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感覺……就像在勉強能呼吸的汪洋中慢性自殺一樣。暫時還能苟且住意識、可又於眼淚反重力飆升間恍惚，無法真正清醒、也不想完全沉睡。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBhMH9WiKZ
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「家庭」於我的人生中，概括而論大概便是只能如此抽象講述的存在。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaP8WFBAbg
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聽起來很……悲慘，但老實說走到目前為止最幸福時刻，卻是還在臺灣原生家庭的幾年光陰。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3XBWrgdKn
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或許因為網路上常提及的什麼創傷症候群吧，關於深愛自己的父母確切是何時離去、如何離去的……大腦記憶始終模糊不清。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDWLakhoxB
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只記得國中某天在一片雪白醒來；接著又於另一片蒼白中失去一切。兩具棺木焚毀的塵灰裡帶走的不只親人身軀，還有大人們口口聲聲說理應會永遠留存心中的童年回憶。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykS2yqhdLt
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「我全部忘記了。」穿著因半夜夢遊而沾染上泥濘乾涸的碎花洋裝，我端坐在兒童之家院長室的椅子上，只能恍惚說出這句話來應對所有問題。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSkDiN6lX4
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手裡握著的僅有一個名字，看不見也握不著，待在全然陌生的環境、操控全然陌生的自己，像毫無知覺接受指令的機器；也如新生兒般接受一切的白紙。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8E5i5sFpPc
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吃飯、睡覺、學習……我是大人眼裡經常被表揚的優秀孩子，除去喜愛獨自觀察動物的興趣外，皆是可供身旁人自由捏造塑型的完美模板。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePOvay2yH1
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得以忘記最痛苦的瞬間；用忘記所有快樂曾經來換取，如果有選擇權的話一般人會走向什麼道路呢？168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvbcYGYQ5T
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升上市立高中那年，我將所有「被迫」接受的過去事物留在兒童之家的窄小房間，並在前往住宿學校的第一天路上刪除了自那場車禍後就不曾再開啟、更新過的；名為「家」的手機相簿。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtJ1qCNcW
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臨走前，那裡的大人們送給我一台二手的數位相機作為餞別禮物。希望我延續這份在乖巧前提下的小小愛好。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW2RYd7xgY
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而失去根基的全新人生，自那天才正式開始。168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Eaif1B2Q
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