【注意：此為《禮物 Present》（日記式小說）續作，Season 2 的母親安文莉之路線視角，請先閱讀完本傳後再觀賞此系列，以保證劇情體驗完整，連結在簡介與個版上可找到，謝謝。】
＋＋＋
從今天開始，我要將不能說的一切全紀錄在這。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKRiDtjHIK
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGppzZ9zJx
¶¶¶266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHlGes8VXz
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQqezp8TXD
【Continue with Facebook 】266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwDuOzEB4z
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FIIzducT0
——————OR——————266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG0hnvpheO
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sNU3U0pIg
[Phone number, username, or Email]266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Mb0ydo5X
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qRDkbIN2U
[Password]266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck9LNMFqLX
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNcJrYFpFb
……輸入中……266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK03tIGqVO
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzFAgOz7Fa
[VanliAn0714_0805]266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySpO0jaMYu
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFWqjLFzZe
[**************]266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR4KKjEA4R
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Li5i9dxr0
……登入中，請稍後……266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfiHWTTFzu
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMuVYwR491
¶¶¶266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePYw8uswVp
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsCNaR5R76
2019年10月30日，天氣陰266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopn8HK72KU
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCQ8jNkAuK
感覺……就像在勉強能呼吸的汪洋中慢性自殺一樣。暫時還能苟且住意識、可又於眼淚反重力飆升間恍惚，無法真正清醒、也不想完全沉睡。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYFclKYZym
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnvoZGyzBp
「家庭」於我的人生中，概括而論大概便是只能如此抽象講述的存在。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOxeVeNmfm
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4UShAVWhU
聽起來很……悲慘，但老實說走到目前為止最幸福時刻，卻是還在臺灣原生家庭的幾年光陰。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhN6IySNCP
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoqrB4rBIw
或許因為網路上常提及的什麼創傷症候群吧，關於深愛自己的父母確切是何時離去、如何離去的……大腦記憶始終模糊不清。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BcqfHUrBw
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ7RVePqrP
只記得國中某天在一片雪白醒來；接著又於另一片蒼白中失去一切。兩具棺木焚毀的塵灰裡帶走的不只親人身軀，還有大人們口口聲聲說理應會永遠留存心中的童年回憶。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oxGfQVTMd
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2pyGcCaNe
「我全部忘記了。」穿著因半夜夢遊而沾染上泥濘乾涸的碎花洋裝，我端坐在兒童之家院長室的椅子上，只能恍惚說出這句話來應對所有問題。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXN2IDF3ty
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5cG2A0aG1
手裡握著的僅有一個名字，看不見也握不著，待在全然陌生的環境、操控全然陌生的自己，像毫無知覺接受指令的機器；也如新生兒般接受一切的白紙。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBnvuZtN6s
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMkBoajUmH
吃飯、睡覺、學習……我是大人眼裡經常被表揚的優秀孩子，除去喜愛獨自觀察動物的興趣外，皆是可供身旁人自由捏造塑型的完美模板。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvECRvO4T6y
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiIjGWmNbM
得以忘記最痛苦的瞬間；用忘記所有快樂曾經來換取，如果有選擇權的話一般人會走向什麼道路呢？266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvy7HTi22s
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1PS9RKGwv
……如果有選擇權就好了。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQQXkJelWI
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaZScQNzRp
升上市立高中那年，我將所有「被迫」接受的過去事物留在兒童之家的窄小房間，並在前往住宿學校的第一天路上刪除了自那場車禍後就不曾再開啟、更新過的；名為「家」的手機相簿。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ563qNHkcIG
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeFX1GXbjP
臨走前，那裡的大人們送給我一台二手的數位相機作為餞別禮物。希望我延續這份在乖巧前提下的小小愛好。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDEQ5rkbmA
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy8y67gzB0
而失去根基的全新人生，自那天才正式開始。266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ9tEBfjWq
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUQgvIWbFJ
[為您的新貼文新增一張或數張圖片]266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ577P8TYGEn
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC9qfJoJ7X
TBC.266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP6ddaIa29
266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZSlSbDBpe
