2011.2.28補發鮮網42Please respect copyright.PENANAYHPsEWQEYt
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你是個纖細的少年,細心而寡言,習慣靜靜坐在旁邊看書。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtCorboHBsi
你很有主見,只是多半不願說出口,選擇沉默。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkWusEJXR4X
可是,跟我一起回家的路上,你總是雀躍又努力地喋喋不休,生怕冷場似的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGeeDsSLSsk
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你不是一個愛笑的人,平常多半面無表情。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhJWsu5jk1T
卻會在遠遠看到我的剎那轉為燦爛的笑意。42Please respect copyright.PENANALBc4dn5LiZ
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你愛捧著禮物糖果餅乾,一次又一次地送我餵食我。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjIjEZn2yCa
我說不想欠你人情,你下次就捧著五花八門的贈品當成最新的禮物遞上。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdfBjCl4RzE
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可以感覺得出你對我的崇拜,我也像疼愛弟弟般照顧著你。42Please respect copyright.PENANAi57X1sk0Am
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說也奇怪,我倆的緣分真有點像是天注定。42Please respect copyright.PENANASbW21nqqYL
每天,上學路途公車上的偶遇,我要去合作社打工的偶遇,即使那樣沒遇到,我們還是會在去上術科的途中,或者是做打掃工作時見面。42Please respect copyright.PENANArqlheiO8ch
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巧、真的巧到,只能以太有緣來形容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQWKbUoTrJ7
還挺有趣的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAm8WBNudswo
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你總是嚷著:「我最喜歡學長了!」帶著由衷、耀眼的笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAo1GhzDZQd5
在這個學校裡,下對上的憧憬崇拜並不少見。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjgHd5bJWUH
我笑望著你,不引以為意地知道又是一個少年的崇拜。42Please respect copyright.PENANAueXxtVcMg8
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在日常、社團,就這樣簡單地撕去了很多張月曆,42Please respect copyright.PENANAavX1U89eqr
時光飛逝。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaeNHVfe5BI
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鳳凰花開的時候,我想,就這樣分離了吧?42Please respect copyright.PENANA81yb9OtXLA
雖然是可愛的學弟,不過,日後會有聯繫的機會也不多了啊……42Please respect copyright.PENANATJlnNMENhL
世上無不散的筵席,就是這樣的人生吧。42Please respect copyright.PENANApJXLqNEcK6
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「學長,我最喜歡你了!請跟我在一起好嗎!」42Please respect copyright.PENANAere8jwgdZ8
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……欸?42Please respect copyright.PENANAlG5BqmlDYM
捧著一袋包裝精美的畢業禮物和我的畢業紀念冊,交與我的同時,學弟再次說出了喜歡42Please respect copyright.PENANAh9TKb25RPG
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──可是後面那句是怎樣?42Please respect copyright.PENANAvW6JQ1wVS6
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「阿、對、對不起我說錯了。我是說,之後請繼續跟我保持聯絡好嗎!」42Please respect copyright.PENANA5phOj27EvS
學弟困窘極了,連忙跟我解釋清楚,因為剛才的失言顯著有些尷尬害羞。42Please respect copyright.PENANAls5LxltjzA
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「當然好啊。謝謝你的禮物。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAv9EqalciTd
我笑得爽朗。42Please respect copyright.PENANAI6KCQWTiZI
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「畢業快樂,學長。祝你金榜題名。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAgRnW9fRLcL
遞交的同時,學弟不忘再次補上對將別離的我的祝福。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmlfUMHWtVr
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「謝謝。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAZW0ADKUV9A
我笑著收下學弟的禮物與祝福。42Please respect copyright.PENANAep1oJ0QAHT
就只是這樣單純地笑著,然後,揮手,告別。42Please respect copyright.PENANARwthERtfZI
就像,那真的就只是個令人會心一笑的小插曲。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeIRAyV3JFm
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「學弟、學弟!」在學弟眼前揮揮手,我發現對方似乎有些心不在焉。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWkUwKQHPpS
「啊?抱歉,我剛剛恍神了。」學弟尷尬地笑了下,繼續吃起飯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3y6RFr3jzX
「最近很忙嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANATpy0qhK8Ap
「其實也沒有……一段忙得要死一段閒得發慌,大致上算是蠻悠閒的日子吧。」42Please respect copyright.PENANADYrMuFjwwO
「你有沒有回去學校探望老師們啊?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAk69C4CroJo
「嘿嘿……沒有耶,會回學校的人幾乎都是去外地讀書的人,反而是我們這些在本地的很少回去。」乾笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzXtAA7hucN
「是嗎?真奇怪。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAIKHUaCTGgr
「嗯,那個、學長……」42Please respect copyright.PENANA5Je8LlpFRw
「怎麼了?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAo4z4ZlhuQt
「這個、給你。我很乖沒準備禮物唷,新年賀卡&情人節巧克力!」學弟遞上一顆金沙和一張卡片,那句沒準備禮物是之前被我唸他太愛送禮物了,所以特地交帶他不准送。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkL9GXycz8k
「謝謝你啦,因為我不太習慣送人禮物。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAaqdL81f9FR
「不會啦!祝你新年快樂&情人節快樂!」42Please respect copyright.PENANAUo2pxiAlLO
「呵,你也是。新年快樂。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA5A57mNfz0Y
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其實沒想過居然跟學弟保持聯繫到現在,從認識到今天……五年了啊……42Please respect copyright.PENANABMtJApXGRv
真快。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4Kz87YQ8VW
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「學弟,你現在還是那麼崇拜我嗎?」我突然有點好奇地想問,實際上也問了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAx5mOTmRAlh
「呃。」學弟愣了下,一如多年前的表情變化一樣,從面無表情變成了燦爛的笑容:「是啊,學長,我還是最喜歡你了呢!」42Please respect copyright.PENANALIREodehCe
「呵,你還是這麼誇張呢。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAhSxg7NVuf9
「學長……別這麼說嘛……」學弟苦笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEJiiEEEuPf
「哈哈。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAdKcYz63lro
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我們還會保持聯絡多久呢?42Please respect copyright.PENANADoQsWfX6ry
我也不知道。42Please respect copyright.PENANANCUCBCgZV1
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不過,這樣相處下去,其實也不錯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjfBgpoadu9
只是啊……42Please respect copyright.PENANAIWoBKI40IZ
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……學弟,我是很喜歡你,42Please respect copyright.PENANA2lejgdDnl8
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只是,那是家人、是朋友,就唯獨不會是戀愛的那種「喜歡」。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7v3GvjZMec
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「學弟,你現在還是那麼崇拜我嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAVjPb2lKPtG
學長這個突發的問句一瞬間戳中我的死穴。42Please respect copyright.PENANAplG9u4SMnt
案,好好地聊天怎麼突然問到這個問題啊!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxbloq1IwaD
我在心底做出了「囧」的表情。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1iHfYoM9UO
「呃。是啊,學長,我還是最喜歡你了呢!」42Please respect copyright.PENANAKOWHIiKYma
反正也不會被當真……我在心中嘆了一口氣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvJtg4U4bmC
「呵,你還是這麼誇張呢。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAokgzntmG1A
嗚,好受傷。42Please respect copyright.PENANAsZJJvrF4tp
學長還是完全沒把我的話放在心上啊……阿哈哈。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlcJMxGNDyv
有點鬆了口氣又有點無奈。42Please respect copyright.PENANAm93RUdvfOm
「學長……別這麼說嘛……」42Please respect copyright.PENANAhI2277SzkF
「哈哈。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAyQAt1T3ecO
被當著笑話笑過去了啊……哎,也好啦。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGAh26PnGAj
反正我也沒有特意提起的打算。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhKynAxNstK
五年,即使沒有放棄,也沒有,再次嘗試的勇氣了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAj0Cm7Oar0W
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如果非得弄得場面很尷尬,那也不是我樂見的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWyBnWeuscF
恩斷義絕的坦白,相較保持沉默的友誼,那我寧可,就這樣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAblHvESYJz2
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改變太嚇人,我沒有勇氣也不想去嘗試。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7TtEklyCPM
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學長也許沒印象了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcvmNjuAZh3
但我們的相遇真的有如命運的邂逅。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7uyZRUjiUf
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他是一個果斷的人物,雖然在其他同學眼中顯得有些刁鑽。42Please respect copyright.PENANADwC2aSD56u
然而那也是他職責所在,儘管是那樣平凡的職位,那種不畏他人厭惡,堅持做好自己份內工作的態度,讓我發自內心的崇拜。42Please respect copyright.PENANARJ00Wx4JvM
不過,當時的他,自然對我不會有任何印象的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAyd894oVXgf
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想好了就這樣默默崇拜就夠了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjeZJ0hAaa5
我最擅長的,莫過於注視及等待。42Please respect copyright.PENANAw7QQLAZKYh
接觸人群,反而是我最不擅長也最不愛做的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVAhUlXoOxl
太麻煩、太難理解了……任性如我,討厭跟我沒有特別感興趣的人接觸,然後害怕跟我感興趣的人接觸。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQFMS1dOUzR
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可是,那天,我卻在莫名其妙被分配到的社團活動,見到了他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtpSUDhMfUg
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那一刻,我覺得,這就是命運。42Please respect copyright.PENANAn53n6IU2Gt
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實際接觸之後,我跟學長學到了很多。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0uWC50mcS1
他做人處世的態度、想法,還有多樣的面貌。42Please respect copyright.PENANAR18gknzlI8
膽大心細,該堅持的堅持,平常又是隨和且充滿笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEzoNQu0YnQ
對於在班上相當孤僻的我來說,他無疑是我高中生活的一道曙光。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhPSLnaF3bL
指引著我何去何從……42Please respect copyright.PENANALWiboKVGQG
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於是,從崇拜到更加敬佩,甚至到近乎瘋狂、迷戀似的天天去見他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKhyUlr3JXn
一日不見如隔三秋,一日不見便難受得發慌。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaL3JLFkgxz
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世界上沒有所謂的巧合的。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJXZeCnZL68
我不相信。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqR6JmWTzHM
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在畢業那天知道了學長認為我們「有緣」,我發自內心地哭笑不得起來。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7Goig4CJT5
該說是我觀察得夠成功,行動得夠巧妙,還是該說,學長真是個單純的人呢?42Please respect copyright.PENANArHvgrW0Ptm
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是啊、沒有巧合那回事。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGqPQCfzFGb
課表很好查,作息可以試探,排班直接問。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8c5vIb1S16
所謂的偶然,來自於一方的必然。42Please respect copyright.PENANAz6LE7qXkVA
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學長,要是讓你知道這一切都是我刻意為之,你應該會嚇到吧。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMFagGL1SDr
阿哈哈……所以,噓、不能說哦。42Please respect copyright.PENANApvl6kJbwCW
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「學長,我最喜歡你了!請跟我在一起好嗎!」42Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wz0lU4KPL
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學長畢業那天,不小心說出了真心話。42Please respect copyright.PENANArflSuUAdil
學長眼中那一瞬間的愕然與退卻,讓我或多或少明白了什麼。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2HPe25OiR3
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……學長果然不是笨蛋啊。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0o4R6pJC2s
雖然笑著打馬虎眼過去了,不過,也就這樣了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAg9GExNCjXN
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不能喜歡,不要喜歡。42Please respect copyright.PENANA32Q9XcItQh
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可是,又哪是那麼容易做到的?42Please respect copyright.PENANArJETD2uT9G
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哎,學長,我還是喜歡你。42Please respect copyright.PENANALi2lCuhUVY
就讓我偷偷的喜歡吧,好嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAmKLhjQeOGU
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把喜歡藏在朋友的名義之下,不能喜歡,那,讓我們當更久、更久的「好朋友」吧?42Please respect copyright.PENANARnFgeUs71r
只要這樣,那……就足夠了。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3h0iAKsECi
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『學長,新年快樂。』42Please respect copyright.PENANA7RnLS6UOff
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『情人節快樂。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAHl8dIOusAU
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請讓我有機會繼續這樣跟你說,就算,只是個學弟,只是個老朋友。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7tS18EKBe8
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也好。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9rWKh3YucS
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所謂記憶....XD42Please respect copyright.PENANAdRI74qkIEt
這是無法退讓的堅持(苦笑42Please respect copyright.PENANArhnYVSnLfG
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等哪天我再考慮要不要讓學弟和學長在一起(被拖走42Please respect copyright.PENANAdEFVZ7pkrL
學弟,在那之前,你還是繼續單戀吧OWO/”42Please respect copyright.PENANAwI60tTy6UB
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完全沒打算讓學弟追到學長的 塵希/珊羽42Please respect copyright.PENANAmLSbAZaUbb
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