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在垂死中掙扎，在苦痛中求生。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9hNv5dLCa
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我們擁有了很多，卻始終敗給害怕失去一切的懦弱。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfm5GXKpTY
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我們失去了很多，卻仍輸給了不知何謂擁有的寂寞。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jHX49sWeS
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我們是人類，我們也是怪物。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nr87EMCA9
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看著對面的人緊捧手中飲料小口小口慢慢喝的模樣，黃瀨涼太托腮遮掩住的嘴角不禁溫柔流露。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrWTiU0RsG
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“小黑子，這裡的奶昔很好喝吧？我知道你喜歡喝這個，特地帶你來這裡呢～你說我是不是很貼心？”終於等到黑子放下飲料杯的一刻，黃瀨笑彎的雙眼溢滿興奮。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPNPAQbPoP
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“是的，非常美味。”黑子還是那般冷靜的模樣，心裡卻因為另一頭默默垂下的動物耳朵而忍俊不禁。他怎會不懂黃瀨需要的是什麼，只是習慣性地想小小捉弄這人一番罷了。所謂捉弄，自然是適可而止就好，“啊，我差點忘了呢，謝謝黃瀨君。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mMR7T43MK
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因為一個微笑就能原地復活的樂觀實在令黑子羨慕，想必黃瀨本人自己也不知情吧，單純實在是種珍貴的寶物，如果能一直保有，那便是最幸福的事了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM7qXa56v9
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黑子帶著笑，聽完了黃瀨講述的一件又一件的生活瑣事，明明和平常相處的情形沒什麼不同，也說不出具體原因，可黑子卻覺得眼前人的笑有越發僵硬的趨勢。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKljNjjX15e
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以他對黃瀨的瞭解，其實不難猜出原因，“黃瀨君，你是不是有什麼話想說？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfviHjM8ST
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果然是欲蓋彌章呢。黃瀨又是搔頭又是傻笑，這是被他猜中心思時常出現的反應，不過黑子倒不急著知道內容，捧著飲料默默喝了起來。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoT9XswH1p
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“其實也不是什麼重要的事啦…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlugR4rWXtT
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黃瀨小心翼翼的模樣反而讓黑子更好奇了，“是什麼事呢？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF6h4cluIa
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“呃，只是想問小黑子…還記得開學時我說的話嗎？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUe4wp6Mo3
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鬆開一瞬的手差點打翻飲料，幸好黑子在千鈞一髮之際接住了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqLgdInN2V
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“你的夢想是什麼？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWRnmJeXrW
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“什麼是夢想？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B1aOCRZGI
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“嗯…就是你希望未來可以實現的事情哦！也就是願望啦！”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDHG0nTvC2
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“這樣啊，那我的願望便是…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjzWoDtL6m
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模糊不清的臉孔取代了現下的一切，感到有什麼自嘴角開始崩塌，連意識都開始迷失在一片灰白的記憶裡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmROBEMdr93
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“小黑子？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMSHaD7Aq2
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黃瀨試探性的呼喚讓他回了神，“啊，我…還記得哦。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa6TTKPYc5
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不能再讓人擔心了…他扼殺了心頭殘存的猶豫，抬起頭時又恢復了往常的從容。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgTFEuhXxO
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他還是那個原來的黑子哲也，不會改變的。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk9Nw1wu4m
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不屬於自己的東西，閉上眼，就該忘記了，是吧？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuutBSqcZL
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“然後啊，我就說‘送到這裡就可以了’，結果你知道他說什麼嗎？他竟然說‘我想知道你住哪裡，這樣以後我就可以每天送你上下班’！天啊，真是太可怕了！我一回到家就把他列入黑名單了，你說這人是不是很可怕？未免也太緊迫盯人了吧！”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKy3ApOdeD
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“嗯。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPAck21xlg
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桌面堆疊的資料因桃井用力一拍而掉落了幾張，赤司不慌不忙地伸手接住，一一歸回原位。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusv11tYwNs
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“說到緊迫盯人，上次那個也是！明明就不是男朋友，只是一起吃過飯而已，就開始想掌控我一整天的行蹤了，還三不五時打電話來查勤！這是怎麼一回事，晨昏定省嗎？天啊，我身邊怎麼都是這種奇怪的人呀…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbAkJOY6OE
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“嗯。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii4ceAgT65
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又是個簡短的回應，這種情形他早已司空見慣，就算被桃井無心的一句話拖下水、且被歸類到“奇怪的人”裡他也不甚在意，說不定正如綠間所說，他赤司征十郎的忍耐力比起以前提升了不少。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9gqiTVEAi
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桃井的抱怨持續轟炸了一陣子後終於有減緩的趨勢，赤司隨即遞上一旁已失去熱度的茶。當然，這一系列的舉動都是在他頭也不抬的情況下完成的，即使少了點誠意仍惹得桃井熱淚盈眶，“唉，雖然毒舌又冷淡，但我還是要說：小赤最好了～”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GmWUB8oCZ
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“五月。”顯然手邊的工作已告一段落，赤司端起咖啡喝了一口，桃井這才發現他眉頭緊鎖，“人呢？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nD2dTEgmQ
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簡短的問話若是一般人大概會反應不過來，但很習慣如此模式的桃井當下就知曉赤司指的是什麼，“哦，小黃拉著哲君不知道去哪兒吃東西了，說是半小時後回來，你要請他們幫你買點什麼嗎？”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimD8QhZEOv
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“不了，只是問問而已。”他阻止了欲拿起電話的桃井。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ViEeaGNrj
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摸不著頭緒的桃井還佇立在原地，而後像是突然想到什麼，她又朝赤司靠近了點，掩嘴笑得曖昧，“緊迫盯人可不好哦，小赤，就像我剛說的，這樣會讓對方有壓力而想逃跑的。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt35675KVa
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見赤司毫無反應，她故做感嘆貌地嘆了口氣，“不過哲君是的確個好孩子，如果我啊再年輕個五歲，說不定小赤就多了個棘手的情敵了呢…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPq7J05Zn6
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“啪”的一聲，赤司闔上了手中的書本。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4xrexZr0Z
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“五月。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoPLl9NBjc
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“什…什麼？”或許是出於生存本能，桃井下意識退了幾步。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG7NYFkmgy
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“妳最近好像挺悠閒的，不如…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH7J4BJ0Mk
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“啊、實驗室短缺的器材好像送到了呢，我這就去搬過來！”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIqHh4r1eW
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識時務者為俊傑，這點自知桃井還是有的，她隨便找了個理由開溜，心裡卻不住嘀咕─明明剛才都沒什麼反應，怎麼一抬頭眼神裡就充滿肅殺之氣，她怎不記得說過什麼惹他生氣的話啊！27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1OFPFHAl1
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耳根子總算清淨了些，赤司索性打開電腦繼續寫研究論文，本以為恢復安靜的實驗室能讓思緒也變得清晰，可事實似乎不是如此。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZlryg8xia
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他將莫名的煩躁歸咎於難喝的咖啡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxrYwBISMD
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這樣一想，許多矛盾便隨之產生了。一直以來他的咖啡都是自己泡的，即使苦澀至極他喝下時也不曾猶豫，現在卻覺得一口都無法嚥下去。赤司嘆了口氣，將咖啡全數倒進水槽。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4xf8oNfY3
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明明是一樣的咖啡豆，一樣的機器，一樣制式的操作手法，怎麼換個人煮，就產生這麼大的差別？這實在毫無邏輯可言。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY312jR7c8V
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將抽屜拉開，赤司自深處取出一個玻璃小瓶，裡頭的液體隨著他的動作晃蕩，燈光下反射出的冰藍冷光像極了那人澄澈透明的雙眼。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP1XEGcxbd
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“征十郎是個溫柔的孩子呢。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslv0zxgCIt
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輕撫玻璃瓶上的標籤，相似的笑臉不過是曇花一現的幻覺，既是幻覺，又怎麼比得上冰冷觸感的真實？他多麼想成為那樣簡單的人，可他不能，他的內心早已是無可救藥的醜陋。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHJFq5AXro
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MONSTER─標籤上的英文彷彿是扼住咽喉的利爪，帶給他閉上雙眼更能真切感受的窒息，以及被奪去了自由的疼痛。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41syP2AGKC
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突如其來的午後雷陣雨讓黑子措手不及，雨勢雖不大，但為了保護手裡的書本不被淋濕，腳步便不自覺地加快許多。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu2buSsOls
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在回實驗室的途中，他去了趟圖書館。本是打算順道借幾本寫論文能做參考用的相關書籍，結果無心插柳，在書架上發現幾本不錯的書，而且，他有種那個人似乎也會喜歡這些書的直覺。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6yHEbyaGB
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赤司征十郎是很多人口中的工作狂，除了工作幾乎什麼事都沒太大興趣。但相處久後才發現，其實那人很喜歡看書，而這樣的認知產生後，他黑子哲也，也開始多了些奇怪的習慣，像是習慣性地注視赤司征十郎專注於書本內容的側臉，甚至就著原本的姿勢發起呆來。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO2jwdx58v
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那個人，還是會像往常一樣不茍言笑，可最終仍伸手接過書翻閱吧…思及此，黑子的嘴邊揚起了期待。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dQT9ETLsN
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實驗室就在眼前，他滿心想著要再快、再快一點，結果反應不及，和剛從門口走出來的人撞了個滿懷。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNNPLTh20p
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“你沒事吧？還好沒摔到…”對方反應比他快些，伸手扶住了他的肩膀。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIal355G44
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“啊…我沒事，謝…”黑子正欲回覆，卻覺得胸口傳來濕黏的觸感，低頭一看，原來是自己手裡的飲料在懷裡打翻了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrFD8tEgPu
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“真抱歉，都是因為我撞到你…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oT82eFPR3
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“請別這麼說，是我自己走路不專心…”幸好裡頭的襯衫並未弄髒、另一手拿著的書也沒事，他將外套脫下，“請不用介意，我拿去洗一洗就好了。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpowcAgPs3B
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“這可不行，無論如何讓我陪乾洗費吧。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ950M5tWkY6
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“怎麼好意思呢，不用麻煩了真的…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6xNlpsv1L
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“就這麼說定了。”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDYcuGlROm
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“欸…”27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClj6KA3Rq8
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男人語氣和緩，態度卻異常堅定，黑子發覺自己拿這樣的人沒輒，委婉的拒絕起不了作用也就罷了，竟還有種被對方的溫柔主導局勢的錯覺。但對方畢竟是長輩，他也不可能像平常那樣說什麼“請允許我鄭重地拒絕”，最後只能被動地接受了男人的好意。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5rmunaCmI
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男人並沒有停留太多時間，在名片上寫下一串號碼後便匆匆離去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9YlhFcFTi
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可這般短暫的停留已足夠帶走太多東西。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJpJBbd2AX
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男人的名字是赤司弘彥。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXvOLtZ5uZ
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近看時顯得更加相似的輪廓，赤司征十郎近乎無情的淡漠，他似乎明白了些什麼─如果大膽靠近並伸手觸碰，是否就能遠離霧裡看花的朦朧？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFIwyqf1ib
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