I am dreading growing old.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMldqPERnW
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmrF8WmSlQ
everyone asked for a young female.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OL34kbbaA
what happens when I grow old,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYcfmed3ly
what happens when my tits sag 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQebyOYsga
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJN7nDYpdV
will I no longer be wanted?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrntQB8Lv4d
No longer desired or admired.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtINZ7nvhw
will I just be old?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7FiPSnNjH
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXIXysVHSJ
Just173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXLOSQEWlH
Old.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWzwkUACrR
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What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeWBNUstTG
I'll have to be good at something,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC3cmkv4kq
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewv0WnBhPo
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rLhZuhLRC
I'll have to be somebody173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlho9tqUtZ1
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8hh4RecPd
but I know I can't keep it.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFi5myEr9o
Good things never last.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpScpjtYXrB
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I don't know when youth became so important to me173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdPX4r1qHC
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZLb4Ms4yX
and why so many people died over it173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmeAyF46gL
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETnGtYTLjS
I would.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfzjFl3Cdn
perhaps that makes me a bad human,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mQi032opU
a bad feminist173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRNsshQLDm
bad person,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhskXuDt28
but all I know is it's the truth173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeyho72tbp
and I would do it,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o2Ze182Mr
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I would give up so much to stay desirable.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0rFuC49C
Because I've never been desired before173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPmZ7H9Heo
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViT1KqPcIq
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFMqdPPh1B
and my skin sags from my bones173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva6QVriZX0
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO2YJoXHFR
my neck doubling,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQsmwecmOY
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa3XI1g5pc
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKmkRnmnZ4
some people think when you get older looks matter less173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXzhcDVdEH
But that's not true, nobody wants that173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHwIi8ekBB
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqrY7FkKwC
What will I be?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWt6YHxMh0
Chopped liver I suppose.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrGtWsXjqT
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4HP9QEE82
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I'm so afraid I've wasted my life173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyAh1fRJy5
I'm young173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59EPrOiHzk
I have done nothing time is flying by173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGzpyaqD6E
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rm5UGmNH8
Keeps slipping from my fists.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w8TmJu58c
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UeEiOYPhx
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9I9hatJvB
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jW2m5BOcc
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLaFHJQQ3Q
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now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJjYWc0eQS
I feel it closing in on me173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXwm3c3vUd
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVz1cFjgVf
looking in the mirror I see my painting.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA7mluUVjO
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUrm5x0hsI
I know they're going to be my demise.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiprbMrAja
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QL18OOGo9
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WcUj5FUWk
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReBCZBAWVW
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D6IfI3nd7
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Rw5Wh8QK
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbSbSanPaP
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0cYirVStC
because I know myself if not anyone else173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms9VnVkebL
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4wohmBusL
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWV0UMTLSn
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Os1w1LEA
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKzNLBJStK
everyone asked for a young female.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVc5KlhkXS
what happens when I grow old,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb8OSBEWXQ
what happens when my tits sag 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JPpBHW15k
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Teja8Fi4j
will I no longer be wanted?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzjM0o8Boc
No longer desired or admired.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt0tOkq6YA
will I just be old?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYpYR0lscQ
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4VdJO18Qj
Just173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDaybchL0z
Old.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xJbhRlULn
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcLJg0WLX5
I'll have to be good at something,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfSE9asf1l
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT43P1pbtG
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdILAucRS8
I'll have to be somebody173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUusnZayDe
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyhhLAiKLG
but I know I can't keep it.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5klpSPwV0S
Good things never last.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRs2Zyz3C1
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisKEtmIFfq
I don't know when youth became so important to me173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW60S1jWsyX
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHzoYjMB5I
and why so many people died over it173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhlzRkAsvg
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadTZegu7Tr
I would.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LKe5EX9Dq
perhaps that makes me a bad human,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6EaRzdh5s
a bad feminist173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz86wXXWhA
bad person,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lyBQzsrmb
but all I know is it's the truth173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUR96koPci
and I would do it,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm8InIKu4q
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrKvwybl4B
I would give up so much to stay desirable.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER5qbzER02
Because I've never been desired before173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU3G19l0ku
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1RN9iGUOa
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECgpfNk3Yb
and my skin sags from my bones173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt3LIcdkTS
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT42tgVOOM
my neck doubling,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyJQARlj6g
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSFOxCIWUh
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkns9blYLs1
some people think when you get older looks matter less173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzbQF5dRUV
But that's not true, nobody wants that173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TclizLVR4
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHrgqDtOkX
What will I be?173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSYP2kvx6S
Chopped liver I suppose.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7gKlnuh6F
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CVC7NKsCg
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt1wEHIxKR
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaxv8mUozg
I'm 20173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxpKdTcphV
I have done nothing time is flying by173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMsPK5bUED
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY3Re9P49M
Keeps slipping from my fists.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SiMrJGUI4
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gbLQKW95F
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEAz9JvrC6
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gh1db85jF
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Uh0DKjrI
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pxQnKpsJE
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGedy6LIHP
I feel it closing in on me173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrszIyNMqhE
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9JBqw1tY8
looking in the mirror I see my painting.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lSpJD4dsC
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZrTqYkonM
I know they're going to be my demise.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibqSfmYMNp
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ujMHLGon
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZOtxOG6wT
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILUyvnx7Fs
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Seg049u4
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNkJFccAUA
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxAnnsQ8W2
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx2M42LocO
because I know myself if not anyone else173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4nX5tL8Hc
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhU2Uqb4ba
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl23ig19SaT
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
