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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW2RHbaAa5
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhdagSZNDy
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x1QA4lpS5
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweRHbcWjd2
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvFXga5dMf
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa7keewFYh
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR0SRFASAO
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWvf58xnet
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuyV6ZpllV
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprryUjXKML
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs55GzksSdp
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCVu3rcFIg
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKXiomkQem
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNaFnArF88
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHgOW4UJ80
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRYKSkW2n8
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ws7PYjSEd
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『不要哭。』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcG1xHjWsT
最後，兄長只是這麼說。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sLVdOxFwR
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrheTDJvZPV
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6ujuL5xQq
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEDsYQNW05
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到底過了多久呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF9RtDLhga
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEBbAQ0WOq
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzjMhjTstB
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nItewndVq
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8bXgHZgLx
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他拼命的挖土。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w187FeYrU
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e4O22ZIoM
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y3ZREAIR6
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQe5P8ROb0
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaYSBOjnyN
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyNnAcrpNd
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8fGk9siqu
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZOahZnIde
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看新聞有感。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyArmcqmo4J
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxMQon05sQ
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBhjvxJLD9
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGAaBQkdc2
乾澀的，卻熱和著。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ863C8LQa4p
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你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6rzRuF0KW
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEFv8hUpD9
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d88fYqlBO
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『踏雪無聲』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNg19I0nak
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乍然寂靜無聲。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9AzSHMG7B
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42Pffod9jY
他張大眼，張口不能言。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uYLbWEycM
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuLtPZxyBV
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRO6AmpWC2
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NV7WizIAy
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljv7h7tZ6G
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『請幸福的……』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIDBnCNFtS
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl4ACUYozs
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3xawFtmpd
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux0mPNqiMv
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZcI3mIdus
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9QYEzNgNW
我無法相信話語的真實。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqTfB8OkI4
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我知道，你愛我。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AuLL80XIr
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAP69lb8QB
我當然也從你口裡聽到。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHTl0A9zCq
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GEFC3ox8i
你總是會說：「我愛你。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAAOtDXvB1
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是的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiBNk3d6a1
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOCFDxxZhf
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqma1bpPX3i
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5bZi0jad3
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM1EXhhPLW
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『後日談』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTSsB6YNkR
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp4hVAh4di
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBYRtsg3Qc
然後他又重複了一次。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zOgca6VS0
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwBrqdtk9J
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd8uK9pEiB
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9RbMPgGqv
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwndqCtvVO
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「十年」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwIo953eRw
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4W4OqIccV
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs6WTu692J
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOGBX8gOPd
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltF2KBFoze
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因為太感同身受了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8vHXWW8jD
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBosg6WeId5
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC95PkMDVjp
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQW0UH5Wgl
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInRuIQ1p6D
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7nNCJBSFL
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYithcaSFe3
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYvmcz9gTe
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68NTjTw7x6
他始終是，一個人。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrokwMS0YGR
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgIZUp340O
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlQpO5JosJ
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他決定要去旅行。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2irBs3QMv9
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoJgh2zO1e
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路德也許會生氣吧。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HfFR1obRU
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkBhDwIo6l
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu9TZ3qxaF
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxju4Lof88t
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDE8xj4Ynh
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrWcPKLpW0
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo18ErE2U6
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt8h5O7wIS
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQntoSHpl5Z
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdiJWLnbMy
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8npiT75lgv
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUtvuKBzTZ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMzDeEsqIB
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRstJhNawp
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjLr4J5cvi
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmyiEt2AtB
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他收起相片，忖思。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhMCnijuUY
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE3Y3LcUal
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFIiO17uqC
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1H9uYK5h7
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