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyowmk5IP1
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SrOSke5Xh
my neck doubling,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiuPGsg7rF
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8hzLdcxfi
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7QLN1dGds
some people think when you get older looks matter less293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6gsp6ZJ1G
But that's not true, nobody wants that293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrmCqi0zUn
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5twFSOaPiM
What will I be?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptMGECOseS
Chopped liver I suppose.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ13gqCZQi9
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O9V6qw3VI
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CYDCeaqPm
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEnjIvKO1p
I'm young293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivAhrYAVXf
I have done nothing time is flying by293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2oIAxeEcJ
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fYdxieS43
Keeps slipping from my fists.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E7IpZOzN7
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu3yeL9hD8
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJs5gtd8EJ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHyd2XdTpf
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzCpqZAkUj
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIduwXr0bQm
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4mRxOFAex
I feel it closing in on me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoryBEkOiVf
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVJsxQ6I3q
looking in the mirror I see my painting.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0TQfo95v
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJ5in5nIe
I know they're going to be my demise.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR7JLaFQu3
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8EKGTgspk
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kG6RNcGeY
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoZKicVOfS
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMwx1p7REE
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAH9k8W8Zm
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpT84KvhaU
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKlGOmysSD
because I know myself if not anyone else293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYdHFhmQDB
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlZMxrr6Lo
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWgsJ2OnKc
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ponNdUKSB
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7bV5nwcvr
everyone asked for a young female.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdqiX0tXCf
what happens when I grow old,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91q9UlZ1MQ
what happens when my tits sag 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP7HrAoW7V
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43V27bgmDa
will I no longer be wanted?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDlUwhP3pI
No longer desired or admired.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp1DZRZqil
will I just be old?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0E9VUcNbm
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHOzhWSDSK
Just293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhreYKq5226
Old.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrME5hhixu
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kqKskPeWT
I'll have to be good at something,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJmRtiPBK0
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyMyYIlBUM
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpeqNiDhGt
I'll have to be somebody293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgso6k5VEpe
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2zxMCX76s
but I know I can't keep it.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25WU7I12jV
Good things never last.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcNft7fmOR
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzW3eBWaXN
I don't know when youth became so important to me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeRtRu1nC0
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMIZQJOrFf
and why so many people died over it293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl7Mw83Sx2
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5rker4mRD
I would.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm8i1YjofW
perhaps that makes me a bad human,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzw2mcEW7n
a bad feminist293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnzI3diQ2R
bad person,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27NCnTJBLr
but all I know is it's the truth293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zLWAR128X
and I would do it,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyihShWYLIS
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvzlUwX8XH
I would give up so much to stay desirable.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZFEWZ6vKg
Because I've never been desired before293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYgk32hXzN
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUuIECujrG
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sqz5jfNU7
and my skin sags from my bones293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQyenjJWtN
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLTOY5d9Io
my neck doubling,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU82cRUM9q
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR1qdXlKJg
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJrftf1HHM
some people think when you get older looks matter less293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa0PWlVeGV
But that's not true, nobody wants that293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAyIsD9p5r
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdGCHMWYZX
What will I be?293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY66l7wVzkm
Chopped liver I suppose.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgR5oeYfRa
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84pP6gcwgt
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKZBPpftqu
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfPorDIpQH
I'm 20293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5PM1ORDpp
I have done nothing time is flying by293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsGwCsQ8bD
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpxIkxKoXR
Keeps slipping from my fists.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVXiTnjwir
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6qgfQCYtv
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWNS0ih068
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGCNouI22u
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz9Res3lXw
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy7omTgIrj
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCE9FhjCVV
I feel it closing in on me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt70ckZ7GwG
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL7I8U8DaU
looking in the mirror I see my painting.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AYOmQEUqF
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWe7pfoXGQ
I know they're going to be my demise.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HtVOWd6jH
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Pc2VHtrW
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyURcDVPsk
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgIPc4TIcn
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpC5fOpH4O
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGAZcCkrbu
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3nfgjBMXX
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YkZAH8Y5c
because I know myself if not anyone else293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSToxqCiRd
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkSH8IfDuX
293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXFJJS5ybT
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
