Taylor's POV
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"Taylor" Matthew is whispering in my ear. I can feel his warm skin underneath me and I cling onto him.
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"Matty" I say confused. Why am I in bed with him? It's a dream. Where is my Jay?
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"Taylor" he says and I squint opening my eyes to the view of cherry tree, looking through the drapes somebody pulled around the bed. A hand strokes my hair and I smile. Closing my eyes again, I rest in the arms that are holding me.
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"Mmm" I say softly, it's a dream. It has to be. I reach my hands down his chest just hovering on his lower abs. Circling my hands over the top of his boxers as he breathes in sharply.
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"No naughty" he says softly.
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"How am I ever going to keep my promises if you do that when we wake up" he sighs.
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"Matthew" I say, more sure that this is real. I stare up at his green eyes and chestnut curls remembering where I am and finally waking up.
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"Morning" he says and I sigh looking at him.
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"Sorry” I clear my throat
“Did you sleep okay" I ask him softly pulling my nightshirt down and covering myself up. My cheeks reddening and my skin feeling hot.
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"I slept amazing. How was your sleep" he says and I lay on my side facing him, trying not to glance at his chest. The bulge in his boxers, the man I used to make love to all night long before Jay. Turns out there’s a reason you don’t climb into bed with your ex, past memories and exorcising feelings.
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I place my hands on bump and wait for any little kicks.
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"Talk again he loves your voice" I say looking up at him.
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Matthew shuffles down the bed so that he is in line with my waist. I sigh, almost rolling my eyes. How does he expect me to keep my promises?
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"Good morning" he smiles and his hands go over my bump under my nightshirt. Baby kicks excitedly and I smile. He looks up at me through his thick brown lashes and I can't help but smile.
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He scoots back up so that he's facing me and I smirk at him.
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"We have plans today" I tell him, and his evergreen eyes watch me.
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"Oh really" he smiles and it's the first time in a long time I've seen his eyes glow.
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"The hospital, we're getting somebodies number" I smirk and he bites his lip.
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"No God no." He laughs assessing me and stroking my arm.
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“Yes, strike while the irons hot” I giggle and he tickles me.
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“Why not” I scoff laughing.
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“Because I don’t want her” he laughs back.
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He tickles me again and I chuckle tickling him right back.
“I’m gonna make it happen for you” I laugh.
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“Get you the girl” I sigh and he tickles me further.
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“No” he laughs his lips not far from mine. He briefly and softly plants a kiss on my lips. It just happens, I don’t think he necessarily planned it. It’s more of a casual peck, but he lingers after.
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“I’m sorry” he says pulling away again and I just stare at him.
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“It’s okay” I whisper, stoking his face.
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“We have been together and it’s not fair of me to ask you to sleep here” I say quietly watching him.
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“And that’s on me” I say.
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“Not you” I add smiling.
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He holds me in close, and kisses my forehead and my hair. I yield to him and the feel of his arms around me.
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“Let’s definitely not tell Jay” he sighs, running his hands through his hair. Like he can’t erase certain thoughts going through his brain. I stare up at him, Jay is important to him as a friend.
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“Taylor he was pretty on me about not getting into bed with you. And I have a feeling he would absolutely belt me for it” he laughs.
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I reassure him stroking his arm. This is not sneaking around; this is just two friends who need better physical boundaries I tell myself. Two friends who were lovers, who now have been left alone in a four poster bed.
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“If you would rather sleep alone tonight I get it” I say looking up at him. He’s evaluating what the right answer is here.
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“Not a chance I want to hug you all night long” he says softly.
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“Now let’s feed you” he says putting his hands on my bump again. I smile and he stands up fully in his boxers.
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“I’ll cook” I protest standing up next to him.
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“I insist” I smile and guide him into the bathroom. I make sure he knows how to work the shower, because I’m a fabulous host. I back away from him as the shower runs awaiting somebody to stand under it.
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“It’s quite a view” he smirks standing arms crossed over his chest. I look at the lines of his back, his muscular shoulders. Pulling my eyes back to the view out into the gardens as he turns to face me.
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“It’s lovely” I say softly.
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“I know of better views” he says smiling.
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“Oh really” I laugh and now it’s his turn to look me over.
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“Mhmm” he smiles. And the air has become charged again.
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“You’ll just have to imagine that view, whilst you’re washing” I wink at him, turn on my heels and pace out of the en-suite.
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It was cheeky, and I’m sure that he actually blushed. Cheeks flushing bright red just before I looked away practically marching myself out of the steamy bathroom.
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I pull my nightshirt off, letting it fall to the floor and grabbing the body butter from the dresser, determined not to have stretch marks I rub it into bump inhaling its coconut scent. I scrubbed last night in the shower and my skin is exfoliated, I decide to put on my body oil. I push my hair back so that it is cascading down to my hips.
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Looking up from the birds flying past the windows my eyes connect with Matty’s, frozen in the doorway.
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“I’m sorry Taylor I actually didn’t mean too I wanted to grab clean boxers” he says awestruck.
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“You’ve seen it all before” I laugh nervously. He keeps his eyes trained on my face. His gaze dropping to my breasts when he gets distracted.
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“Boxers Matty” I say as he stands there in shock.
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“Right yeah” he stumbles over himself.
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I chuckle one hand covering my private area. The other over my nipples. He fumbles through his bag and grabs some Calvin Kleins.
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“Ok” he says sighing.
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“Got em” he smirks pushing his hair back and heading into the en-suite like a gentlemen.
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