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我則低著頭,用緊握著的雙手撐在腿上,在時而發顫的同時撐著身子,仔細聽進她說的每個字、每一句話。8964 copyright protection318PENANAxsUyplVp3w 維尼
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當若芸說到那跟蹤狂自稱「皮醬的老公一號」時,我便馬上想到──是那個在實況恐嚇我的觀眾。8964 copyright protection318PENANASQ5mquFht9 維尼
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藉著我實況不慎拍到的景象,一口氣查到這,並因此把小林當成目標……8964 copyright protection318PENANALxeXndet95 維尼
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就像是子曦的意外一樣。8964 copyright protection318PENANA7fsC4F9t5O 維尼
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所以說──8964 copyright protection318PENANAB1GuVxRJfP 維尼
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「這件事已經請警察處理了,所以你不用擔心。」若芸以毫無溫度的聲音安撫。「但你再繼續做實況的話,無論對你、對我和輝烈、甚至是對我們周遭的人來說都是麻煩。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAF25LMV9ior 維尼
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「我不想再幫你隱瞞、也不想為了你充當皮醬的中之人。我沒有責任去替你承擔那些眼光、那些懷疑,還有不能說的痛苦。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAnjPNiJpaFk 維尼
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「如果真的是為了收入才不得不做,那你不用擔心。只要我繼續過現在的生活,而輝烈──我知道他看起來是那樣,但他其實默默犧牲了很多想做的事。所以我和他只要維持現況,積蓄就算撐到大學也沒問題。8964 copyright protection318PENANAEazvvKmve4 維尼
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「你沒必要繼續下去。8964 copyright protection318PENANA02oQN6fP3k 維尼
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「這只會造成更多麻煩而已。8964 copyright protection318PENANAphKG5bJrA5 維尼
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「而且你得補償你造成的結果。8964 copyright protection318PENANAOPW00yG0lu 維尼
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「所以說這次──就好好負起你的責任吧?」8964 copyright protection318PENANAvDiR8vFWQ3 維尼
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生氣歸生氣,但她依然以冷靜到刺人的態度講述著。8964 copyright protection318PENANAmHSUFfLsPc 維尼
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其中夾雜了某種程度的看開與無奈;但與此同時,仍舊保有不可退讓的底線。8964 copyright protection318PENANApjzcuxCMIS 維尼
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就像在暗示──只要我能放棄,那她一樣能為了我,接受一些她不想接受的事。8964 copyright protection318PENANA21ytqbnQHP 維尼
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那些正常高中生不該有的──不正常的家庭和不正常的生活。8964 copyright protection318PENANAEsCleaEggy 維尼
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只因她想要矯正錯誤。8964 copyright protection318PENANA8kWX3qFxv6 維尼
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只因我做的事──瞞騙所有觀眾,男扮女當VTuber這件事是種錯誤。8964 copyright protection318PENANAgNRLF1M8vJ 維尼
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只因錯誤已然放大,變成一種傷害。8964 copyright protection318PENANAgsAG4HNXUl 維尼
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只因她……不願再替我承擔。8964 copyright protection318PENANAjlNiNQ8HFr 維尼
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「雖然我不想理你,但這次你已經影響到我周遭的人、以及我的生活。」8964 copyright protection318PENANA7L2ugEY8AE 維尼
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「……我知道。我不能逃避責任。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAK1ZDg0lz4d 維尼
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「嗯。所以說,現在就是你答覆的時間。8964 copyright protection318PENANA7VdJDIU9uN 維尼
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「我不會讓你繼續拖延。8964 copyright protection318PENANA3MYzt113Q7 維尼
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「在這之後,無論你想怎麼做都好,我都能夠接受。8964 copyright protection318PENANAKJf2wdevyk 維尼
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「只要你──肯答應這個要求。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAAsWlsqMSZR 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection318PENANAvwtuaGUXO0 維尼
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只要肯答應……是嗎?8964 copyright protection318PENANAotdRnbdcTa 維尼
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只要我答應的話,和若芸的關係就能變回過去……不對。8964 copyright protection318PENANAmSwmRck5Ry 維尼
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不可能再和以前一樣了。8964 copyright protection318PENANAA7KiRXxvTn 維尼
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但就算如此,我跟她的關係至少會比現在還好吧?8964 copyright protection318PENANAD45T48eUuN 維尼
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畢竟沒有期待就不會受傷。8964 copyright protection318PENANAk4P7MyoTVS 維尼
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一旦她沒有企求,就不會再對我失望。8964 copyright protection318PENANAUJEgEZROKB 維尼
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況且這樣做是最實際的賠罪方式。8964 copyright protection318PENANA2qmOcerC4o 維尼
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是能實際對她朋友──同時也是一直支持我的粉絲──小林謝罪的方式。8964 copyright protection318PENANAAiiRmGqe3E 維尼
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就像那些檯面上的人一樣,犯了錯就下台,不死皮賴臉地留在原本的位置。8964 copyright protection318PENANAxD11uBEIbm 維尼
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雖然這樣會對不起其他支持皮諾丘的觀眾。8964 copyright protection318PENANAEjoubLvlH3 維尼
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雖然會對不起一直幫助我的北風。8964 copyright protection318PENANAHJsOWBsoYD 維尼
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雖然這樣我就又沒工作了。8964 copyright protection318PENANA301aFBl5nr 維尼
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雖然這樣還是出不了門。8964 copyright protection318PENANAryJnZeg1OT 維尼
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雖然這樣一來……子曦她的……8964 copyright protection318PENANAaNJKVyY67U 維尼
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她的…… 8964 copyright protection318PENANABEOXT7HGih 維尼
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於是我搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection318PENANAm3NQvlL5mf 維尼
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「沒辦法。」8964 copyright protection318PENANACI0Vc999Zo 維尼
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然後對女兒這麼說。8964 copyright protection318PENANAiaGo4ZpCne 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection318PENANA9RbnDrUZ8B 維尼
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儘管我再度拒絕──在極度理虧的情況下再度拒絕,若芸卻未因此發飆。8964 copyright protection318PENANAWs7XnwRSBn 維尼
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相反地,她看起來像預料到我會這麼說般。只是深深吸了口氣。8964 copyright protection318PENANAmwX9rzaymi 維尼
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「我需要理由。」8964 copyright protection318PENANApWA4pEilwO 維尼
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「如果不說出真正理由,那我不可能接受。」視野一角隱約能看見她緊捏著拳頭。「我需要一個──能說服自己擔起這些鳥事;能夠繼續隱瞞跟欺騙的理由。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAEJaTPaDBEd 維尼
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「我明白。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAJwsxgTnGRV 維尼
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「所以你會說嗎?就在現在,此時、此地、此刻,而我不接受你的任何隱瞞。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAy8WjjE0mhs 維尼
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「……我會說的,而且不會騙你。」8964 copyright protection318PENANA5hKPnDIPcd 維尼
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「那就好。」若芸站起身,走到我面前看著我。「我洗耳恭聽。」8964 copyright protection318PENANAxoNxtvx5y1 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection318PENANAzZRJWuIrV8 維尼
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說出口前,還是會感到掙扎。8964 copyright protection318PENANApBpC5ooKhz 維尼
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但我硬是吞下那些痛苦感受,逼自己進到回憶──許久、更久之前的回憶裡。8964 copyright protection318PENANAGyXBgGKsLV 維尼
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花了一段時間,直至腦海內全是往事,視界前再也看不見女兒為止。8964 copyright protection318PENANATesL2Ie8TP 維尼
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接著,我開始自顧自說起:8964 copyright protection318PENANABCgtilhRky 維尼
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