x
【注意：此為《禮物 Present》（日記式小說）續作，Season 2 的母親安文莉之路線視角，請先閱讀完本傳後再觀賞此系列，以保證劇情體驗完整，連結在簡介與個版上可找到，謝謝。】
＋＋＋
從今天開始，我要將不能說的一切全紀錄在這。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jwGR0cvqN
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rCG7wvgwQ
¶¶¶169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P19b3QBwg
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1huAYjzBN6
【Continue with Facebook 】169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwKiQ59Okc
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs65eUhbIRt
——————OR——————169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimmgLYO9PW
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSa1HbJVd8
[Phone number, username, or Email]169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCuPtrI14C
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nLGwoyV34
[Password]169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QvYEhZ8go
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbganBpIpN
……輸入中……169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BeTLp2l0K
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjFwExKjFs
[VanliAn0714_0805]169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPiYCjLv3h
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ9Px3B8F5
[**************]169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJXPQkpYxr
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMgoO3lI0j
……登入中，請稍後……169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvCcyB6h1m
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRI4VwQvlo
¶¶¶169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv71A22yrJ
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBAJsgFnkI
2019年10月30日，天氣陰169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZeVZ3Lsrp
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL4cQUGUnV
感覺……就像在勉強能呼吸的汪洋中慢性自殺一樣。暫時還能苟且住意識、可又於眼淚反重力飆升間恍惚，無法真正清醒、也不想完全沉睡。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEc238haOh
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC4ILMtRV9
「家庭」於我的人生中，概括而論大概便是只能如此抽象講述的存在。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHAHaeQ8EA
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf6OcWw4mr
聽起來很……悲慘，但老實說走到目前為止最幸福時刻，卻是還在臺灣原生家庭的幾年光陰。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlcnkj9pD5
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5geHSMnw2Y
或許因為網路上常提及的什麼創傷症候群吧，關於深愛自己的父母確切是何時離去、如何離去的……大腦記憶始終模糊不清。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9155Ub5ef
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY0NtCoZSx
只記得國中某天在一片雪白醒來；接著又於另一片蒼白中失去一切。兩具棺木焚毀的塵灰裡帶走的不只親人身軀，還有大人們口口聲聲說理應會永遠留存心中的童年回憶。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g0bxpF9yO
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Goa3EnnQ
「我全部忘記了。」穿著因半夜夢遊而沾染上泥濘乾涸的碎花洋裝，我端坐在兒童之家院長室的椅子上，只能恍惚說出這句話來應對所有問題。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIYBfOe29v
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEjQ8rNnPm
手裡握著的僅有一個名字，看不見也握不著，待在全然陌生的環境、操控全然陌生的自己，像毫無知覺接受指令的機器；也如新生兒般接受一切的白紙。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qy6shRdbx
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfgvNHNnaC
吃飯、睡覺、學習……我是大人眼裡經常被表揚的優秀孩子，除去喜愛獨自觀察動物的興趣外，皆是可供身旁人自由捏造塑型的完美模板。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oBqoYWH4i
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlaZVrAGkD
得以忘記最痛苦的瞬間；用忘記所有快樂曾經來換取，如果有選擇權的話一般人會走向什麼道路呢？169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspzvlYsbBx
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z1cOQpjQT
……如果有選擇權就好了。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKyYmWqzHG
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK8w6ZQ96a
升上市立高中那年，我將所有「被迫」接受的過去事物留在兒童之家的窄小房間，並在前往住宿學校的第一天路上刪除了自那場車禍後就不曾再開啟、更新過的；名為「家」的手機相簿。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh2niuEvXB
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UaLIGaMre
臨走前，那裡的大人們送給我一台二手的數位相機作為餞別禮物。希望我延續這份在乖巧前提下的小小愛好。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4DLGCYwPj
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoahUhzRjb
而失去根基的全新人生，自那天才正式開始。169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQSy40qnVN
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUamlESlVF
[為您的新貼文新增一張或數張圖片]169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb2vAZBDvj
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU032uYhoN
TBC.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI70121ZVcE
169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeSj5NAfnD
