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『世界上最遙遠的距離』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9flfJulmUz
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY62EkBtmE
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yMsyw4vkY
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我怎麼能悔恨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmPbaIJyif
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8Dn7B7hof
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r3lmnPRlD
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoeS0rnQqC
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錯過與放棄。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB2fYgSyol
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ig7UMAbvC
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzcTs02RZy
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『If……』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6fEERt7nC
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXK06qSQEo
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrCJW2R7zq
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8UC6Tnl5I
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyXf6vhZuj
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVfT9DFWqs
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMgSdsd3vS
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『給十年後未來的你』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSzgZtxAkF
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ446sjzNGrN
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWriw6X71Pc
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOxcAY3ENy
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeI0bP4lMq
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXvn6A66FO
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxf5zipUBS
至今回想卻支離破碎。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR6prmgl5Y
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBl9YGBqx7
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtoGSIe8Bc
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaAyUMYO85
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早就該死亡了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxF6VEA158
早就該離開了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8GYfdsSD8
早就……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4mB56nH1V
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWb8gb88K7
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ubQyYDTlJ
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIW9MNgXA2
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPfsWD6wWC
為什麼不能忍耐呢……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJG6mnRIoS
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfkRMyrWL1
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『不要哭。』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu35tdZptcB
最後，兄長只是這麼說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3lzQkj0Td
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskX4JDegOf
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWkWnMnLLB
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VVV18i7H7
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到底過了多久呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxFdzyOIST
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8KezfLxTs
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCY2WtiinH
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPICTKqRE4
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgKJM6eFoC
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他拼命的挖土。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7WvWbQ8dq
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlni0UWrHi
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GzHW5g80S
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxKp3yGaBw
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那是一面白紙。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6h67SkuBg
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTmMXfOXTF
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteRCkknYyj
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tT5Eyd4zk
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqMPicNpvy
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSvJWREHTU
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看新聞有感。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwOKD3kKmt
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMLVTWAB50
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「關於雪的聯想」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zp1jPrgwG
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn54yirhbXz
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstu3i9bfuY
乾澀的，卻熱和著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsLD7vhzMF
『你聽』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi79oZzE7x
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6jvvpOk0b
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74g5QUtIVU
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3vmEtBQK0
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『踏雪無聲』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU761qty3fl
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乍然寂靜無聲。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFeZLwY4dD
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbECpf1bfue
他張大眼，張口不能言。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVL4R10Mvk
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOotTLRzlX
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「遙遠的童話故事」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26DQ8Tj7h0
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNy12KRKem
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6MIKh7rlq
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZWIKH9SGZ
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『請幸福的……』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1nX8exLdY
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAzIkcGN3K
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRmlnasDEd
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcaNjFuQVj
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdswB2YLxzp
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCTffjq2HG
我無法相信話語的真實。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aF1I7Yl61
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我知道，你愛我。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf6tYjZJWw
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7HuD6y96n
我當然也從你口裡聽到。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq38zFO5cq
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUptdUaSmh
你總是會說：「我愛你。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZV667xgto
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是的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SAhOjG18x
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8RIZCzbvS
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCnjgsg0o0
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUzrfcgzXD
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnahf6Omfe
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『後日談』56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyt7uYQNwt
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt2mdIeX16
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNXzkBYruP
然後他又重複了一次。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZqckO7Ji5
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cIh6RWWpz
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoTrt92vtY
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfgNvKgRSf
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO5Yf5UNZt
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「十年」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1LrpRmBKO
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1eBhn5Uwx
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCANP9EgKkt
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIePGMG5aRL
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyvFY30Xdr
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因為太感同身受了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncyhXVKr5B
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpAhYDRXVo
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OnC2kCbYv
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ539hs6XOZP
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTWnzj21kr
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4jve0ooON
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDCgrxWmaa
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXMaXH9AL6
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16malmMBGV
他始終是，一個人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTnNnY28nD
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUcmlPmAAY
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xe7Kti56s
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他決定要去旅行。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy5Vu1C5zP
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKmQKgqsUd
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路德也許會生氣吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHuqQX9E6U
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY21bPPkcI
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEMHmv1wTj
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmgvQ7izc9
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3BKMD24vm
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoNmyJwC8c
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O97uifc8c
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe69d4HX7Or
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqppaooOft
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Ksvm5cQS
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkJTp3OTVq
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxFEq0ELkb
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq6R4MLfGA
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5sO4goTsD
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA8fMdo5Vb
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5dmB2UMOf
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他收起相片，忖思。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4CxskemtJ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4WUtEGhaZ
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCiz0uKa7l
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGXPvyz3MC
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