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『世界上最遙遠的距離』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbVTsNpr3e
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeMWu4rMzQ
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OMjZc8XZK
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rm0JFQeyc
拒絕了你對我的情感。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4uKDr9jAH
忽視了你眼底的情慾。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0OdXX2dJZ
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我怎麼能悔恨。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0T7DDZHGO
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTecgCJ09C1
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVUwNNeRTf
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxpmEiphqv
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty9BGlzvDz
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錯過與放棄。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8cKVb6wWs
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkAxKPL8zj
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQQuRuNGv1
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『If……』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM93BsvUM06
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9y48QbRss
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGYKM85kZ2
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoddtOJCpU
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BxgqGT4BB
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOCfNlhL1e
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fj6SwA6Ud
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『給十年後未來的你』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA1JjzNRA6
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPgU2SjySj
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYEqRj0gks
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSv0gxhbOO
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSicXkJBZk
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgTdmOKgcH
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfeKtqb2ld
至今回想卻支離破碎。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE03txpkPH
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspPZIOcr4c
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfvxxwYYr3
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqQAKpwp3U
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早就該死亡了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIegHy8ia9
早就該離開了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1LD86gT4f
早就……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Zxbm4jaw
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvmplfoi3Z
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazFfBBO4Qa
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvCWs9miRC
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxY5ZUN7nU
為什麼不能忍耐呢……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJDwbccpC5
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xDBFwhLAk
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『不要哭。』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNyGrH1X3d
最後，兄長只是這麼說。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA36g6UTfA5
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoTByamEU7
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLaVZVxCDM
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvDyt8VTjX
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到底過了多久呢？48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqoPJgi7Tx
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuLk1KpqvS
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEpvEVh8fP
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifZkrrlJ1m
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo6Y88j4wb
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他拼命的挖土。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVcLICjegx
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ6XddTuwt
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu3BBSYutm
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q7bgvCn4b
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那是一面白紙。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA9iWqfZ9a
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5ZLj5ut80
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOosMGOofS
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSs0HUEtj6
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyunmU0g70f
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMLVhjZyXH
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看新聞有感。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1nO327p1F
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUmWWaAIqq
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「關於雪的聯想」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoG9zvlIZO
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPfcXfUtaQ
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Y4cte2k8
乾澀的，卻熱和著。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRFns5IriD
『你聽』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FyAYYEGqi
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh58kyie7c
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJZlQvURtK
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDKdEa9HPO
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『踏雪無聲』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpU34uZxOf
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乍然寂靜無聲。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKGc7M1fiC
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwputxADSAC
他張大眼，張口不能言。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaRBzo3Cix
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvcw6IpwO8
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「遙遠的童話故事」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4sGkwVCBp
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItOj466J4C
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lqElbpUtz
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuksuqvaO8h
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『請幸福的……』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRax4IyA2KN
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3zGSHMUp6
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQJbA65wZ3
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatI8b8hQVC
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag4fyIcblo
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG45eviq4Cx
我無法相信話語的真實。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DOW1rle10
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我知道，你愛我。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSAPcaSc8W
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6DPnBDSMO
我當然也從你口裡聽到。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeWX7C4wQs
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdxtakhMWx
你總是會說：「我愛你。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIvKMxxY1z
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是的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEJNHHkWCi
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiutYaUANLs
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yJmCsrYl4
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgNPJEeOMg
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXt26xZP4b
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『後日談』48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0thSMAAAT
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd83dnCekmT
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI67synASEL
然後他又重複了一次。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaD0e42gF4
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly0f9IujkJ
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB7OiytI3W
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4uAbxDwRH
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgaGbERwus
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「十年」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUUYD5to8d
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dRLOeyzJC
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWnrR8F0PK
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtCPzgREAQ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND4vYR5HTc
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因為太感同身受了。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeN3AneqZY
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZyXX5sA3R
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXXhKoHohr
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6h2yoSccG
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaE9s5Na8j
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV3JZAgo7C
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOuvxDpWWS
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq1LZmZHCG
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhtm6d4Ubm
他始終是，一個人。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNXFvfd6L5
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKVKND20se
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9h6WjYwGP
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他決定要去旅行。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpbQXF74YB
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbct7W3Arb3
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路德也許會生氣吧。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujvfmvpoqY
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTJPC0A6sp
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2VK8Yu8o0
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VvVMv2qOp
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvnXCAim5T
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy5x1tc2XT
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ0dxHUcIx
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg9Dup9IOI
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWkvK1VOE5
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnlK7LbtHu
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSstdOZV666
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Nx4RMlYh
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEIwc20Y7j
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP3YD7vakN
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg32iguoQSF
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELfrPVtKhT
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他收起相片，忖思。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2gJHeEqU1
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMGRRGIZPA
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGBFvkrGnn
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCmkQOimq5
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